whats the point of living
in the end you’re just gonna
****** die and itll end
im over everything

why am i even still here
why havent i jumped yet

-AdriftFlower

life is too much
my mind cant take it
i want to cry
i want to punch everything

why am i so angry
why cant i calm down
if you cant be happy
people around you can

thats what i tell myself
calm and collected
what a joke
just like my whole existence

-AdriftFlower

im breaking
just like an egg
so many different pieces
all form me

but no one can put me back together
im like an egg
so delicate, so easy to break
and now im broken

-AdriftFlower

sometimes i feel like a flower
everyone around me blue
on the outside i am too
but on the inside i’m red

just like my anger
but my colors are seeping through
maybe that's why
i don't want anyone closer
incase they see my true color

-AdriftFlower

i can’t focus, i can’t stop
its funny that the only thing
i can think about is
a fictional ruling

-AdriftFlower

shoot me
******* shoot me
im done im done with everything

i hope there’s a ****** assasin
outside my window
waiting to **** me
guess ill just keep waiting

until i do it myself

-AdriftFlower

i go to the balcony
thinking how high up it is
how easy it could be
how fatal the injuries would be

but i stop
i think about something
its like a ******* joke
the thing that keeps me alive
is my curiosity on how
a **** tv show will end

-AdriftFlower

whats wrong with me
everything is ****** up
my mind dosent shut off

too many sleepless nights to count
why am i so ****** up
all i want is a night of freedom

-AdriftFlower