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Nov 2014 · 744
In Limbo
A Sickening Love Nov 2014
That horrible in between...
Limbo.
Stuck somewhere in the middle,
Angry and sad.

Living in limbo,
No real place to be
No place to stand.
I live in limbo.

Unsure where I'm going
Where have I been?
Nov 2014 · 232
Just a Few More
A Sickening Love Nov 2014
I've wasted all my hope,
knowing the hope wasn't real.

So I'll have just a few more drinks,
just so I can feel.
Nov 2014 · 327
I'm Sorry
A Sickening Love Nov 2014
I feel the words on my lips,
I'm sorry.
Feel the streaks of wetness down my face,
right after those first tears roll down.
No moment so pure in confusion.
Unsure of what words to say,
the "I'm sorry" becoming over used,
becoming normal.
Casual.
Nov 2014 · 575
Madness
A Sickening Love Nov 2014
Art is my life,
madness is my muse.
My best works come out,
when I feel abused..
Nov 2014 · 335
Bleed You Out
A Sickening Love Nov 2014
Give me back my life,
breathe back my air.
I love you,
I'm just so scared.

I don't rely on people
yet somehow I let you become my heart beat.
You're my blood,
through every inch of my being.
Keeping me alive.

Flowing,
rushing,
you seep into every part of me.
I want to bleed you out,
But that would mean I'm dead.

Why must I need you so badly?
I'm too scared to love,
and I'm too scared to stop.
I know I'm being selfish
but the thought of two dependent people,
two "I need you" people,
terrifies me.

Please never leave,
I need you...
Nov 2014 · 381
Solitude
A Sickening Love Nov 2014
I've come to like the distance,
I enjoy being distant.
Solitude comforts me.
Society disappoints me.
People just irritate me.

I know I shouldn't,
but I worry of things that won't change.
the ignorant people,
liars,
the lack of humanity.

Girls dressed like women,
women dressed like prostitutes.
The violence and lack of respect,
it's deafening.
What happened to this world?

I can't stand to be around this,
not anymore.

I've come to like the distance,
I enjoy being distant.
Solitude comforts me.
Society disappoints me.
People just irritate me.
Oct 2014 · 530
Vice Versa
A Sickening Love Oct 2014
Does life come from life?
Or does life come from death?

We are born from life,
Yet the dead give life to the Earth.

So what came first?
The living or the dead?
Can anyone help me with the title? I definitely wouldn't mind title ideas if you have any.
Oct 2014 · 2.4k
Jealousy
A Sickening Love Oct 2014
What is jealousy?
In its simplest form,
insecurity.

The emotions involved,
fear of impurity.
The nagging thought,
disloyalty.

The dependance,
that need for security.
Oct 2014 · 465
What is it Like?
A Sickening Love Oct 2014
Little fighter,
tiny soldier.
Playing with tractors and trains,
don't grow up.
You're too young to feel these pains.

Little fighter,
tiny soldier.
A father who left you so long ago,
a drunken addict.
Whom you should never have to know.

Little fighter,
tiny soldier.
Playing your games all day,
what is it like?
Secretly just hoping "this dad will stay"...

Little fighter,
tiny soldier.
Always protected by a careful mother,
be careful fighting the war called life...
I worry about my little brother.

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