My curiosity left me to searching you.
As I form your name,
I know exactly who,
It's time to start this game.

I enhance my appearance,
In a way you couldn't shake,
I'm making my reappearance,
It's time I reawake.

I knew I said I'd forget you,
I've convinced myself so much.
Even though I know I do,
I can't do as such.

There is something you have,
That grasps onto my heart.
It's like being cut in halves,
When we try to act apart.

Days ago, you accepted my request.
A memory I collect,
and send it to you in protest.
In hope you will reflect.

This morning I check up,
On this chest game I've made.
You replied a video saying " Sup!"
I'm surprised only a little delay.

My heart stops,
Your faint smile.
My bliss tops,
I ran that mile.

I have you once more,
I'm not letting you slip away.
I'm mending what' we tore,
By simple words we'll say.

I reply back,
My cheeks rosy red.
My confidence lack,
To those words you said.

Now I'm in my daily routine,
I see that you've receive,
I know that you've seen.
You smiled like I did,
That's what I believe.

I feel the weight,
of our memories on my heart.
I hear the clank,
of these chains moving apart.

These days of none,
Have came and went.
I've learned to fund,
with not a cent.

I'm your tool,
I work to please,
to please the fool,
as I fall to my knees.

Friendships thin,
as his whips of memories,
tear into my skin,
and I bear the misery.

I bear the pain,
because I don't want to lose what I have earned.
I bear this stain,
because I want to remember what I've learned.

In his eyes,
I am really nothing but lingering.
In my eyes,
all I see is abiding.

In the end,
and I hate to think,
I'm really nothing but an old friend.
As our past begins to sink.

Day one,
I'm not going to jump the gun.

Day two,
It's only been a few.

Day three,
I'm starting to feel wary.

Day four,
Is that reality knocking at the door?

Day five,
Should I consider staying alive?

Day six,
I'm not seeing a simple fix.

Day seven,
What if this reaches eleven?

Day eight,
I'm beginning to feel hate.

Day nine,
I can't tell myself anything is fine.

Day ten,
There's no telling when.

Day eleven,
There's no turning to heaven.

Day twelve,
I start to shelve.

Day thirteen,
Affecting my normal routine.

Day fourteen,
This is obscene.

Day fifteen,
I don't feel clean.

Day sixteen,
All that I've foreseen.

Day seventeen,
Represents the age I am meant to mean.

I was much younger then,
My wide eyes following,
the never ending, bend,
of this world spinning.

Time goes by,
all the days I've spent,
wondering why,
A penny equals one cent.

Little things don't phase me,
I've moved on to what's now called,
Crazy.

I'm only 17 in this world of hate.
One ***** up and I find myself,
Late.

I carry this soul in the deepest of my,
core.
I rethink of the choice I made,
I think of how I'd be called a *****.

This generation is thought to be careless.
But my actions weren't to follow those beliefs.
My time feels endless,
While I'm still searching for my,
reliefs.

He didn't want this either,
We were going to wait together.
I'm laying here with a fever,
no longer sure of our plans forever.

Maybe I'm just overlooking this?
Maybe life isn't that unfair?
Maybe I'm just swallowing my fist,
since this sort of thing is rare?

No matter the result,
if this was what was chosen for me.
I don't plan to assault,
What my life was planned to be.

Music makes you feel alive.
When times of life feel so dead,
and your basic needs deprive.
A simple cure is to end its spread.

Its the cure of it all,
with the life it injects.
With no needing to fall.
A new virus to infect.

Color into your veins,
without a needle,
your troubles drain.
Leaving you no  longer feeble.

This is the new you,
Your eyes wide open,
You over came the flu,
with old ways left unspoken.

A purer way to resolve,
and a stronger way to evolve.

La la la la,
Dee da dee da dee doo...
Da!

Just a sunny day..
la la la la,
The mean grey clouds stay away.
Dee da dee da dee doo..

I see him walking my way..
La la la la,
To which I hear the words we say..

He sings with me the song of the sun,
La dee la doo dee da!

La la la la,
Dee da dee da dee doo...
Da!

Now we go our separate ways..
La la la la,
I think back to the other sunny days.
Dee da dee da dee doo..

Now I sit alone..
La la la la,
But I still sing in a cheery tone..

I breath in deep and I sing the song of the sun.
La dee la doo dee da!

La la la la,
Dee da dee da dee doo...
Da!

It burns so bright..
La la la la,
It really is the biggest light.
Dee da dee da dee doo..

When it's shining down everything's all right.
La la la la,
It's vitamin D helps me sleep at night.

Then I fall asleep all snug and tight.
La dee la doo dee da...

Step out from,
the darkness.
Protecting souls from the,
Heartless.

You see me now,
I'm brighter.
**** the flame,
from the lighter.

How they breath,
The sight of power.
I turn the leaves,
to where they cower.

I am, Ethereal.
Keeping the dark away.
Yeah, I'm unreal,
That's what they say.

I open my eyes,
To the nations,
Connecting dots,
to my constellations.

I stand afar,
Yet I am near.
A shining star,
That you can hear.

I am the seams,
Never wish on a comet.
Just dream your dreams,
and I'll find it.

It is impressing,
Gazing the sky of noon.
I feel the blessing,
Of the moon.

Don't take me for granted,
I live no longer than the others.
My capsel may be slanted,
Yet I hide underneath the covers.

Made of material,
from the skies,
Where I also lye,
To what makes me Ethereal.