Every single time you say
Things you shouldn’t be saying
I’m breaking apart
Loosing the love I have for you from my heart
Nobody to talk to
Nobody to share
As I feel this pain
And stay here in despair
Each day I talk less
Cause it just adds to my stress
No way to express
No way to process
Maybe you love me
But you could never understand
How to bring out the happiness in me
And honestly just take a stand
One day I’ll walk away
And I won’t have much to say
Then there won’t be any saving the day
Cause thats the day I would’ve walked away
Feb 17, 2021
Feb 17, 2021 at 12:30 PM UTC
A decade
It’s been a decade
Since we met
With all these feelings that never seem to fade
It still feels the same
As if time stood still
And I’d call your name
While we meet up at that hill
I can’t touch you
Yet you’re here
This feeling so new
With lots of fear
You’re the story that I never told
Waiting for you to hold
And tell me that I’m so bold
As we continue to unfold
You’re so fair darling
You’re like a star
I can see your beauty from far away
I just want to be where you are
You’re so dreamy
You feel surreal
I don’t mean to be cheesy
But this is how I feel
So maybe I’ll see you one day
And maybe we’ll have another shot
On a beautiful Sunday afternoon
And I’ll give you everything I’ve got.
Feb 17, 2021
Feb 17, 2021 at 9:44 AM UTC
Each year, my life changes
Seems to get more strange
With the choices that were made for me
And with the ones I made
Life seems like a question
I can’t answer
The more I try
The more I wander
I lost my way
With every step, every turn
With nothing to say
Nothing to expect in return
The things I loved
And the things I did
The way I looked
And the way I felt
And now I’m trying to find my way back
But I can’t find the track
To what made me happy
And to what made me me
I’ve lost it all
Once again
With nobody to call
While I lay here in pain
I hope someday I can find my way back
And then I will finally unpack
Into arms that feel like home
And love that feels like known
Feb 17, 2021
Feb 17, 2021 at 9:24 AM UTC
If I die, what difference would it make?
Is there anything that we take?
When we leave and people that love us grieve
If I die, will you cry?
If yes, about what?
Tell me what you're thinking
All your thoughts
If I die, would you have any regrets?
I think this is as dark as it gets
Don't leave any words unsaid
If I die, how long would it take for you to move on?
I feel cold, I feel this emptiness from dusk to dawn
I'm here but I feel like I'm gone
The only time I feel purpose is when I make art
Lately that's the only thing I haven't been able to do
I don't know what to do
Where to go
Or what to say
Tell me why I should stay
What would you tell me if I told you I'm giving up?
What would you do if I asked you to let me go?
What would you say If I told you there's nothing I look forward to?
Jul 19, 2016
Jul 19, 2016 at 9:42 PM UTC
You know me better than anyone
I love you more than anyone
You came to me dressed in white
Like an angel, you made everything just right
We talk without words
They don’t know we have little key codes
Your beautiful eyes give me hope
Without your love, I don’t know how I would cope
You wake me up every morning
Oh sweetheart, you are so charming
Running around with your big old eyes
I get lost in your gaze
Jul 19, 2016
Jul 19, 2016 at 9:34 PM UTC
You told me today
That in 3 days it's Mother's Day
You asked me if I remember
There's no way I would forget my beautiful mother
You brought me into this world
Just by yourself you raised a little girl
You taught me to have a beautiful heart
Right from the start
You've sacrificed your life for me
So I could go to places I wanna see and the places I wanna be
You worked long hours
When we lived in that 15 story tower
You did everything and more
You are the one I extremely adore
You've been giving up for me
I still remember how much you love your morning tea
Well like they say, like mother like daughter
You got me into not being able to resist my tea
You're in my thoughts
Helping me connect the dots
You're in my actions
Every time I do what I love with passion
You're in my heart
Even though we are apart
You're on my mind
I love you with all my heart
Like you've done from the start
May 15, 2016
May 15, 2016 at 10:48 PM UTC
I'm holding on right now
Till the day I graduate
Man, I can't wait
Get by this one last year somehow
I don't believe in formal education
