I touch myself with your fingers 
As I lay here alone
Burden with the reminder 
I have only my own.

Each trace,
      Up
       And 
         Down.
Pleasureless.

Sublime
Skin
    Slips 
Slowly 
Ascending to the
Abyss

Excuse me while I pick the shards out of my breast

Seeded in the earth;
Condemned to Hell.
Break free,
From were you dwell.
Dead limbs reach for the sky-
White clouds are alive.
Swirlling blissfully-
As angels cry.

Rooted in the ground;
Devil bound.
You seeked for Heaven
And all you found was Hell-.

Dry up quickly,
And pray to die.
Life is beautiful was a lie.

The only thing I felt today
Was the burn of the suns radiance on my legs,

The only salvation was the light
Cracklings of my last ciggerette.

I watch the letters smolder brown to black.
Blackness flaking off of smokes back.
Dancing off in it's bittersweet serenade
I've succumbed to what exsistance I have made
I only wish to walk in the footsteps
In the last of my happiness.

My head is flooded
As I am drowned by doubt
Only to be drained from the lesions of poor decisions 
Why can't I bleed out

I'm glad to hear,
for a short moment,


                 laying on my lap,


talking,
  
          laughing,
      
                    massaging

eachot­her for hours
You felt connected to me.

I'm glad to hear
you "maybe" talking out your ***.