Fuck Wtf Am iDoing
Making This Worse For My Self
And Re Picked Up
This iS Were iT Starts.
Should Begin To Worry
iTs Way To Early!
Already On A Thin Line The Last Chapter iN My Life
till My Death Story.
iM Killing Me Slowly
By Taking This Substance.
My Times Ticking
My Hearts Beating
As iContinue To Use
More Like Abuse.
iCant Just Take
1 Line Or Smoke 1 Bowl
And Save The Rest.
iGo All About And Have To Do Every Last Bit.
Then iGo On Again To Finding A Way To Get More Of it
We have to keep silent Simply because we're not allowed to talk ... Our thoughts have got turned into Tiny ones Simply because that's it ... Our pretty words have become abbreviated For many reasons ... To be is not allowed anymore Simply because to be not has got replaced by it ... We have got cornered Anywhere and everywhere ... _____________________
That's what engulfed me
and my heart
before I could risk anything.
I could never put my best foot forward
when it came to you
knowing that I may never get a chance.
I could never make a move towards you
knowing that at some point,
we may end up further apart that what we already are
In my desire to cease my longing,
I drew away myself away from you
only to suffer and unquenchable thirst,
one that only you can provide a relief to
I'm sure you'd be surprised
if I told you,
a part of me still wants to be with you.
Because in the end,
I regret the path I chose to deviate from,
I regret not taking my chances with you
I regret, not trusting you
Because we could have been forever,
and we'd never know.
Your name pops up occasionally and I remember you fondly.
You treated me wrongly but I still hold you in high regard.
I'm not sure why we have drifted apart,
but we can never be close again.
I thought we were good friends,
but it seems i've upset you,
and you don't have the respect to,
tell me what your problem is.
The solution is this.
The dissolution of memories from our teenage years.
blood sweat and tears.
Evaporated into the evolution of friendship that no longer exists.
So long brother,
those words make me shudder.
Maybe I should call you out?
Maybe I should call you now?
The phone just rings out....
Last days hopeless,
Ridden like a champion,
Diseased then deceased.
Rest in peace chief and the secrets you keep.
What lies beneath the surface seas is beneath me and beyond comprehension.
Did I forget to mention that I could see in the dark?
Rip your thesis part and take us back to the start.
A sharp dart, stupid, is all it takes Cupid to bring us together in cells and effect the brains nucleus.
But these bad habits won't change our tactics;
slapstick style remains in the temperance of saints and frustrates until we meet again...
Don't lose focus,
The disease spreads like wildfire,
the wildfires spread like disease.
RIP please, just rest in peace.