Do I want you?
I know you want me,
But do I want you to?
You're gorgeous and fun
Whilst I'm silent
Ready to turn away and run
Has it been too long?
Am I too far gone?
Because I can't hold on,
To this neverending sad song
Aug 13, 2021
Aug 13, 2021 at 11:49 AM UTC
bury me with spirits i betrayed
ill fall wherever your name is laid
every second that I breathe
i will chip my life away.
i will drink
i will smoke
holding words never spoke.
redemption, ascension always slow.
self harm like a mark on a stone,
im proficient in being alone,
loving walls like my life's on a reel,
but all that's real is already done.
Jun 14, 2021
Jun 14, 2021 at 1:09 PM UTC
Can't go to sleep again
This is when I miss c*caine
Or anything else
In my brain
In my veins
To numb the pain
Before I go insane
But I've come this far
Hanging by a thread
Looking for a missing star
One amongst the dead
I wish I could show you
The real person inside me
The things I truly can do
And who I can be
I've always been lurking
As well as searching
Through the darkness
Of my soul's promise
"We'll be united once more"
Oh how death I would adore
To melt down to my core
Or wash up cold ashore
See the expressions of apathy
And see mal-sympathy
I've broken and I've torn
Around me ever since I've born
I miss't to feel numb
I used to be so fun
Nowadays I've been shunned
From all that I want
So this' what I've become
Someone with seams undone
So I'd understand
If you'd reprimand
All that I am
And ever will be
For I'm only sand
Blowing away at sea
Jun 8, 2021
Jun 8, 2021 at 1:34 PM UTC
I wanna see the horrors of this world and hate it
I wanna see the wonders of this world and love it
I wanna find love and cherish it
I wanna die young and regret it
Jun 7, 2021
Jun 7, 2021 at 3:29 AM UTC
When the clouds moved away
I could see the sun again
First the rays carried words that
Spoke in a form I cannot give
To the paper I write on.
You made those words clearer,
I had to utter them in a way, I
Knew others could understand.
I started with the things I
Wanted, but ran empty again.
You gave them more meaning
In my head, than I could on paper.
My poem had to end, but my
Heart kept those tiny whispers close
Forever
Jun 5, 2021
Jun 5, 2021 at 2:19 PM UTC
My fountain pen
Has gone dry,
But when I dipped it in ink
For a second try
I couldn't utter
What I needed to
Nor what I wanted to
Jun 5, 2021
Jun 5, 2021 at 2:01 PM UTC
I know not where I am
Neither do I know
Where I need to be
I know who I am
And what I want to become
But there's many more
That needs to be done before
I will be the person I want
Jun 2, 2021
Jun 2, 2021 at 8:32 AM UTC
I want to meet my opposite,
And attract to her beauty.
We'll find places to visit,
And travel around free.
I want her to not be afraid of being afraid
To not be afraid of not knowing
I want to know that we're made
I want us to be glowing
Her positivity
My negativity
Together an eternity
May 31, 2021
May 31, 2021 at 4:19 PM UTC
I'd say I see galaxies in you eyes, but dear, your beauty cannot be limited to a few billion years to burn out
No
I see the big bang in your eyes
The start of life,
Of something precious
May 14, 2021
May 14, 2021 at 12:16 AM UTC