Night
Mare
When you're alone at night
Your mind wonders about the mare
Either the dark surface of the moon,
Or a celestial body believed to be the ocean
That's why by your thoughts, you are drowned

Or just a birth process of a new stallion
How to deal with it in the next day
Next month
Next year
When he or she grows up rebellious
And you can't control it

And your body wanders to the comfort place that your mind minds about
You wanna be somewhere
But you can't

So let's choose

Day
Dream
'Cause real good things happen at broad day
Mind, wandering to a broadway
While your body wonders why it's on its way
But you are almost always make it through the day
You can let your feelings at bay
Yet you work it out anyway
Because you see real people stay
Least, that's what your mind say
To deal with the world, It's not you per se

What a being we are

By being broken hearted
Means we can take my mind off a bit
From liabilities
And the minor trouble in your expertise

It's not about the memories you should've had
It's not about the choices you did or didn't take
It's not about the things that you should had done before your impulsivity took over

It's not about your motivation
It's not about the past and the future

It's about the present
Now's going to be the past
The future is going to be now
And when you learned from the past
The future of the past was always 50/50
Even with 20/20 vision
You always bet for your dreams and visions

It's not about the outcome
It's not about the input
So about that, just welcome yourself in
And put out the bad things

The thing that keeps you going

Is about something within you

Accept it
'Cause i've tasted it
Or can't get my hands on it

Let go of it
'Cause i've tasted it
Or can't get my hands on it

It's either i get tired of feeling it
Or i'm just tired of chasing it

Don’t stay because you feel you must,
Love can’t be built on guilt or dust.
Stay only if your heart beats true,
If every breath still aches for “you.”

I want your smile, not just your face,
Your laughter warm, your soft embrace.
But if your joy begins to fade,
Don’t let our love become a cage.

I’d rather kiss you one last time,
Than hold you bound by silent crime.
So stay, my love, if love is why
Not just to soothe a saddened sigh.

May my self centrism be a compendium
We sway over the foliage and hedge so called a medium
A cage with rust that brings stain and palyndrome

'Cause either way we read them the same--sways like pendulum
From back to front

Now the petal weeps
As it falls hoping to stay aloft for quite the minutes we keep
i'll stay 'cause it's a must
When love lasts not forever by trust
A facade will embrace your crush--upon me

Love for me is mostly joy and sacrifice
With you entangled in smile for those every prices
You're the prize when i raise myself out of being patronized


Although performance hover above the stage
What is staged still grip a firm influence over the onlooker
With love so cheap they might call me a ******
But sacrifice ain't cheap rather than puppy love if you think it over

Over
And over again

This

Your emotion's raging
After all, you see quilt
Patterns, racking the parable's suite
Tears dripped
Lush; hammered on the table

This

Your emotion's raging
You can't control it
You want to take every fights to the limit
Banter wits
Debating the undebatable

This

Your emotion's raging
And overall it's ****
You done breaking characters that fits
Temper bit
Lashing on the vulnerable

This

Your emotion's raging
The ball is deep-seated
Lantern, wrecking the comfortable dim
Punch drunk, punch slipped
Tounge slipped
Let's launder the incomparable