I believe in living life without caution
I'm an artist, I don't fit into a box
I can't even wear identical socks
Or be at the same place at the same time every week
I know I'm unique
Because of the experiences I've had
And the people I've met
I want to make art that changes lives
Create an impact that's makes someone want to thrive
I'm holding on right now
Till the day I graduate
Man, I can't wait
Get by this one last year somehow
I'm a junior in college
You might think I'm too young to know
What life is really about
But you don’t know me
Don’t measure who I am by my age
Let it just be a number and not a cage
To hold me down or act as an explanation
Of how I lack knowledge or dedication
The world is my stage
Don't limit me to a page
I'm filled with rage
I'm failing this class
I couldn't care less
A year from now
None of this will matter
I’ll move on to bigger better things
When I would be ready to fly and spread my wings
I'm holding on right now
Till the day I graduate
Man, I can't wait
Get by this one last year somehow
Apr 13, 2016
Apr 13, 2016 at 5:40 PM UTC
Sometimes certain moments get stuck
Sometimes I believe in good luck
I re live this morning in the afternoon
While I’m in the kitchen and you’re in the bedroom
We lay in bed and you pour your heart out
I look at your eyes and stare at your lips move
You tell me all the things you’re worried about
You look so beautiful even with the lights off
People who hurt you **** me off
We spend the days making art
And the nights making love
We try to make sense of this world
These rules and religions
You tell me things I’ve never heard of
So you take me for a walk, the most interesting one
Where you tell me even the tiniest thought
I feel proud and I feel blessed
Baby, I’m telling you I’m obsessed
Our one day’s have been becoming true
I love you with all my heart, I do
One day we’ll have it all figured out
Until then I’ll hold you and always hear you out
While I don’t like to make plans
I have plans with you
Of living our dreams
You know we make a kickass team
When I lose myself, you’re the one I look up to
I’ll marry you anyway you want me to
No matter the way or the venue
Name a city or a place I’ll be there in a second
I know you’re independent, but on me you can depend
I see why you’re worried
Forget everything and hold me tight, hurry
Life is very unpredictable
But my love for you is unconditional
I look out the window
And say it’s almost morning
Your face looks like a piece of art
As you lay there and push it against the pillow
I say people are getting ready to go to work
Living the 9-5 life
Something we could never do
We are artists like animals in the wildlife
Can't fit into no routines
We are humans and can’t work like machines
Our one day’s have been becoming true
I love you with all my heart, I do
One day we’ll have it all figured out
Until then I’ll hold you and always hear you out
Apr 11, 2016
Apr 11, 2016 at 5:46 PM UTC
I'm tired of this pain
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of thinking
I'm tired of crying
I no longer wish
To be your friend
I no longer wish
For a beautiful the end
I'm letting go
Of everything I used to know
I'm letting go
Of everything we used to be
I'm holding on to just one thing
The lesson that you taught me
That people change and people leave
A person can go to nothing from everything
Relationships fade and lose meaning
So I'll smile while I can
Cry when I have to
I might as well enjoy this
While I have the chance to
Apr 6, 2016
Apr 6, 2016 at 12:23 PM UTC
I walked through the front door
Just got home
The only thing on my mind is you
As I start to feel sore
You are at home feeling sick
That takes away my ability to think
Asking God to give me all your pain
I’m certain I’m going insane
The world seems like it is crashing
Like an earthquake, my world is shaking
I am trying to keep my calm
But all my pieces begin to crumble down
I am standing naked in shower
The water is hot, but I feel cold
Every minute passing by feels like an hour
Prayers work when nothing does, I’ve been told
I continue to choke on my own breath
My phone rings and I get a text
I see your name, feel a sense of relief
You tell me you’re feeling better
So now I can finally breathe
I was standing naked in the shower
The water was hot, yet I was cold
Every minute passing by felt like an hour
I’m guessing prayers do work, I’m sold
Mar 28, 2016
Mar 28, 2016 at 10:02 PM UTC