Grace

Grace Feb 2022

I am cold
I am mean
I am self-obsessed
I am stupid
I don’t understand others
I don’t know how to stop talking when I start
I am jealousy
I am selfish
I don’t care
I am blunt
I hate myself
But that’s okay because I am only human
But it’s okay because you said it wasn’t my fault

Everything above everyone has heard or felt
I can’t make promises
But you and I can do one thing
Live

Grace Aug 2021

It could of been, couldn't it be

I looked into your eyes with hope
but was betrayed by your actions
it could have been real

I heard your beautiful words but was blinded
your actions grew the loudest with your absence
It couldn't be

my mind got scared my heart ached every thought of you being the way you were
I said no but you kept insulting my body with words of manipulation and hands of the one that broke my heart

I ignored your actions, the concerns piled up on my mind
it made me feel like I had no room for my thoughts to flow
I wanted to breath
I wanted to be free
I wanted to love you but you betrayed my heart with shattered promises
you smothered the flam that we sparked with your selfish

why couldn't you put me on your priority instead of...

Why, it could have been, right?
Why did it happen, why did you put me in this situation
It's all your fault
Was it my fault for feeling, for being a human, for being someone that wanted to be with you but you got greedy
I left you I knew I could be the person i wanted to be
but in my life, you couldn't be

I'm sorry but you made your decision and leaving you was the consequence

This is a little experience and would like to see if anyone has felt this way in any situation, thank you for reading this quaint little part of my life. Always remember to live.

Grace Jun 2020

Crumbling

All hearts break
all harts mend but
they do not bend and once
shattered
it takes time to pick up the pieces
that where left behind.
for the hearts who do not feel this pain have a price to pay.

Grace May 2020

Revenge is sweet

Revenge is sweet like candy but
also like candy it is cold
it fills your needs and gives you a rush,
when spoken of we,
rush for excitement
take for a chance
we take that chance to get want we want
but...
what gives us the right to take the candy in the fist place.

Grace May 2020

Turning away

When I look at you
you look away
but that's okay because
the one I love is not in a barricade
he's sweet kind and forgiving
I know this sound unbelievable but it true
very time we lock eye's our heart's flutter and fall an inch no a foot deeper than before but...
is it to dangerous this desire to hold on to each others love
what happens if, if.
wait it already happened didn't it
the part where I try to remind you of the person who I fell in love with.
well I guess it's true than you really are leaving me for the darkness
well that's the thing about forbid-in fruit it's forbidden for a reason and you reason is you where to sweet for anyone to have you in this world.

Grace May 2020

Love for a second

Their is that one second in life where everything is clear
their is a time in life where everything is how it should be
but...
when is my time
my...
second of happiness
our second of knowing and feeling thee exact thing your feeling right at this moment
that feeling of
Love for a second
in that one second of looking deep in your eyes i got lost and fell for you. that sweet taste of love torments me because i know i cant taste that love for a second again.

Grace May 2020

Fate is Fate

Their was still not a nook or cranny left in your heart for me, nor in your memory or your pity. I gave my heart to you but ignored the consequences I would face, with my naive, little, heart. Now I know the difference between my own fantasy and realty. I was the one poring out my feelings while you tipped them down the drain. my words where sincere while yours where poison to my vulnerable heart. Well I guess that's the thing about unrequited love, we don't get loved in return.

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