Maybe Guardian Angels aren’t what you think it means.
Maybe "Guardian Angels" are just people looking after one another.
Maybe Guardian Angels are actually your Friends.

I was wrong
Even words cant express how I feel
Those words haven’t been invented yet
If I tried using words it would be jhfdkjxb and erfdfcs;ud
Do you understand what’s wrong?
Can you fix me better yet?

I can't forget you
I wont ever win this fight
Aside from everything you said to me in spite

Erasing you from memory is so **** hard
The one thing that  keeps me going is the way you looked at me in my yard

You stared at me that day with love in you eyes
Something I gave you got you hypnotized

I was so naive that day, I couldnt see
All you wanted was to be with me

I hesitated, I was scared, I didn't know what to say
So Instead I gave you a hug, walked inside, and pushed you away

You read me as If I didn't want you, but that was a lie
I wanted to tell you that it wasnt goodbye

But it was too late, you moved on
I am left moping, hoping.

2 years have passed,
you still cross my mind
But like buried treasure, you made yourself hard to find

Its ok now, my heart doesn't hurt as much.
Just know that at one point you had me at the clutch

You had powers over me, now Im immune
One day I will Forget you, one day, Soon

Both a blessing and a curse
but all I show you are the good ones
you hear me speak only ones of loved ones

But behind these eyes that you see pure
Lies sad memories I endured
Ones that left me crying at night, made me lost, broken and sad
Memories of  lush of a dad

He is not all the blame of my sad memories
I have a sea of them galore
Only to cross my mind when they wash up on  ashore

This side of me I did not want you to see
I do not want to show you how a fragile being I came out to be
So I wrote this poem to pretend I told you
But In reality It is something I will never Confide to
You

I am Halfhearted
The other half left, departed

With it went the story of us
Now I find it hard to trust

Walls and Walls were built to protect my heart
For if the rest of me leaves, I will fall apart

You are not welcome
That is what you seem to say
you dont put any effort into this. you dont give it a time or day

This friendship I cherished
But you guys ignore my existance, leave me here to perish.
Waiting for the day where you will see
To be your friend is all I want to be

Lost and forgotten is all I have been
Sad and depressed, Im caving in
Long for that time way back when