The night is soothing and calm, the sky is cryptic and shining.
The ground and everything around me has a white light lining.
In this barren world there is only me and you.
We lay on on the ground silently enjoying the view.
How much I'd wish to be here, how beautiful this world may seem.
But none of this is real its only my mid-summers night dream.

I hate going through this every day. It’s torture and it’s pain. To see your loved one everyday but not be able to speak to them, to not be able to love them. I feel like there is a wall between us now, time slowly eroding our bond. The past looks so much better, much more welcoming then the present. It looks tempting and all the memories we had together make me want to live in the past rather than now. We’re stuck like two stone statues looking at each other. Unable to speak, unable to touch, and only allowed to gaze into each other’s stone cold eyes. I miss your liveliness, I miss your warmth. And as I’m writing this, I’m thinking about what you’re doing. You’re probably running, running with thousands of other people. Visiting hundreds of other countries, going aboard trains, planes, boats, and cars, and seeing everything there is to see in the world except for me. Your mind is off somewhere else, somewhere in the future. I guess I’m the one who’s at a loss now, since while you’re fighting your way into the new world, I’m still dwelling on our past. Sadly enough though, we all grow up sooner or later, but before I give in, let me remember the things we did on last time. I’ll miss you.



You face the north and I face the south
Everything is still from our hands to our mouths
There is no need for me to turn and see your face
And you look straight ahead into the blank white space
There is no need for me to call your name or hold your hand
And you don't need to say hi or make a stand
Because deep down inside you know that I'll never leave you for another
We've reached the state where our love for each other
Exceeds our need for each other

*i can't think of a title, if someone could come up with one i would be thankful

Have you ever looked up at the sky
Have you ever believed that you could fly
Have you ever seen a plane go by and wonder who was in there
What their lives were and how they would fair

Is it human nature or is it our choice
Why can't we stop war, make peace, and hear that tiny voice
Its a small world and isn't there but one race
We're all humans and why can't we keep the same pace

What do you do when you've tried your best,
passed the test,
but still feel depressed?
What do you do when the road your walking down is lit on fire,
you start to prespire,
and what you need is to be inspired?
My dear friend you need to look inside yourself and see that you belong,
nothing you've done is wrong,
and finally just keep moving along

If your feeling down, if your feeling weak.
I promise you the future is not bleak.
Night will always come before dawn
But dawn will always rise.
Keep trying, be persistent, never give up.
Fight to the end but you will never be alone along the way.

Remember I'll always be there for you
I can be your mountain whenever your blue.
I can hold you tight and you can cry on my shoulder.
I will always stand next to you and together we can move this boulder.
I can hold your hand and walk you through the pain,
cheer you up and push away the rain.
No matter what I'll help you, this plan is nicely drawn,
but when i get shaky who will I lean on?

It's 11 on a Friday night and I'm sitting here by myself
The music is playing lightly and the talk is soft
a wave of loneliness washes over me, something uncommon
So I sit here picking at my food wondering who to call, who to talk to
If this is what it feels like to be alone,
then i wish every person had a heart to match theirs
In a world so big you feel small when your alone and out of place
But to comfort yourself you can always think about memories
You can listen to other people talk or sleep in your dream world
But no i can't deal with the food, i need to find a friend
So with my phone I call and I call but with no luck
I look at the time, quarter of twelve and pick up my jacket
I say good bye and leave the tip while walking outside
The cold breeze chills me as i walk into the darkness alone

Love is something that no one can understand
Love is something that holds the world together, like a rubber band
Love is something that give's us strength
Love is when we're willing to go the length
Love is showing feelings and being truthful
Love is something i had before
Love is something that in the face of anything will not bow
Love is something i have right now

A new page
A new face
It feels forced
But there's you and                                                              ­                       I

The pictures show
What we've done
I need to remember
it is my                                                               ­                                      Wish

Almost 16 years
So much has changed
You are no longer you
But still I am                                                               ­                                  I

More blunt, more rude
More wise, more shrewd
Time asked me to change
I should, I would, I                                                                ­                      Could

I look at you now
Its not what I thought
I want what was before
I want to see and                                                              ­                          *Remember

Vows are broken
Memories are false
Don't fall for these tricks you'll be at a loss
Friendship never lasts
and neither does love
In this life be yourself don't care for all of the above

Aren't we all humans?
Don't we all have the same goal?
Aren't we all looking for to survive?
Don't we all want food in our bowl?
Aren't we all looking for some form of love?
Don't we all want to find our dream spouse and live happily ever after?
Aren't we all looking for happiness?
Don't we all want to be surrounded by friends and laughter?
We as humans have wanted there things for centuries farther back then i can recall.
So in a sense, it really is a small world after all.

If I could open my window and see you standing below.
I'd be filled with happiness, but at the same time a little bit of sorrow.
I'd be glad to see your hair blowing in the wind and your wicked bright smile.
I really wish that you could stay for awhile
but my sorrow, is the fact that i know you won't be there tomorrow.

I hear the sirens but it couldn't be.
Smoke and ash everywhere there's nothing i can see.
Deep down inside my heart has sunk, but the ash settles down and on the ground is me.

He sits behind the fence
Only to be drawn out by the smell
Of fear, of the air getting dense.

He puts on a show for the crowd
Only seeing reality when the master
Cracks the whip, screaming "You're too loud!"

Because of you, he waits to be pulled
By the edge of his choke collar with a
Grin on his face, knowing he'll never be fooled.

Because of you, he'll come out.

Today on the bus I saw a child whose skin was dark and race was black.
She could not have been over 6 but she wasn't in school.
I wondered what her life would be like in 20 years, what she would lack.
For her summer was spent riding her dad's bus day after day, not able to play with other kids at the pool.
It hurts to think that this child's future is so bleak.
No education, no opportunities, just the clothes on her back.
Seeing this i realize how lucky i am and also what i seek.
There isn't much i can do for her now but i will make a pack.
I will use my resources that you never had
and put myself somewhere that you'll never go
I'll use my money to help you when times are bad.
i don't know you, but this is the love i show.

Don't you remember? Look at me please!
Try to remember, we were sitting by the trees.
We were in love baby, you just forgot.
All those moments we had together, you can't just let them rot.
I'd do it all over again just please remember;
how we fell in love late in December.

Late at night, i'm thinking of you.
The way you supported me it was true.
Remembering the time where we sat near the pond.
No lies, nothing false you just respond.
That's what i need someone that was there for me.
I'm very happy and you fill me with glee.
Just to listen just to hear me through.
So thanks for hearing me out i love you

Hold me tightly
I love you
Gasping for breath
Happily together

Leave me alone
Only used
Why did you do it?