Taking art hoes to art shows

Is there no better way to describe you
Than a beautiful flower in bloom?
You radiate colours like red, yellow,and blue,
So bright, I wish life had zoom.

But soon I realized it was all a lust
And my world came crashing down
I began to do what I must
If only I could find a good place to drown.

But I began to think of your smile, your eyes
And how beautiful they were and are
I realized they would turn to cloudy skies
That would plague my life near and far.

You save me from a life of torment
And teach me of the life I spent.

After I'm gone, what will you remember?
My accomplishments, deeds?
Or will it be the singular moments?
The ones we shared before it all came crashing down.
After I'm gone, what will you remember?
Will it by the wrongs I've done?
Or the rights I've committed.

I stare into your eyes
Wondering what they hold
Mostly what kind of lies
You were so so cold.

It begins with accusations
Prefaces and falsehoods
Locking me in damnation
Telling me what I could and should.

It's true you never honest
But you kept me wanting
You were forever my fondest
I never knew it would be haunting

Despite all this I still love you
I just want you to love me too.

Tears begin to roll down my face
As I walk in to this place
This fateful location
It's like a feel station
Where I can unleash my inner beast
And let her feast
On the despair that feeds on my soul
Turning it into an empty hole
Where all my fears and memories lie
Memories of you saying goodbye.

When I see a rainbow, I think of you
The one thought I couldn't shoo.
The beauty of all the colours
Standing out among the others.
Red, orange, yellow, blue
I can't stop thinking about you.

My name is gap
And I really like to fap
I only like girls that sav likes
But most of these girls are so Y I K E S
Girls like S Q and Jordan
I think I like them more den
Sav and his love for big tingz
Like bowler and how she singz
These girls are all so full of meat
I can't really see that their beat
They are sav's trusty steed
And it is now time for me to do my deed