I want you to drown in my love, in my faith, in my soul,
I want you to have a overdose for taking me so much,
I want you to love me a whole bunch,
I want you to fall in love when I hit you with a love punch

I want to drown in your love,
I want to be cuffed,
I just want to be loved,
I want to be hugged,
I want to be drunk in your love

The world is colder when you’re not there...

I can’t believe it’s almost over,
Our school years, our conversations,
Soon, everything with die,
We walked in together and now we’re about to walk out together,
It’s crazy how years come and go,
And they will never stop going,
We have to walk out of this school building strong,
Some of us had the best school years in the world,
However, some of us didn’t,
Some of us struggled to get to the point where we are today,
We made an incredibly huge step,
We just kept getting punched like. A punching bag,
We kept gteting punched but we came back up and we just took the punches we stood there and took it,
But in the end, we succeeded, TOGETHER

Sometimes I wonder,
How I’m going to be in the next five years,
How I look, will I ever learn how to cook
Will I keep my head in a book,

What would the world be like if there was no god, no life, no future, no success, no nothing?

I want to drown in your love,
I want to be cuffed,
I just want to be loved,
I want to be hugged,
I want to be drunk in your love

I don’t understand why there is so much hate in this generation,
Some of the hate must be questioned, more like an interrogation,

I don’t know why all this generation knows is hate,
Some guys hate me knowing one day, they’ll be the one to ask me out on a date,
Some of the girls hate me but one day, they’ll be fixing my plate,

This generation needs some integrity,
They need love in their pity hearts,

How am I the only one that has a warm heart?
How come that heart gets hurt?

Down in my heart, there’s lots of love,
In my arms, there’s plenty of hugs,

Down in my stomach, theres junk food,
On television, there’s plenty of things to brighten up my mood...

What I don’t understand is why I’m always a second thought,
Other peoples attention can never be caught,
In burning flames of fire, I hope they rot,
No one will never like me unless I do something for them I was taught,
Their smiles and their kindness, it feels like I bought,
People just need me for what I got. . .

Happiness happiness, where you are,
Happiness happiness, you went too far,
Happiness happiness, pull me from the dark,
Happiness happiness, come find my heart,

Darkness darkness, travels in my past,
Darkness darkness, never lasts,
Darkness darkness, complete your tasks,
Darkness darkness, don’t ruin my blast,

Future future, you have yet to come,
Future future, take me home,
Future future, make me strong,
Future future, make me numb,

Winter winter, you came so soon,
Winter winter, you made it so cool,
Winter winter, freeze the goon,
Winter winter, hides the moon...

I don’t think I’ve been happy
if I wouldn’t have fallen in love with you,
If I wouldn’t have met you,
I’d be the most miserable guy in the whole school...

I don’t want anyone being tortured or hurt mentally and physically or verbally, so why would someone want that to happen to me?

I want to be a photographer,
I want to be a model,
I want to be a hairstylist,
I want to be a poet(I already am)
I want to be a writer,
I want to be a philosopher,
I want to be a hair designer,
See? We all have dreams but not all of us achieve
our dreams

This morning it rained like hell,
In the hard pouring rain, I almost slipped and fell,
It was dark and wet outside,
In my house, I really couldn’t tell,
I had no umbrella, so you know I was *******,
The mud and the heavy rain I had to step foot through,
Me and little Maxine stood in the rain like too fools,
Until this lovely young lady offered for us to stand on her porch, under her roof unti the bus came,
Soon, the bus came and me and Maxine ran across the street to our own bus stop with our book bags over our heads,
Besides, Maxine didn’t have on a jacket

I see in your eye,
That I’m your butterfly,
You say sweet things to me that makes me almost cry,
You said you don’t like me but I feel it is a lie,
When I see you, it’s hard to say bye,
You’re as sweet as a blueberry pie,
I feel like between me and other girls, it’s kind of a tie,
Maybe you don’t want a settle down type of girl like me,
Maybe you want a girl that’s a freak,
You looking at me sometimes is what I can peep,
If I can have you, I promise, promise to keep,
Because when it comes to you, I’ll always be that deep

Enter my heart with your actions,
Make me your biggest distraction,
Me without you is a huge subtraction,
Let’s not be a fraction,
Let’s be a WHOLE !

I feel like God has put me in a battle,
A battle with the people who can’t stand me,
It’s a battle because I try to be higher than them,
That’s a way of defeating them,
I’m at a higher level then they’ll ever be,
its a battle because they try to defeat me by their words,
God is testing me, he is try to see if I can survive this huge battle,
That’s what he’s trying to do,
I can feel him breathing over me, watching me closely

I am a powerful human being,
When I am about to face my fear,
With my heart quickly beating,

I am very VERY unique,
Many strangers can agree,
I make people laugh, I always succeed,

I am a hard working student,
I am more than human,
I am always making good movements,

I am an outsider to most,
To many people, I am an overdose
They want a huge dose...

