I so badly want to write
I so badly want to be alright
I so badly wanna fight
But i don't know anymore tonight
I don't anymore have a fright
I don't think I'll ever be alright
I don't anymore, want to fight
Feb 20
Feb 20, 2026 at 1:29 AM UTC
The love we have is like none other
I break you like none other
I can't leave you though
So I'll leave this world
Its the only option
Don't you see
It's all I see
It's all I...
Jan 31
Jan 31, 2026 at 9:09 PM UTC
When I used to feel like this
The words kept me safe
I'm falling into the abyss,
but without my pen's embrace
Apr 22, 2025
Apr 22, 2025 at 12:59 PM UTC
My future was sewn in the womb
I spent the former chasing my tomb
Wondering and wishing to be a groom
Here I am now, but was it too soon
To think back to that afternoon
Where I stumbled and found truth
Whilst still in my youth
Intoxicated thinking it'll soothe
The pain I made myself loathe;
No, I've aged and I've grown
I should know, that I should own
These mistakes that I've crowned,
And the hatred that I've vowed
To these thoughts of an entire crowd
So here I am, back where I clowned
My own love and heartbreak
To one stupid little mistake
Which led to my rebate
So here I am, still stupid and young
Aug 18, 2024
Aug 18, 2024 at 5:02 PM UTC
Before you walk away from
Everything;
Please remember
The way I loved you
Please remember
The way I still love you
Please remember
I'll always love you
Jul 10, 2021
Jul 10, 2021 at 4:45 AM UTC
A boy, aged eight
Asked his father a question.
"Was my birthdate,
The cause of your depression?"
The father only watched the boy
Which started to annoy
The child's thoughts
Like PTSD and gunshots.
A boy aged ten
Asked his mother the same question;
She said it was war, then
That it woke his inner aggression.
She said it probably took his soul
And one day again he'd be whole
A man aged eighteen's
asked a question by his parents
"Are you proud to have those genes?
And to be in our presence?"
He didn't have words to describe
The emotions he tried to hide.
He always sought recognition,
Not their judgemental superstition.
He wanted them to be proud,
But as expected, he bowed.
He left their presence, knowing:
That his entire life, he was growing.
To be able to handle the truth,
About his entire youth.
He was never adored or respected
His parents were to be represented
By him, and that was his goal;
NO! I Did not sell my soul
Your reputation, is not my responsibility
My future is
You can't accept that,
And I understand now.
It's time for me to leave,
This toxic representation
Of a Home
Dec 6, 2020
Dec 6, 2020 at 5:57 AM UTC
My demise
I cannot despise
I'll look it in the eyes
And accept my poem dies
I'll soar in the skies
For days
While nobody cries
And everyone strives
After their derives
Nov 19, 2020
Nov 19, 2020 at 2:14 PM UTC
When I met you I thought my life would change
I thought my life would have meaning
I thought I was becoming a man
When I met you
My life changed
Not the way I expected though
I stopped doing drugs and smoking
I found love and loved it
I found friendship and cherished it
Friendship betrayed me soon after
Love sent me on my way
I became a party animal
And drug addict
Highschool
When I met you
I thought my life would have meaning,
But my thoughts were deceiving
I was blind to what I was seeing
And lost myself
Tomorrow I'll send you on your way
And there'll be no way to make me stay
I'll never forget you
I'll never regret you
I'll never miss you
Tomorrow my life will change,
But wasn't that how all this started
Oct 22, 2020
Oct 22, 2020 at 3:51 PM UTC