Lock me up throw away the key
Times gone by with waste and too many regrets

Now I lay motionless to myself as I feel I'm not even in existence
To feel .. is too much
To think is too much
And to speak .. what's the point
I have but only empty pages
After disposing my truths
I've erased all my effort of positivity
And here I lay without even a prayer to lift me . Yet a voice lingers ... Saying you could have it worse . .. not giving  up as I let closing my eyes and laying here to be my escape

As you play with my fear

I have this sadness within
I feel it deeply aching within the core of my heart.
I feel it pouring from my eyes
I feel the searing cries
My body's abused and left with no choice as my mind tries to subside within the storms that always arise
With barely an appetite when alone
With barely a reason to just go on..
As reality is a close call to fall off any edge
This pain from within has no real cure.
As I pray to be lifted and placed elsewhere..

I'm racing down the road
Blistering cold
Out in the open

Tell me...Should I be waiting for you..

Can you remind me of why I'm here

I am only real with you
My deep sea only projects without you
And so
This venture I seek
Anything to feel alive
Anything to feel my heart beating
Anything to feel that I'm still needed

Can't you see it's all i have to just hold on
This person within me is dying
And no one in my passenger to save what's left

As my title says  ...
And I open my arms to the unknowing and with a leap of faith may hope prosper and love always reside

Bittersweet ..
To say I'm disappointed is putting it too light
As I'm paused with my reaction
Taken by what you've said
Reasons now coming to my attention
.. the thought..So many times I've let you slip through my fingers ..
Always reaching back out
Some how .. always held a piece of you.
Carried it
Guarded it
Helped me cope just within remember what you were to
me.. and after all these years.
A wasted thought
A wasted memory
Still left feeling this way
Now I believe .. I better let you go..
No more holding on to ..what if's with you.
It's time
Timings perfect for this
Yes,I think this is what hurt is.
This feeling that I'm feeling within
No emotion to share
No words to plea
As I ache and pause for air
No appetite as the after taste sits and sours in my mouth.
For I understand now
As the fact of the whole matter slaps me in the face

I'll force myself to push forward knowing it's just better off.

© Jenn Linh

He robbed her of her innocence
A man she's supposed to trust
She's used to be his princess
He'd always call upon
Now, to know just   ..his perverted lust

Each night she'd cry herself to sleep
Surrounded by her fears
She feels his footsteps
Like thunder, in her tears

He's much worse than any monster
A child should ever see
Haunted by his sinful touch
She fights him fervently

He comes to her without regret
And leaves an empty shell
A demon spawn without remorse
An evilness, straight from hell

He never feels her pain
And shuns her tempers that arose
She knows there is No where to run ..
And no one to hear the screams and she knows this is not right this is wrong and is just disgusted with who shows back in her mirror
Innocence stolen from a hidden monster
As he walks freely as he laughs freely lives freely..
She sits apart bottled up and alone
understanding
For everyone knows that monsters are real
But no one know that monsters never truly cry