I can read you like a book,
I can hang you with my mental hook,
You pass me in the hall and don’t even turn to look.....

In my dream,
I was walking on a handful of roses,
I felt so alive and opened,
I wasn't like a door, all shut and closed, I wasn't like an icicle, all cold and frozen, I didn't feel so imprisoned, like in my real life, I felt free and lovely and cherished

I seen a wave in the sky,
I could have sworn I seen
my grandmother's scary eye,
But it wasn't her evil eye,
it was just a white cloud in the
Sky

When will I find someone who bring out the good in me,
When will I find a good luck charm,
When will I be so happy to wake up in the morning time,
When will I believe God is real and he exists,
When will I be the old me again,
When will i find happiness,
Will I ever be happy,
Will I be that inner child I always were,
When will I hav a chance to breathe again,
When will I have so much hope and faith. . .

When i die,
Will people who know me cry,
Will they worry Why,
Will they even try,
Will they scream and cry for me,

When I hear your voice, I jump up and down like I'm a baby who hasn't seen her mom in a month,
When I hear your voice, I bark and scratch on your door like I'm a dog that wants to play and have as much fun as I can. !!!

When I'm hurt, I cry,
I always want to fly away like a butterfly,
When I'm hurt, I try to fall asleep,
When I'm hurt I tend to be very deep,
When I'm hurt, i can't think,
My feelings might change with just a wink,
When I'm hurt, I day dream,
When I'm hurt, I wish I was really free,
When I'm hurt, my anger makes it so hard for me to breath,
When I'm hurt, I want time alone,
When I'm hurt, I want to be at home....alone,
When I'm hurt, I feel like I was pressured,
When I'm hurt, I feel small and weak,
When I'm hurt, I feel left out and like a geek,
But I'm not a freak....
When I'm hurt, its hard for me to dream.........

When love hits you, it won't be expected,
When love hits you, it will be out of nowhere,
When love hits you, you will be lost,
When love hits, you can feel it,
When love hits you, you will know.

It's sad when no one is there for you when you need someone the most, just someone to pat you on the back and tell you that you deserve everything in the world,
It really hurts when you don't have no one to trust, to confide in, to compliment your flaws,
To lift you up when you're down,
It's hurts when you can't​ hug your brothers​ for their birthdays​, you got to miss it and it just tears you down,
It hurts when no one is there to wipe your tears, and tell you don't cry when they're gone, it's so **** painful when you haven't seen your blood in 2 or 3 years,
It breaks my heart to know that I probably will never see my brothers again,
But in the end of it all, it just hurt, to nor have anyone there to listen to your words..

Why is the moon so far away,
Why is the river so deep,
Why is poetry so deep,
Why is the sky so blue,
Why is my heart racing. . .

I wish to go to prom with you
I wish to be close to you
I wish to be yours forever
I wish to make you dinner
I wish you could massage my sore back
I wish I could sing to you
I wish you could hug me tight

You are the moon when there is no sun,
You are the flowers when May has begun,
You are the stars that glow in the night,
You are MY moon that shines so bright,
You are the baby that cries it mother's name,
You are the love that drives me insane.

You are the moon when there is no sun,
You are the flowers when May has begun,
You are the stars that glow in the night,
You are MY moon that shines so bright,
You are the baby that cries it mother's name,
You are the love that drives me insane.

You have eyes that take me to another world.

I feel like by the hip, we were connected
When you left me, I kind of felt neglected,
And you wasn't there when I was rejected and disrespected.....I felt like you abandoned me

There's a voice inside your head
That whispers all day and everyday,
"This is not the right thing to do,
I feel that this is right for me".
No one can decide what's right for you,
Just listen to your conscience and that voice inside of your soul,
Just listen to what speaks inside of you,
Know what's right and what's wrong.

Your eyes remind me of the Stars.
Your heart reminds me of the moon.

You stolen the light from me and you gave me darkness all over again,
You stole my happiness from me, you make me want to **** you and all your friends,
You stolen my future from me, without you, I HAVE no FUTURE!!! But you don't understand!!!
You stole my energy, when I see your face, I can never breathe around you.....and I can never breathe whenever I think about you.....I want you dead if I can't have you......I want you.....Dead...you stole my life from me...I have no life anymore!!!!!!!!

You watched me shed my tears and cry and screamed,
You watched me struggle,
You watched me suffered,
You watched me wait for a better day to come,
You watched me starve,
You watched me sit in the dark with no friend,
You built my struggles I went through,
You went through the same struggles I went through. . .