I'm in a bad mood
Just let me be
Don't nag me with questions

I'm in a bad mood
Give me time to calm down
Don't try to fix it
You'll just make it worse

I'm in a bad mood
I need to be alone
Give me time
I will be fine
My mood will change back

I'm in a bad mood
Don't push me
Just let this flow
It will pass
I promise

People who
Rely upon the Lord
Always
Yern for
Enlightened
Revelation

I want to play
I know I'm short
I know I'm scrawny
But give me a chance anyway

I want to play
I know I don't look like much
I will prove my worth
I will prove my stuff

Just a chance
That is all I ask
To have friends
To laugh
To joke
To have fun

3am and I can't sleep
You have touched my heart and soul
I can't get you out of my head
And it's keeping me awake

There is a long and winding path
With trials none other can match
I know these trials shall make me strong
So I shall fight my whole life long
For if I falter or if I sway
I may get lost and never find my way
I shall defeat these trials one by one
I shall finish this path which I have begun

Joy
Joy
Joy

Bubbly Doubly Joy
Sappy Happy Daffy Joy

Joy that makes you laugh
Squirt milk out your nose
Bust a gut
Joy

Joy with friends
Joy with family
Joy just being alone Joy
Loud boisterious quiet and collected Joy

Stand up for yourself
Don't let others push you down
Stand up for yourself
Prove your worth

People will say things
To try to put you down
People will say things
To try to make you dislike yourself

Don't listen to them
They just blowing hot air

Stand up for yourself
Prove them wrong

Walking art you are
Finger paint spread all over
Red,Green,Purple,Blue
Just to name a few of them
Worth more than any painting

I am the freak
Bleed me
Destroy me
Burn my soul if you want
I can not change who I am
All I wanted was a friend
However
You all shun me
You all turn away

I am the freak
But
I am human
I have feelings
I have emotions
I fall in love
So even though I am a freak
I am not much different than you

I am the freak
Peirce my side
Make me bleed in great waves
You can destroy my body
but
My spirit
My soul
Can not be destroyed

I am the freak
Though I get laghed at
Though they throw their mud
I still dream
I still aspire
To better myself
To better those around me

I am the freak
You all have pointed that out
Though
You do not know my story
You do not know my background
You call me a freak
You know nothing about me

I am the freak
Though you laugh
Though you throw your mud
I will go on
For I have better things to do
Than standing here
listening to your ****

Grilling Hamburgers
Time for a cookout with friends
Potato salad
Games music joking laughing
Good Food good friends lots of fun

You laugh at me
Because of my birth defects
You laugh at me
Because you think it's funny

Try walking my path
Try living my life
You would change your tune

For you don't know my struggles
You don't know my fight
You don't know how hard it is

Lord I can here you calling
Through I know I've been stalling
This world has a mighty grip on me
No matter how I tried
This world kept me tied
To the things that once ment so much to me

Lord of my life come free me
Break the bonds reclaim me
As the periodical child that I be

Lord of my life set me straight
Plant my feet guide my ways
So me to the glory make me see

The Lord is my light
He will shine through the darkest night
AMEN
Everyone say AMEN

When I  feel scared and doubt
The Lord is there to help me out
AMEN
Everyone say AMEN

AMEN
When the world is failing
To the Lord I"'ll be calling
For his mercy and grace
AMEN
Though Satan tries to stop me
He has no chains that can lock me
And keep me from praising my Lord

When it comes to the end of days
Still his name I will raise
AMEN
Everyone say AMEN

At the top of the tallest tower
I will shout louder and louder
AMEN
Everyone say AMEN

AMEN
When the world is failing
To the Lord I"'ll be calling
For his mercy and grace
AMEN
Though Satan tries to stop me
He has no chains that can lock me
And keep me from praising my Lord

Through the centuries it has existed
Through the eons it has fed
A shape shifting beast
Sometimes animal
Sometimes human
Sometimes an object
Whatever form that accomplishes it's goals

You never see it coming
You never know it's there
Until it's too late
Once you are interested its trap
There is no escape

Went to the funeral
Of a woman I knew
As I approach the coffin
I notice a flower in her hair
This brought back memories
And brought me to tears

This woman I had known since grade school
She always had a flower in her hair
Field trips
Lunch time
Class time
That Flower was always there

In middle school
It was the same
At dances  gliding across the floor
Flower staying in place
Even when she started playing sports
She wore that flower

In High school
That Flower went along
Dances
Spirit week
Prom
Even at graduation
That Flower was under her cap

So to see a flower in her hair
After all these years
Should not shock me

She deserved better
And I knew it
So I stepped aside
And let her go

My heart
Yes it is yours Lord

Savior of mankind
Only you are worthy
Unending praises to you
Lord almighty

Ocean's may separate us
But our love remains strong

Just bring it world
Whatever you wish to throw at me
I am ready
I am willing
I will face it head on

Just bring it world
I stand firm
You can not hold me down
You can not shut me out
I am here
I will fight you
And you know
I am a fighter

Just bring it world
I am not afraid
I am not moving
So
Just bring it

People only see the outside
But I am dying inside
Drowning in this ocean of emotion
Drowning in a river of tears

People only see the outside
The don't know
My internal struggle
The torment
The pain that hides behind my smile

People only see the outside
They don't see
That I want to **** myself
That don't see that I want to die

