We transgenders are not *****,
nor *******.
We transgenders are not tools,
nor autistic or *******.
It is not funny to spit at us.
Or stick notes on our back.
It is not funny to misgender us,
or harass and assault.
It is like we are a fish out of water.
Watching everyone swim.
As we suffocate and die.
See, we transgenders are just like you.
And you see,
We all speak it.
The truth.

I hate you.
You were nice from the start
but at the end of August
you broke my heart.
Now your just the monster in my head.
I dream about you all the time.
I can't seem to get you off my mind.
I hate how you lead me on.
But I follow because mentally
I am not strong.
I hope you burn in hell.
I love you my dear.
Signed,
Lucas.
Farewell.

I remember when we were kids,
we rode our bikes.
We put soda cans on the back tire,
I thought it was fun.
We had a garage sale.
We made bracelets.
We got our ears pierced.
And then middle school is when the fun was
different.
We skipped class.
We got all F's
almost 4 times a week.
We had a visit with Mrs.Ryan.
Highschool is even worse.
The fun is even better.
Our parents our fighting.
School is cancelled due to lousy weather.
We pick up the blades and draw against our skin.
We watch the blood drip.
We like to please our boyfriend's
Even if it means
Getting in a lot of trouble
by all means.
We know it was wrong.
We know were ****** up.
But it's the highschool life.
Ain't no one give a ****.

Alone once again.
Finger tips are numb.
Hands are cold.
I just want to be with you again.
Your embrace was warm.
I know I did something wrong.
I know you hate me now.
I know there is no getting you back.
But
I would rather be in your grasp again.
Than you to be in his.
I don't wanna be alone
Jackson please come back.
I miss you, my love.
And I know you feel alone.
But you just wanna hold a grudge.

Last night I wasn't proud of myself
In fact embarrassed
I painted the shower red with my sins
then I cleaned it up.
I had dreams all night
of people painting their skin red
bleeding to death.
I'm sorry

Why are you so mean?
Why do you pretend to love me?
Why do you try to win me back and woo me
with your filthy lewd pictures.
I don't want you
Isn't it obvious?
All you do is harass me and try to threaten me
with suicide .
why ?
what did I do to you ?

Alone
and scared
everything is loud.
I try to
breathe
but I can't
please
help
m e.