I looked into your eyes with hope
but was betrayed by your actions
it could have been real
I heard your beautiful words but was blinded
your actions grew the loudest with your absence
It couldn't be
my mind got scared my heart ached every thought of you being the way you were
I said no but you kept insulting my body with words of manipulation and hands of the one that broke my heart
I ignored your actions, the concerns piled up on my mind
it made me feel like I had no room for my thoughts to flow
I wanted to breath
I wanted to be free
I wanted to love you but you betrayed my heart with shattered promises
you smothered the flam that we sparked with your selfish
why couldn't you put me on your priority instead of...
Why, it could have been, right?
Why did it happen, why did you put me in this situation
It's all your fault
Was it my fault for feeling, for being a human, for being someone that wanted to be with you but you got greedy
I left you I knew I could be the person i wanted to be
but in my life, you couldn't be
I'm sorry but you made your decision and leaving you was the consequence
This is a little experience and would like to see if anyone has felt this way in any situation, thank you for reading this quaint little part of my life. Always remember to live.