I've tried to warn you
again
and again
about
those times you say
your hair is ugly
because it doesn't glow
as you'd like to
or you are as uninteresting
as a grain of salt
dropped in the water
of a cosmic ocean
or your gritty knees
aren't lovely because
they aren't soft enough
to sleep over them
or your eyes aren't shining
because you feel
you are empty
as if nothing matters
I've tried to warn you,
the dearest of my moons,
that you are
so wrong.
I find you,
let's see,
fascinating,
glowing,
chaotic,
enigmatic,
magic,
soft,
lovely,
ephemeral,
yet,
so unforgettable
I find
your hair
dancing
with your shoulders
to some music
that
was really
acute
yes, I find it
so amusing
I could stare you
for hours
(no matter
how much
your hair
'isn't glowing')
I say, I can connect with your veins
and navigate
through
all your inner galaxies,
in constant expansion,
with their entropy
walking around
in the park of life
and I believe
it is
so wonderful
I can't believe my eyes.
I could get lost in your skin
every time
you get
asleep,
because
Radiohead isn't enough
to make me feel
like a lost song
if I'm not lost
around you,
then,
why am I lost?
and, yet,
your eyes
are a mystery
waiting
for the rain
to come
and wash you away,
and wash mankind away
that's why,
my darling,
I keep insisting
that
you
are
so
wrong.
Apr 9, 2016
Apr 9, 2016 at 6:17 PM UTC
. he sid
. o un astro volá
. til naufragando so
. bre tus ex cusas,
. una presa de
. tu sinerg í
. a, un nebulo
. so intento de
. viaje marino
. que claudicó
. sin más. he
. intentado s
. obrevolar tu
. s estrellas una
. y otra vez, y nunca
. pude. he querido,
. si, y te he
querido,
pero no,
no he podido dejarte.
Apr 8, 2016
Apr 8, 2016 at 12:55 AM UTC
guess who's here?
anxiety's here!
let me take your heart
and make it
beat
s l o w l y
w
o
r l
e s
a
l y
l
a n d
it will make you collapse!
liketherewasafuckingblackholeinsideofyou
andthennothingmakesANYsense
b e cccccccccause-
things went chaotic! quickly
a I
n
d
want to-
-disappear!?
**don't believe me,
I'm just
******
but
I have to keep breathing
as if
nothing is happening
can I?
should I?
I don't really know but oh God I wish I could know anything of anything at all
and I wish I wouldn't have to keep writing this statements about
desiring an uncertain death that
doesn't come.
Apr 6, 2016
Apr 6, 2016 at 7:45 PM UTC
I can't stop this business of ******* missing you
and I'd still hold your hands
and kiss your little veins with my soul
and hold you into my arms so tight
and it's ruining my life believing that
I can't run away from this
I can't stop feeling lonely if you're not around
I can't hold my pieces together again
I can't believe how much I loved you
and that's ****** up because you didn't
and now that you run away
and you're not around, it's my fate
and I believe it's just unfair
I can't run away from your crazy kitten smile
I can't do it same way you did
I can't and it's so painful that
Apr 2, 2016
Apr 2, 2016 at 10:06 AM UTC
oh no not again
not another big-crunch
not another bad night
no please no
I'll try to
oh for fuck's sake
I forgot the word
and i still try to act
like if i know english and
im a faylure and i doesnt
wanna to be alive
any less any more
im just caouthic and
my chests hurt and
id feel better
being another people
ill try not to die
but if i fail i
i just promise i
wont be sorry at all
Mar 16, 2016
Mar 16, 2016 at 11:22 PM UTC
I didn't ask for you.
It was you who,
shining, came to me,
and told me to draw a pineapple.
It was your laugh that
made me smile so much,
from star to star.
It was you, and only
your voice what gave me reasons
to keep going in life.
Now you aren't here.
Your shining isn't nearby,
and I look for you in space,
I can't find your lips.
Your eyes aren't around,
so there's no mirrors
to look myself into.
Your heart isn't glowing
at my heart, not anymore,
and I don't know what to do.
No, I don't know what to do.
Mar 8, 2016
Mar 8, 2016 at 2:58 PM UTC
man, she used to hold me
like a hurt child,
and tell me that everything
would be so okay,
man, she loved me so far,
and when my darkest,
she took my heart away
with a single kiss of her mouth
man, she punched my pain
and make me feel flowers,
like I was in love
of her beautiful smile
man, she is still everything,
I don't want to let her go
or make her unhappy,
not anymore, not that
but, dude, she is flying,
and I was just some weight
she kept carrying
without making any sense
Mar 3, 2016
Mar 3, 2016 at 8:14 PM UTC
1) read me a poem
2) sing me a Radiohead song
3) talk to me about that time you ate that pizza by your own and how funny it was to see other people's reaction
4) hug me
5) tell me everything's gonna pass and everything's gonna be alright
6) play with me
7) take me out to play guitar and jam with weird and gilly and the spiders from mars
8) make me see the moon
9) help me breathing
10) tell me to make a list of things that make me feel better
11) talk to me with your bare voice
12) show me that photo of us that you loved so much you couldn't stop staring at
13) love me
14) be with me at my darkest
15) help me sleep without nightmares
16) let me see your eyes
17) show me your disc/book collection
18) talk to me about your mommy
19) play hide and seek with me
20) make me a list of the foods you don't like
21) read my bad sad depressing poetry
22) acaríciame la nuca y perdóname por no saber cómo se dice en inglés
23) remember with me those moments you really liked
24) be patient
25) be careful, but not that much careful
26) excuse my ocd about space and counting your inner stars
27) arrópame y discúlpame de nuevo por ser tan ignorante con el inglés
28) wait for me
29) say hi!, literally hi!
30) be happy,
and I'll try to be happy with you.
Feb 26, 2016
Feb 26, 2016 at 9:42 AM UTC
I'm completely l o s t
between your legs
and my own thoughts
of being more
and feeling ****
I'm caught up
around the feeling of
you never coming back
and I cling to it
there's a whole universe
growing inside of me
but there's a black hole
of sadness swallowing it all
I don't wanna hear you or
your voice asking me
how am I, how do I feel,
because I feel cheated
I think I'm cracking up
and my home, oh God,
it isn't where it should be,
and I'm not where I should
I just sleep
and try
to feel better,
tomorrow.
Feb 25, 2016
Feb 25, 2016 at 10:45 PM UTC
I know you are there.
I know you hurt me,
yet, I feel so quiet
when I'm in your arms.
I know your thought
is what haunts me
in every sleepless night.
I know I'll never stop
loving you,
and that's ****** up.
I know I won't feel your
love get back to me
as it should be.
I know that expecting
too much from someone
is the worst thing you can do.
I know, and it keeps hitting me
like your train
against my walls.
I know I'm weak,
but I wasn't made
to overstep this.
I know I'm lost,
and now,
sadly broken.
I know where we are,
and I guess I know
we are so far away.
I know we are galaxies,
falling apart
from each other.
I want us
to be
in collision course.
But we won't.
And the gap will grow,
and grow,
and grow.
Dec 23, 2015
Dec 23, 2015 at 1:19 AM UTC