that nothing got better
Danielle Doucette

You’ve asked yourself one too many times
And all the pills
Were wasted
on something you couldn't consume
couldn't bare to assume
that nothing got better

'till the winter was over
too afraid to admit it
the sadness took over again

the panic was over
the lights dimmed and everyone went home
with their lovers
and their guilty rebuttals
with the hope of a promising sunrise
still glimmers of hopelessness left in their eyes

I discovered
We’re all secretly dying
And that agony left in my mind,
It never got better.

pessimistic grossness
#it   #never   #better   #got  
Pearl Smoke
Pearl Smoke
Sep 6, 2014

Fuck Wtf Am iDoing
Making This Worse For My Self
iJust Begun
And Re Picked Up
This iS Were iT Starts.
Should Begin To Worry
iTs Way To Early!
Already On A Thin Line The Last Chapter iN My Life
till My Death Story.
iM Killing Me Slowly
By Taking This Substance.
My Times Ticking
My Hearts Beating
As iContinue To Use
More Like Abuse.
iCant Just Take
1 Line Or Smoke 1 Bowl
And Save The Rest.
iGo All About And Have To Do Every Last Bit.
Then iGo On Again To Finding A Way To Get More Of it

#drugs   #smoke   #it   #cloud   #rocks   #crystal   #got   #dealer   #pipes  
sp;    Our thoughts have got turned into    &nbs

We have to keep silent                                                                                              Simply because we're not allowed to talk ...                                                           Our thoughts have got turned into                                                                         Tiny ones                                                                                                                    Simply because that's it ...                                                                                            Our pretty words have become abbreviated                                                           For many reasons ...                                                                                                  To be is not allowed anymore                                                                                    Simply because to be not has got replaced by it ...                                                     We have got cornered                                                                                             Anywhere and everywhere ...                                                                               _____________________

#life   #in   #have   #we   #cornered   #got  
the lone sea wolf
the lone sea wolf
Nov 14, 2014

That's what engulfed me
and my heart
before I could risk anything.
I could never put my best foot forward
when it came to you
knowing that I may never get a chance.
I could never make a move towards you
knowing that at some point,
we may end up further apart that what we already are

In my desire to cease my longing,
I drew away myself away from you
only to suffer and unquenchable thirst,
one that only you can provide a relief to

I'm sure you'd be surprised
if I told you,
a part of me still wants to be with you.
Because in the end,
I regret the path I chose to deviate from,
I regret not taking my chances with you
I regret, not trusting you
Because we could have been forever,
and we'd never know.

#heartbreak   #sad   #away   #the   #you   #one   #that   #got  
Whose got the answers?
May 11, 2014

Whose got the answers?
Rise oh rise!
Whose got the answers now?

Whose criticizing?
Oh rise, oh rise?
Whose criticizing now?

Who thinks they know,
and who knows they think?

Trumping their thoughts,
onto me?

Who knows what's right,
and who knows what's wrong?

Who has the answers to fix everyone?

Tell me, oh tell me,
I just have to know,
whose got the answers now?

#poem   #thoughts   #wrong   #the   #and   #me   #think   #tell   #song   #now   #know   #right   #rise   #who   #oh   #they   #thinks   #answers   #knows   #their   #whats   #got   #whose   #criticized   #criticizing   #trumping   #onto  
May 14, 2014

They say write what you know...

But I know nothing.

My name is Jon Snow.

#humour   #silly   #got  
Sep 16, 2014

Look into the iris
Of my broken brained
Once lover
As green as my jealousy
Of not being the horror
From which she'll never recover

I grew up chasing storms
And breaking good habits
She stacked bricks in gardens
And sucked model ships from bottles

We were 15 or so
I gave my hemorrhaging heart
As a birthday present
Dizzy and light headed
With nicotine breath
We warranted our death
With a kiss before she left

I quit smoking
But I still carry a lighter
To burn the words from my tongue
Whenever I think of her smile

"I just might love you" she said
Lying in my bed
Truth shrouded in my sheets
You're gone now
And I blame me

So tear one hundred pages
From the books you never read
Then staple them inside your chest
To know how it feels to be
Full of words you never said

#cat   #tongue   #your   #got  
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