It pains me to say
it's been so long that I can't
remember your eyes.
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 6:37 PM UTC
I gasp every time
Mine meet with his cold blue eyes
For a moment the world stops
The air grows foggy with sighs
Now they say he's with another
Precious ****** dressed in white
Swallowing his tales like candy
Does she pray for him at night?
Does he hit her too
Or is she made of glass?
A cobweb covered beauty
Living somewhere in the past
Pretty angel
Even Satan can't deny
She said that I seem sweet
"She's ******* ****** he replied
Well you're a hypocrite,
And my only question is-
Can you worship Mother Mary
Whilst blood is dripping from her eyes?
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 6:29 PM UTC
Before I fell in love
with the midnight sky;
with the summer breeze;
with the deep blue ocean;
with the shimmers of gradation
on the sunset sky;
with all of the city lights
in a starless night;
with the words and poetries;
and even with myself;
it is you who I fell in love with first.
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 6:26 PM UTC
She was always happy
She never complained
She always had a smile on her face
She made others around her happy
So how could you be on the phone
With Me now
Telling me she took her own life
How can you tell me
She's gone
Just yesterday she was
Laughing like there was no tomorrow
Just hours ago she was happy
Was she ?
I never asked
It never even crossed my mind
And now it's too late
Let me ask you
Are you okay ?
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 6:25 PM UTC
I CAN'T DRAW STRAIGHT LINES
I CAN'T MAKE A CIRCLE
GIVE ME A RULER
OR A COMPASS
I'LL HAND YOU BACK A PAPER
OF CROOKED LINES AND OVALS
THE SAME WAY
I COULD BE GIVEN
ALL THE TOOLS OF HAPPINESS
BUT STILL DROWN MYSELF
IN DEPRESSION
-zzn
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 6:20 PM UTC
Stop replaying that night when you drank too much and said the wrong things and kissed the wrong person.
Stop wishing you could take back the words you said in the fight that ended things for good.
Stop wishing you had gotten better grades in high school instead of taking up a habit that you still haven't broken 5 years later.
Stop wishing you had taken more pictures last Christmas because you didn't know it would be the last Christmas you would spend with your father.
Stop wondering if your best friend took what you said that one time the wrong way.
Stop hating yourself for staying quiet that one time you saw something you knew was wrong, but turned a blind eye.
We are all ****** up people.
We are all flawed.
We have all hurt someone we love, we have all broken things that can never be repaired.
But regret gets exhausting,
and eventually,
if you let it,
it will bleed you dry.
Forgive yourself.
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 6:20 PM UTC
and isn't it funny how
i spent each second of last night
listening to that **** clock tick
from 3am til 7
but the second i was in your arms
sleeping was almost as easy
as breathing
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 6:18 PM UTC
I found myself wanting to break everything in the gift shop with your name on it.
(b.r.o.)
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 6:15 PM UTC
Why are we so broken
Why do we all claim to be depressed
Why are we ruining our future
Why are we so drunk on the thought of being in love
Why are we so upset
Why are we so sad
Why are we so dependent
Why are we so needy
Why do we spend our whole lives
Growing into people we promised to never be
Why do we spend our whole lives
Being upset over things and people
Who are not worth it
We've got an entire life ahead of us
Why are we wasting it like it's worth nothing
When was it okay for a 11:11 wish
To turn into a suicide note
When was it okay for birthday candles
To turn into death wishes
We're all to **** young to be this upset
We're all too **** young to wish upon death
It's life and it's bound to be difficult
That doesn't give you any right to end it
You get up
And be a man
And face it
You walk right into it,
Not away from it.
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 6:14 PM UTC
I could chug a ciggarette
Or I could chew some gum instead
I could keep reaching for the blade
Or I could just reach for the color pencils instead
I could gulp down a Heineken
Or I could settle for green tea instead
I could roll some ****
Or I could just paint a scenery instead
They say we're all addicted to something
That takes the pain away
I say otherwise.
We're all addicted to something
Just because we long for temporary satisfaction
We're all addicted to something
Just because we think it heals
We're all addicted to something
Just because, we made a choice
You don't sit there and say
" It's the only escape I have "
Because no, it's not
You make a choice
And that choice you make,
It defines who you are.
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 6:13 PM UTC