My emotions are just toys, scattered across your floor
Stepped on so many times, your feet have gotten sore

I love you, even though you don't
Can you love me, because I won't
I wish it wasn't so, I can't even keep control
Emotions exploding over oceans corroding coastal human habitats
Imploding at the core, I can't take it anymore

I know a way, but it'll have to be alone
Nobody else can know, I'm going to dig a hole
I wish it wasn't true, I know nothing else to do
Rapture raging behind brown eyes experiencing self selected dark demise
Destruction from within, I have given in

Eat ****
*******
I don't care what you do
*******
Go die
I hope you commit suicide

Its a good thing you turned me down
I can't be the burden you'll carry around
I'm heavy with feelings that I can't explain
And it takes a gentle hand to pick up shattered glass
That's much more than it'd be fair of me to ask

Was your last guest a foe in disguise
What betrayal did you see in those eyes
Have you hidden your heart in a tower of stone
Are you keeping your treasure for yourself alone
I seek not your gold but your side on the throne
For my love can brighten all of your unknown

Its a madhouse in my mind
I hate the love I can't find
No place is safe for peace to hide
There's no escaping once you're inside

I hate to love
I love to hate

I love from afar
I hate when you're close
My heart has a scar
It goes deeper than most
I loath your love
I find pleasure in pain
I hope you know
I'll have nothing to say
Would you please leave
I need to be alone
I don't believe
I'll ever find my own

The last thing anybody wants is to be told they don't have a choice, that their mind on the matter is none but a harmless voice