I dream of you..
My flawless Apollo
Unable to fathom
Yet easy to follow
In the darkness
I can't tell the King from a pawn
But with the death of a god
Came the first golden dawn
In a permanent sleep
I'm impaled to the bed
The most beautiful dagger
Stabbed me right through the head
Though I'm happy for that
'Cause I think with my heart
Death is but the beginning
When you play with the arts
I untangle the sword
To push you off of me
Could Romeo & Juliette
Still love with a lobotomy?
The answer is yes
I yank the sword from your chest
Then I mummify your body
And cover you in amulets
From the Book of the Dead
I recite you a prayer
"Your heart is mine
And it is at rest there."
I lye down beside you
Re-bludgeon myself
From zombie to angel
Into Heaven from Hell
Corpses in a pyramid
What perfect symmetry
Death is short
But love is for eternity
Jul 14, 2014
Jul 14, 2014 at 9:11 PM UTC
No one forgot my birthday
Except for me
So I got myself a belated gift
A Cheshire Cat, you see
You picked her of all the strays
For one simply perfect thing
She wore the same red hair,
And same green eyes as me
Then a month went by
Before I got the call
I should have read
The ruby writing on the wall
So now I have the same dream
Every night, like clockwork
You sit next to me on the curb
Gazing in my eyes with that stupid smirk
You drop me off at the bar
And ask me if I'm okay
I smile, and lie with all my heart
"I know I'll see you again someday"
I empty my wallet
To give you everything I have
"Just drive away into the sunset
And never ******* look back"
Then I disappear inside
You follow me like a familiar ghost
Aiming that sleek '45
Where you know it will hurt me the most-
Yourself
That's when you end it
Right through the temple
Your final confession
So beautifully simple
What a lovely interlude
It always makes me cry
But occasionally, from time to time
I feel you wipe the tears from my eyes
And the thing about my cat
Her eyes aren't green anymore
For the day I got the news
They turned light brown, like yours
Jun 5, 2014
Jun 5, 2014 at 4:26 PM UTC
Bound and gagged
I wonder what his mother thinks
If only she could see the way
I'm tied up to the kitchen sink
Everything's distorted
For that love of mine, he poisoned me
A couple drops of Propofol
Inside that lovely cup of tea
The room is spinning
I don't know what's going on
A pillow's placed over my face
It hurts, and then the feeling's gone
Choking hands around my neck
I'm running out of panicked breaths
Screaming doesn't seem to help
When staring at the face of death
The tears are out of my control
He covers me in gasoline
Lights a match, and drops it
In his mind he finally sets me free
May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 10:12 AM UTC
I gasp every time
Mine meet with his cold blue eyes
For a moment the world stops
The air grows foggy with sighs
Now they say he's with another
Precious ****** dressed in white
Swallowing his tales like candy
Does she pray for him at night?
Does he hit her too
Or is she made of glass?
A cobweb covered beauty
Living somewhere in the past
Pretty angel
Even Satan can't deny
She said that I seem sweet
"She's ******* ****** he replied
Well you're a hypocrite,
And my only question is-
Can you worship Mother Mary
Whilst blood is dripping from her eyes?
May 5, 2014
May 5, 2014 at 9:34 AM UTC
As you caress me down
On this unholiest of alters
I can't seem to resist,
Though I contemplate the falters
Strapped unto your throne of flesh
I appear to've lost my bite
Light fades to darkness
And I'm paralyzed tonight
Lilly covered bruises
Wrapping up my legs like vines
Ruby fangs dripping trails
That favor poisoned wine
Jan 30, 2014
Jan 30, 2014 at 7:08 PM UTC
That's right,
Sip your way
Into another fake sleep,
Into a place where no one cares
And feelings disappear
Go ahead,
Swallow that (like always)
Get dizzy and fall down
Into your imaginary world
Made up of lies
Forget about ruby slippers
And the home you never had
Yeah,
Hit that
Pretend these slums are
Made of sugar, baby
And the streets
Are made of love,
But just know that you're wrong
And keep on singing
That same sad song
That rosy coffin
Brings out your eyes,
And for once you look nice
Inside that lovely land
You've created like god
And you finally got what you wanted
All the feelings are gone
Dec 12, 2013
Dec 12, 2013 at 5:07 PM UTC
Pull the clutch
**** it, let's see where it takes us
I'm not asking much
Just this once let's fall on trust
We're not going anywhere
If we sit here in neutral
But i guess i don't care,
If the feeling is mutual
Just whatever you do
Don't hit the reverse
The pipes will collapse
And the insides will burst
We'll be covered in flames
But our love will die hot
Sep 15, 2013
Sep 15, 2013 at 8:23 PM UTC
Never sold my soul
Cause it’s all I have left,
But I loved you as yours
Got entwined in the clefts
I don’t sleep at night
Cause my dreams play old reels
Of what we used to be
Of what we used to feel
And I’m so lost now,
Watching my cold blood run
Down this rusty switchblade,
Let it boil in the sun
A lady once said
Someone cursed me at birth
They can have all that’s left
It’s not like there’s much worth
But did she hex you too?
Seems like you’re walking through
The same demented path
My heart was melted to
These words can’t describe
The way I look at you
I can’t apologize
I don’t know what to do
Are you listening?
I know why you hate me
And I’ll never blame you
But it’s devastating
Had a dream last night
That I walked in to find
You dangling from the roof
I ******* lost my mind
But you took my hand
And kept your unkempt health
Then with your ****** noose
I went and hung myself
Sep 15, 2013
Sep 15, 2013 at 8:17 PM UTC
They say you’re dead
I kiss your lips when they’re blue,
You say I’m dead
But my heart still beats for you
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Did I ever tell you
How perfect you are?
I’ll wear your black eyes
And I’ll cover the scars
**** me up,
Take what’s left of my heart
Baptize me
In your shallow love,
Then drown me in the deep part
If it means that I’m yours
I would give you the stars
But until then
I guess I’ll just sit at the bar
And get ****** up
Out of my cigarette filter mind..
Drown myself in the tar
But I’ll see you in my dreams,
Our coke-white eyes will gleam
When they meet,
In the lovely land I built
When I was tearing at the seams,
Then I’ll wake up in tears
And I’ll fall back downstream
And I’ll cry in the sink,
Cause ***** not what it seems
So I’ll blow out my brains
And it won’t be redeemed,
But I’ll still dream from hell
And for you, I’ll still fiend
Sep 15, 2013
Sep 15, 2013 at 8:16 PM UTC
Can’t seem to escape
This ******* daze
Look up at the sky
And put my hands over my face
Cover my blood red eyes
That are glassy and glazed
And wonder how I let **** get this way
In the first place
I used to cry for you
In the emergency room
Imagined blood on the white walls,
Took in the hospital fumes,
And in the world’s eyes
You were doomed
You were consumed
Inside your broken made up world
Of pills and costumes
I brought you flowers
Such a beautiful bloom
Then they withered away
Just like you always do
In my tattered eyes
You were the queen of my moon
And I ******* loved you
But it only went one way
I assume
Now I have suicidal tendencies
Every time you look at me,
With those dead shark eyes
Can you even see?
When you’re laying on the floor
And in your ****** up mind
You’re free,
Now you’re just like my aunt
Who always said “let it be”
But she was ignorant
And for that, she paid the fee
I threw her funeral last week
But I’ll still cry for you every night
And hope that you’re alright
But I know one day you won’t be
Guess I’ll see you on the other side
When you get your wings
I hope they’re white
And I hope it was worth it
Tell my grandpa I said hi
Sep 15, 2013
Sep 15, 2013 at 8:10 PM UTC