I seem to be fine
But in reality
I am dying inside
I hide behind a mask to cover the real me
People believe
I am this bubbly happy girl
But behind my mask
I am
Depressed
and
Insecure

They say
parents are there for you
where were they
when I needed them
I was hurting
I was screaming for help
They didn't hear
I have become numb
To the pain
I have given up

You brought light into my world
I loved you
Why did you have to leave me
In this cruel world
The day you left
Darkness fell upon my world
Why did you do it
Was I not enough for you
I thought you were happy
I was there for you
I asked myself these questions
As I laid there in tears

you left us with so many question like
why did you do it
why did you have to leave us
we didn't know you were in pain
you yelled out for help but we didn't hear you
I am sorry we didn't hear you in time
now we have lost you forever