emma-jewel
"I thought of happy endings, how novelists usually flinched. To admit your characters are doomed means you are too." -Darcey Steinke, Suicide Blonde / I'm a 20 year old in Springfield, MO. I am gender queer, preferring they/them or it/its pronouns. I struggle with mental illnesses but take steps to use them as places from which I draw inspiration. I feel achingly deep or not at all. I am art. I want to be an enigma.
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