I had a dream to become a Doctor,
Because I was bought a doll that came with
tools a Doctor would use,
I knew what I was doing, I wasn't never confused,
I watched shows when a Doctor would do CPR on a person,
And saving people's lives...I always wanted to save people's lives but who's gonna save my life ?? I changed my mind of becoming a Doctor, because I wouldn't know what to do... But I still love watching surgical videos on YouTube.... but now, I want to be a hairstylist....a therapist....and other

I ran down the road to quickly get home,
My grandmother wasn't there, I suppose,
I looked at my dog who had quickly grown,
I took a step in my grandmothers' room which smelled like cigarette smoke,
I seen my mother's brother who I desperately wanted to choke,
I always wondered why he'd lie about always being broke,
My mother looks just like me; She could be a secret clone,
Many people at my school asked me why I didn't have a phone,
I told them the reason, and they looked at me wrong,
When I looked at DJ, I was so very sprung,
When I looked up, he was already staring at me, and I thought he was the guy I had won.

When I'm hurt, I cry,
I always want to fly away like a butterfly,
When I'm hurt, I try to fall asleep,
When I'm hurt I tend to be very deep,
When I'm hurt, i can't think,
My feelings might change with just a wink,
When I'm hurt, I day dream,
When I'm hurt, I wish I was really free,
When I'm hurt, my anger makes it so hard for me to breath,
When I'm hurt, I want time alone,
When I'm hurt, I want to be at home....alone,
When I'm hurt, I feel like I was pressured,
When I'm hurt, I feel small and weak,
When I'm hurt, I feel left out and like a geek,
But I'm not a freak....
When I'm hurt, its hard for me to dream.........

When love hits you, it won't be expected,
When love hits you, it will be out of nowhere,
When love hits you, you will be lost,
When love hits, you can feel it,
When love hits you, you will know.

You have eyes that take me to another world.

I don't want to give my hopes up,
I don't want to be cheated on or dumped,
I just want to be loved and to feel loved,
And I just want to spoil a guy with my heart and love,
When I seen him, I didn't feel so dumb,
I felt like this could maybe be the guy of my dreams,
The guy that really deserves my love,
I asked myself, "How many guys thought I was cute or fine?"
None.
I will keep trying to get in contact with my first boo, because I haven't even heard his voice yet...
I want to hear his voice.