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Trevor Jackson Apr 2013
I let her move in
Knowing where she'd been
It didn't scare me
So I gave her a key
It was going great
We made a wedding date
I just couldn't believe
She said it didn't feel right
So she decided to leave
And locked it up tight
Now no one will see
That its empty inside
Cuz she took all her things
And everything else died
So I try and I try
To fill this black hole
That is consuming my mind
My heart and my soul
Trevor Jackson Mar 2013
My mind is still racing
She has already won
My heart has yet to shoot
The starting gun
Trevor Jackson Dec 2011
My tears run down like razorblades.
Acoustic guitars ringing in my ears.
Its just so hard for me to accept the fact,
I can't make you smile like she can.
i know your not the one at fault.
is it her or is it me?
when the words we can't say come out to play
i swear i'll take all of the blame.
please dont be ashamed, after all it was just a pretend kiss.
i "accidentaly" lost my mind in the
illusion of role play.
i'm falling down asking why.
you pull me up,
shes breaks me down.
theres no sense in playing games,
you've used up all your magic
and now its just me alone tonight.
but soon it will be okay, soon this will all blow over.
we both know this isn't worth the fight.
i just want to crawl in bed
and forget the life i led with you.
so maybe you would forget it too.
don't say this wont last forever,
it's just a temporary state.
i wont let this die,
it's inside me tearing me apart.
the mistakes i made
there over to her.
there over to you.
water under the brigde.
i can't wait to be just a memory.
maybe one day you'll think of me.
why didn't i just wait and see
what you and me could be?
i'll climb The Wall and ill be gone.
could anyone help old humpty dumpty up again?
my words lead to misconceptions.
assumptions were made,
i just needed a helping hand
and pick me up if you will.
good bye my friend,
well meet again
where the polar bear greets you with a devilish grin.
Trevor Jackson Dec 2011
One pill, two pill, twenty four.
Pretty soon I'll be on the floor.
Don't bother trying to open the door.
By the time you're here I'll be no more.

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