go away
you've done enough
                    damage
and I'm tired
                    of smiling
of *lying to myself

I'm fine
                    *with being alone
I never should have gotten my hopes up
because you were enough
but I am not
                    I will never be enough

I'm sorry for trying
  
                    *goodbye

burn me with your touch
     I can feel your soul

She's waiting for him to answer her
                                                           He is out having fun
She's wondering what she did wrong
                                                           He's talking to other girls
She sheds tear for a boy who never loved her
                                                           He has never thought about her before he sleeps
She tells herself she's not good enough for him or anyone
                                                           He doesn't even remember her name




But I thought what we had was special
                                                         You are nothing to me

I'm sick
with a twisted mind and a sore throat

Its been a week since I hurt myself
And I am proud
Of me