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Sky Sellers Mar 2020
I remember sitting there,
Sitting on that ride,
Listening to those screams,
But seeing your smile,
Your smile on mine,
Your eyes on fire,
The glow of your soul,
The flow of your heart beat,
The kiss that tested like tea,
Sky Sellers Mar 2020
Pain?
No need,
For the ocean is my love,
The rain is my salute,
This boat will stay afloat,
Till your wave crashed,
It bashed into me,
Like a giant,
Theirs no auto pilot in life sadly,
So i say to you...
Do you believe?
Believe in tall tales and myths?
Sky Sellers Mar 2020
Im sorry for getting you mad
Im sorry i need help
I'm not smart
I know you are
You tried to teach
Maybe i didn't learn enough
Maybe you woulda stated
I guess the truth is
The truth is i miss you
The truth is i wanna die
I don't wanna live
Not without a reason
Im a klusterfuk
I know you cant see this
You blocked me on everything
I hope your finally happy
If i believed in god
Id pry every night
Just to keep you safe
Sometimes i do
I feel lost without you
Truth is i just need...
I just need my drug back
Your my drug
I may not drink or use
But i use you as my drug...
I'd do anything to relapse...
I miss you
Sky Sellers Mar 2020
Green is yours
Red is mine
Yet they might look good
Together
They aren't made for one another
Am i wrong?
Maybe
But i found that she was green
As i was red
Blood red like a demon
Green like a monster
Made for one another
But never to be good together
Or
Maybe im just blind
I remember drawing you those hearts and giving you that ring, i was so scared man.
That you'd say no... But you did worse...
You left
No warning
Sky Sellers Mar 2020
Used to think you watched
Watched over me like a hawk
But you have someone new
A child
So delicate
So fragile
So loved
Give him what you never gave me
Love him unconditionally
Never to be left
Never to be changed on
Protected by his dad
Sky Sellers Mar 2020
Im a waste of air
A waste of life
You don't care
You weren't there
Living in fear
Watching yourself withdraw
The untrust worthiness
No good intentions
Yet you weren't there
But i watched you do it all
That's what happens
When sobriety is broken
About a month ago today last year i was sent from my dads to my moms after my dad relapsed from 10 years of sobriety. Funny what women will do to a man or even what they do to each other...
Sky Sellers Mar 2020
A piece of glass
Yet so small
Is so big
You may not see it
But it see's you
You feel the cut
And urge for more
So you grab a blade
One intention
Not death, nor destruction...
But simplicity
Allot of my friends are cutters
I would always ask why
This was what i got back everytime
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