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KrystalTears Mar 2016
Maybe seen,
used to been,
still your sin,
but just in a bin.

Swipe to clear,
make it sear,
but unhear,
I'm afraid not, dear.

Erase the proof,
simply ****,
stay aloof,
still know the truth.

Now gone,
a con,
but drawn,
still on.

Delete,
complete,
a cheat,
I can beat.
KrystalTears Mar 2016
The sun makes shade, yet there is no sun in the dark.
The fun we play, yet the fun is no where in my heart.

The river flows to the wind,
The sliver grows within my skin.
However longer it may be,
I'm never stronger to pay the fee.

I still fight my way to you,
I'll take flight to end my due.

There is no other way,
I'm going to see you before I go,
One last thing I need to say,
There's still something you need to know.

~
The feeling you give me in my soul,
The life you bring me pays the toll.

So,
Fly away, fly away with me.
Don't
Sly away, sly away from me.

Let me embrace your heart,
Let me take place of your dark.
Free my soul and set me free.
Douse the coal and turn the key.
KrystalTears Mar 2016
Shaking, heart racing,
My body is out of control.
I try to start pacing,
But I've fallen down the hole.

Gnawing, so empty
My body needs its fuel,
But all this has kept me,
My body - I duel.

Eyes burning, tears falling,
I don't want no more,
The weight I am hauling,
It's at the center of my core.

I'm hurting, I'm lost,
It's never ending,
And I know the cost
Of just pretending

That this, yes this,
Is my usual day,
No kiss, no bliss,
And the nothing you say.

But I truly know,
That this is not the same,
No, what you show,
Is nothing but a game.

And I, yes I
Am stuck in its disparity,
And that is why,
My love is a rarity.
KrystalTears Mar 2016
Why, hello there.
Who is this in the mirror?
A dark silhouette is here,
Telling me the end is near.

I shake my head,
I look away,
My feelings are dead,
Or so you say.

One long limb after another,
You stretch into my world.
I try to take cover,
But your fingers are curled.

I cannot walk,
Cannot see,
Cannot talk,
To what's taken over me.

You shush me quietly,
Do not make a fuss.
Let your thoughts run wildly,
Yes, let them rush..

You taunt me with my past,
Saying what's done is done,
If you want this to last,
Let's have a little fun.

Your friends over there,
They seem quite nice,
Tell them your life isn't fair,
That all has a price.

Let the tears fall,
Drown in your sorrow,
give your friends a call,
Tell them you need a favor to borrow.

They will assist,
But I will not quit,
You will resist,
But they cannot baby sit.

Who needed them any who,
I'm the only friend you need,
Ill always be true,
Even while you bleed.

You were already drained,
Before I entered you,
Like the days had rained,
But you had no clue.

My brothers and sisters,
had already infested your life,
From all of those misters,
They all held the knife.

My pessimistic ways,
are for the better,
While you're in its daze,
You write the letter.

I sign it for you generously,
So you can rest,
Because I am honestly,
The last "friend" that you have left.

My mission has ended,
Your misery is subsided.
To I who you had friended,
That you suicided.
(This is only a vent poem)
KrystalTears Apr 2015
Gliding high,
Soaring wide.
I've got these wings,
By my side.

I may fly,
Or I may die,
But I'll take a chance to see
The sky.

Feathers ruffled,
I fall silently.
No fear because in the end
I'm going up.

My voice is muffled,
I cry quietly,
Nothing left to defend,
I shrivel up.

It's not a gift,
Not even near.
My feet will lift,
But not my fear.

And who's to tell,
Who is at fault,
When even hell is
Locked in its own vault.
There is no extra benefits to owning these wings, the bad can still out way the good.
KrystalTears Apr 2015
It pains me to know what is happening,
When I shouldn't know.
It's a pain that burdens me,
A pain I cannot show.
If I please my tears,
For If they fall,
I will be surrounded by my fears,
And I will receive my final call.
I silently watch the feed,
It fills the screen hourly.
My anger needs to be freed,
But I sit alone cowardly.
I ask myself why,
I look at this with intent,
I set myself up to cry,
but with not a single tear wept.
KrystalTears Feb 2014
Don't fly me to your heights,
if you can hardly even take flight.
If you plan to be flying by my side.
Your words are so deceiving.

You say, that you love, me.
[ and this just keeps on happening ]

Deceiving~

Don't take me, where I'm blind.
I don't want  be your follower,
You can never, truly, chain me.

You say, that you love, me.
[ and this just keeps on happening ]

Deceiving~
I have a Dubstep song to go with this..
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