just for once, maybe I'd be the reason you've been sick awake at night. Keep thinking no one's got you, I'll be here waiting patiently til you give me the right

You are what adds flourish to the light and dark, you are what gives either their meaning

You are everything and everywhere, there is no escape

Only you are left to be found when all else is dark

It's a really stupid feeling, one born of ignorance, coated with a seal of denial and faked zeal, wrapped in a pretty box of the the finest failures  you've ever seen, all tied off with a bow, made of the greatest compromise to life that's even been known, and it's for you, so I hope you like it

Hope you had a splendid  trip into the new year.
I know I did.
But still I wish you'd have been here.

Oh please tell me, scream it out, can you see me toiling to make sense, can you hear me foiling myself with ignorance. Oh please tell me, is there any other way to escape, is there any reason to have hope, is there any more that I can do to convince myself I should not love you.