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10wI think my heart is starting to decay without you.

Jul 2, 2015

A Broken Heart*I can't even pass by your house without feeling this emptiness in my chest.*

Jan 25, 2016

A Far Cry Away From HeavenSometimes I think I can see your name written in the stars / Spelling the sound of your voice / That lingers in my mind

Aug 15, 2016

AfraidI'm afraid of not being enough / Of laughing to loudly at corny jokes / Of reeking to much of the cigarettes I smoke

May 15, 2015

AgainI did the thing I'm not supposed to do again / He said he'd leave if I did it again / Well I did it again

Jun 2, 2016

A Halloween TragedyIt was the first party she was invited to, she knew that the only reason people wanted her to come was because she was having a fling with one of the popular kids. One of the guys who wore the short shorts and southern tide shirts with his hat flipped backwards. She didn't even like the sight herself, but she had just been broken up with from her previous boyfriend and she was feeling lonely. He came onto her about one month after the break up, it was the middle of summer and he was always around hanging out with her brother. She remembered the time when she first really noticed him, they were picking up her brother from work late and night and she was switching from the driver’s seat to the back seat. She was moving things out of the seat when suddenly her brother pulled forward in the car and the wheel was on top of her foot. She was screaming to the top of her lungs and as Brandon leaped out of the car Andrew finally drove forward and the tire slowly released her foot. Brandon picked her up like a husband picks up his wife when they first get married. He placed her in the seat and untied her shoe trying to relieve the pressure. It was the size of a cantaloupe. She was crying from all the pain and her brother raced home to get her mom. They pulled up beside the house and Brandon came to the side and picked her up again cradled in his arms, he placed her on the couch and sat beside her to wipe away the tears streaming from her face. / Brandon taps her shoulder and she realized she was day dreaming of a better time, he motioned forward to the table and she realized that someone had poured shots. "Great" she thought, "the last thing I want to do is drink booze with all these people around me." She took one and all the sudden everyone was cheering. Thinking to herself she wanted to get as far from here as possible but she didn't want to be the "loser" everyone thought she was. "You look stunning tonight." Brandon said when he was close to her ear. "Thanks, it's kind of a stupid costume thought don't you think?" / "Not at all, you look nice as a sexy Santa." She felt so uncomfortable in that stupid costume, she went shopping two weekends ago to the Halloween store next to the mall. She couldn't decide what to wear so her friend picked out a "sexy Santa" costume and said that all the guys would notice her in this. She felt her stomach turn. She didn't want people to notice her but she didn't think she could look at these ridiculous costumes any longer.

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Oct 27, 2015

A hidden word, Heartbreak**H**ell isn't as bad as it seems / Our only **E**scape is a dream / Love was never **A** permanent solution

Apr 4, 2015

A ledge, A step, A fallIm standing on a ledge / On a mountain / With a view as far as the eye can see

Feb 12, 2015

All That RemainsIt took me a long time to realize that not everything in life is meant to be a beautiful story. Not every person some deep connection with is meant to make a home within us, is meant to be a forever. Sometimes people come into our lives to teach us not only how to love, but how to let go. Sometimes people come into our lives to teach us how not to love, how not to settle for less than we deserve, how not to belittle ourselves for the sake of someone else. Yes sometimes the greatest loves leave, but it’s because they weren’t meant to stay, they came to teach us. And their lessons always stay. That is what matters. That is all that remains.

Jun 17, 2020

AloneI feel so alone / Since you left / Nowhere feels like home

Feb 24, 2015