When I see a rainbow, I think of you
The one thought I couldn't shoo.
The beauty of all the colours
Standing out among the others.
Red, orange, yellow, blue
I can't stop thinking about you.

Is there no better way to describe you
Than a beautiful flower in bloom?
You radiate colours like red, yellow,and blue,
So bright, I wish life had zoom.

But soon I realized it was all a lust
And my world came crashing down
I began to do what I must
If only I could find a good place to drown.

But I began to think of your smile, your eyes
And how beautiful they were and are
I realized they would turn to cloudy skies
That would plague my life near and far.

You save me from a life of torment
And teach me of the life I spent.

My name is gap
And I really like to fap
I only like girls that sav likes
But most of these girls are so Y I K E S
Girls like S Q and Jordan
I think I like them more den
Sav and his love for big tingz
Like bowler and how she singz
These girls are all so full of meat
I can't really see that their beat
They are sav's trusty steed
And it is now time for me to do my deed

I stare into your eyes
Wondering what they hold
Mostly what kind of lies
You were so so cold.

It begins with accusations
Prefaces and falsehoods
Locking me in damnation
Telling me what I could and should.

It's true you never honest
But you kept me wanting
You were forever my fondest
I never knew it would be haunting

Despite all this I still love you
I just want you to love me too.

When I'm all alone
And when I have a bone
I think of nothing to do
Except pull one two
My **** is hard
Like a sword guard
I start stroking in rhythm
And my **** creates a prism
Refracting all colours of light
Waiting for a slight
Burst of hot sticky ***
To unload all over this virtual girls ***
Cause I'm a loser who only has ****
I guess I'm just forlorn
Living a life of solitude
I have the wrong attitude
I need to start respecting women
Not just trying to break their *****
Maybe I should just **** myself
But I could never forgive myself
Because only scrubs choose suicide
Because life is more than do or die.

After I'm gone, what will you remember?
My accomplishments, deeds?
Or will it be the singular moments?
The ones we shared before it all came crashing down.
After I'm gone, what will you remember?
Will it by the wrongs I've done?
Or the rights I've committed.

Kondzi told me once not to run with scissors
I would believe him but he never delivers
The reset button on his head alarms me
So I strike it quick as a bee
He begins to fall over
And secrets a strange odour
With scents like ***** and charcoal
And it's clear he had no-soul
The scissors fall out of my hands
And hits him so I run across lands
Waiting for my one true love to appear
So I can hear
Those sweet sweet words
"You have a big **** Musa"

Tears begin to roll down my face
As I walk in to this place
This fateful location
It's like a feel station
Where I can unleash my inner beast
And let her feast
On the despair that feeds on my soul
Turning it into an empty hole
Where all my fears and memories lie
Memories of you saying goodbye.

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