Why cry?
All I've learned is tears,
Don't help.

They're only water.

I cut myself open
To watch the hate pouring out
I close my heart up
The pain was too real
But I forgot how to feel.....
I've gone numb
I've grown cold
I'm detached
I'm all alone
I don't know what to think
A blade pressed to my skin
Just wanting to give in
I want to feel the pain
Just want to feel anything.
I know it's wrong
Yet it feels so right
Just one more time
Then I'll feel alright....
Until tomorrow night...

Resisting my addiction...
Pain.

My own form of art,
My scars.

Your pain hurts me
Much more
Than those words you say...

Knowing what's wrong
That's not the problem

Finding what's right,
That's far more difficult.

I wish I didn't exist.

i am not important.
i do not deserve to be uppercase.
i'm not that important.
i shouldn't stand out.

so insignificant
i'm so fake sometimes,
i don't deserve to call myself me.
i'm just who i try to be.

i'm not Me.