People only see the outside

How many times
Has poetry saved my life
Over the years

Stop the hatred
Join in peace

Put away your weapons
Put away your harmful words
Join in peace together
All around the world

Rain falls from the sky
Rain refreshes the Earth
The Earth drinks the water
Then opens up and belches

Lean on me
I am your friend
When troubles arise
I'll help you defend

Every life tells a story
Will your story motivate
Or
Will your story destroy

When the world knocks you down
Get up
When the world blocks your path
Forge a new one

Don't let the world determine who you should be
Stand up
Find your true self
Show it to the world

What's on my mind
Do you really want to know
Are you willing to travel
Those dark and twisted tunnels

What's on my mind
Do you wish
To explore
The emotional and mental state
Of my thought process
The cobwebed corners
The dusty nooks and crannies

What's on my mind
Are you ready
For such an adventure
It may scare you

The vampires come out at night
They **** you blood what a freight
Beware of their hypnotic stare
Beware of their bite

Vampires are in flight
Upon a moonless night
For living dead
They create and command

Vampires everywhere no place to hide
One bite from them takes your life
Beware of their hypnotic stare
Beware of their bite

Vampires are in flight
Upon a moonless night
For living dead
They create and command

Fireworks of love burst within my heart
Beautiful colors of
Passion light my dark soul

Two teams
One on each side of the court
***** lined up on the center line
We stand focused
We stand ready
Waiting for the GO

The Whistle blows
Off we run
Like bullets being shot from a gun
Run to the center
Grab a ball
Then throw

Grab the *****
Throw them about
But do not get tagged by an opponents ball
Or else be called out

Do not make me into a form of you
Accept me for who I am
Do not try to change me

As I lie here
Starring up at the night sky
Wandering about my purpose
About my direction in life

Chili
Beer
Friends
And crazy booths with decorations

What an AWESOME way to spend the day

I want to fly with the birds in the sky
To soar high above the Earth
To dance upon the breaze

Monsters under my bed
Monsters in my head
Monsters in my life
Monsters day and night

Huddled in a corner
Knees pulled up to his chest
Head bowed upon his knees
He crys

Night after night
Day after day
His parents fight
No one is physically hurt
But all the yelling
Drives him mad

As his parents yell at each other
In another room
Tears roll down his face

He wants to run away
He wants to hide
Leave all fighting behind
.

There are good days
Teese help him hold on
But few and far between they come

He'll sob
He'll cry
As his parents fight
Day after day
Night after night

Elves
Dwarves
Wizards
Magic and adventure for all

Hobbits
Fairies
Pixies
Dragons
Magic and adventure for all

The imagination is a wonderful thing
The imagination is awesome

Imagination is as real
Or
As false as you make it

So join the quest
Have some fun
And let your imagination guide you

The waterfall splash
Down upon the rocks below
The mist rises up

Campfire light glow
Roasting hot dogs on a stick
Camping outdoors is so much fun
Stars high in the sky
The moon hangs large and bright
Camping outdoors is so much fun

In the morning dew lies a baby calf
Hidden behind a rosebush
Sleeping in the warm sun

Apple pie in the oven
I can smell it from the porch swing
Grandma's in the kitchen
Childhood memories
Floating through my mind

Cool Spring day
Hay freshly bailed
Me on my ATV zigzagging between the bails
or
Just driving in circles around them
Childhood memories
Floating through my mind

Sitting on the tool box of the tractor
While my Grandpa drove
Or
Sitt on his lap steering
Childhood memories
Floating through my mind

Bottle feeding a baby calf
Piking up walnuts
Piking apples straight from the tree

I could go on and on
Memories made in a moment
But
Last a life time

Backyard football
Is there no greater sport
No helmets
No uniforms
No pads
Just you and the Earth

Caked with dirt
Caked with mud
A few cuts here and there
That was part of the fun
Just playing
Just enjoying time together
With friends
With family
With everyone

Rain did not stop us
We kept playing
Lightning Thunder roar
The game was the thing
The fun
The joy
Slipping
Sliding
Rolling in the mud

A flury or two
We did not care
We still played
Storm warnings
What were those
We have a game to play

Backyard football
Is there no greater sport
No helmets
No uniforms
No pads
Just you and the Earth

Fishing at the lake
Calm and at ease with my life
Fishing at the lake
Quiet and calm is nature
Time to think and clear my head

Don’t laugh at me
Don’t give me such pain
While you are laughing
I am showered with pain
You laugh at me
At what you do not know
All your meanness will take it’s toll
Please don’t laugh at me
I want to be friends
I have a lot of love to give
So just let me be the person I am
So we may form a happy clan

I like crying at the ocean's edge
And watch my tears
Floating out to sea

Late in the evening
From the cave they fly
Through the air
Searching for prey
On wich to dine

Bats
Take to the sky in swarms
Screeching
As they  go

Adrift upon this emotional tide
When will I hit land

Spring has
Sprung the fields are
Full of flowers in bloom
Bees buzzing collecting nectar
Wild animals in the deep woods
Fish jumping in the lake, weather getting
Warmer now grass has turned green
Buds on the trees new life has
Begun, hay growing in the field
Nature is awesome in
The spring time
Enjoy

To sleep
To wander the pathways of the mind
To trully be free

To sleep
To dream
To explore one's imagination
To explore one's true self

I love you sis
If someone is hurting you
Let me know
I will deal with them