April is my the month of my grandmother's birthday,
April is the month of the stupidity called Prom,
April is the month when we do things at school that are dumb...

Guys are delusional,
Guys are confused,
Guys are confusing,
Guys lead girls on,
Guys aren't loyal,
Guys are shy,
Guys are confident,
Guys are pathetic,
Guys are needy,
Guys don't love one girl,
Guys destroy girls,
Guys don't know what they want

She shed her tears on my shoulder,
She hugged me so hard,
She didn't want me to leave her,
"I'm going to go get my food", I told her,
When I came back to sit with her,
Her other friend was there taking over,
Her friend wasn't like her,
Her friend was mean and bolder. . .

I am not gorgeous,
That's too much of a word,
I am not beautiful, that's word is not strong enough for me,
A lot of people from my past called me ugly,
They told me because I will never be loved by a guy,
Because I look and sound like a guy,
None of the good words are for me, many say and I just believe them, but none of the good words describe me, only the mean and cruel ones, every who despise me says,
I feel the way they make me feel,
They call me all the mean words in the world and make me feel that way,
Never had I felt cherished and loved because I'm not loved. .

Why is the moon so far away,
Why is the river so deep,
Why is poetry so deep,
Why is the sky so blue,
Why is my heart racing. . .

My heart has not ever been broken before,
But it's still aches and hurts because
You won't cherish it, you won't love it, you won't massage it,
Because it loves you and cherish you.

The sky is crying,
While the sun and the moon
are are arguing and fighting,
The thunder is screaming,
and the lightning was steamy. . .