i want you

inside me
on top of me

******* me
furiously

choking me
as i struggle

for breath
on the edge

of life
and death

lonely
is the night
for a poet
writing of
love and
live
during
a pandemic

day & night
dreams
reveal
hidden truths
welling
from the blacken depths
of our twisted minds

technicolor psychedelic lost realities
kissing cats then and now stupid fantasties
hallucinating white and black invisible fairies
inspiration perspiration a little mushroom tea
falling listening monochromic shades or hues
mind bending red green jaded poets and ingenues

lonely
is the night
for a poet
writing of
but never being
loved

stop
projecting
imposing
your morality
judging me
while ignoring
your own
neurotic tendencies

your ego
fragile
brittle
and shattering
in the face
of reality

alone
dreaming of home
a sky
full of stars
for all the blind
to see
witness
the moon
casting
no shadows
as shattered hearts
wither and die  
begging
for redemption
from a devil’s
cruelty
looking
for solace
where there is
no humanity