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167 · Nov 2017
The Harrowing of Hell
Simon Monahan Nov 2017
To lonely, bent Charon, it seemed
As though beneath the sunless sky
The waveless River somehow gleamed
With light unseen. A long, soft sigh

Breathed like wind over the dead fields
As there approached One who, sunlike,
Crested the fort that never yields;
Pale Death o’ercome by One unlike

Any that yet had passed these shores.
Strange sight! A naked king, each hand
And foot marked deep with cruel red sores,
Addresses the ageless Styx and

Meets the ferryman’s soulless gaze
With eyes whose irises of gold
Seem to encompass endless days.
Before Eternity the Old

One flinches; his strength cannot bear
To match for long seconds the weight
Of the Stranger’s undying stare.
A trembling seizes him - a great

Terror swallows the ferryman.
“What hast Thou to do with us? Thou
Who opens the door, and none can
Close?” The Visitor waits. “And how

“Can I grant Thee passage, and see
Such light made food for my fell lord?”
Then lo, having finished his plea,
Charon resolves to keep his word

And carry out his solemn task.
But still, as he takes up his oar
He glances up, as though to ask
His charge for some sign, some word, or

Anything that might give him peace.
The Sojourner answers: “I will
That your master’s reign should now cease;
So go, then, that we may fulfill

“All righteousness.” Thus He boarded
The morbid ark, and a low wail
Creaked from boards which ‘neath the sordid
Weight of lost souls were used to sail.

Thus the ferryman sets out, he
Navigates rivers men have wept,
Plying across the morbid sea;
Meanwhile, the Guest lay down and slept.

Before an hour in Death’s domain
Had passed upon the waters, all
Ears were pricked by a cry of pain;
The Styx let out a plaintive call

And shuddered while the shuddering
O’ercame the ferryman as well
For ne’er was dread Styx known to sing
And ne’er before did whimper Hell.

Then, falling at the Master’s knee
Charon woke the Sleeper and cried
Aloud: “O Lord! Depart from me,
A poor wretch!” The Passenger sighed,

Looked up, and with a quiet, bold
Command He rebuked the River
And all fell silent. Blood ran cold
In the guide’s black veins, a shiver

Gripped him as they approached the shore
Where on the nearing beach there stood
A company of phantoms, for
Their dry bones ached for Him who would

With beautiful feet step onto
The sepulchral sands to declare
That doleful ghosts shall be made new,
Allowed to breathe the Heav’nly air.

**! Life’s Author disembarking!
Thund’rous Life into Satan’s hall!
Death, shattered, kneels before the King!
His Heart oped, Hades proves too small!

The vault of Hell’s bleak sky does shake
And burst, for the Word has spoken
With grave finality: “Awake
Now, arise! The Dawn has broken!”
157 · Nov 2017
The Divine Silence
Simon Monahan Nov 2017
Part I.

The Pathways sing beneath the walk
The Stones all gibber and chatter
Even the Hills will seem to talk
But God is ever silent.

The Sun above does gladly shout
The Moon is ever laughing
Nocturnal Stars are calling out
But God is yet still silent.

The Rivers dance while they converse
The Trees cry out rejoicing
The Flow’rs and Shrubs repeat their verse
So why is God yet silent?

The warm, dark Earth sounds forth a chant
Great Waters deep are whispering
Nature declares, she won’t recant
That God is ever silent.

To hear that Voice divine I long
And yet my weeping is ignored
O God! do not reject my song
Do not remain still silent!

One syllable worth any price
“Repent ye now”,
The Angelic advice,
“Embrace God’s holy silence.”

So now, of succour sweet despairing
With girded ***** and bracèd nerves
For trials fierce and pains preparing
I wade into God’s silence.

Part II.

The roaring wheel of brass and fire which turns
Clamoring discontented mind
When hearts a break with noise would find
Rams into the sanctuary and burns.

Titan of confusion, shrieking manic
Hurling anxious darts left and right
Bitter fear of sweet, quiet night
Raises pale banners in rebel panic.

And then is swallowed by the silence of God.

And then that vicious imp, empty as smoke
With shadow flares and eye-hooks small
****** still ears with his plaintive call
Stirring bare phantoms better left unwoke.

Reveler in flight, retreating gladly
One second seen, another vanished
When from vision’s corner banished
In dawn’s clear light melts, moans, and mourns sadly.

And then is swallowed by the silence of God.

Next comes the whispering harpy snarling
With siren’s chant and feathered dance,
Star-lit promise of dire romance,
Ev’ry poison played to snare her darling.

With pitfalls, traps, and terror’s bone-deep goad
She drives the frail into her arms;
Should the pilgrim despise her charms
She falls unembraced from the narrow road.

And then is swallowed by the silence of God.

Then mem’ry’s cursèd brother, roused at last
Renews and fires old sleeping fears
Unseals fountains of ancient tears
Loosing soul-deep wolves, self-war loping fast.

He sings forgotten songs of unhealed woe
Canticles of reminding pain
Recalling weakness to the brain
Parades of shame and horrors marching slow.

And then is swallowed by the silence of God.

Now stripped and shivering the sinner lies
To vain light blind, to mean pain numb
To ****** words both deaf and dumb,
All spent, undone, to Heaven weakly sighs.

Then lo! a gentl’r sun, a fairer glow,
Voice free from the burden of clay
Sure refuge of undying day
Descends to see, to touch, to heal, to know.

And ah! to be swallowed by the silence of God!
153 · Nov 2017
Apology to a Sinner's Heart
Simon Monahan Nov 2017
The heart moans and mourns
Prickly with arrows of doubt.
Restlessness, like a hot, heavy ember
Sits upon a throne of confusion
Hidden under folds of mental shadow
Evading scrutiny and defying reason

Why? Cry you, “Why?”
For what does the heart mourn so?
What is this secret weight
Beneath which I am crushed
Whose name is unknown even to me
And yet calls itself my master?

What answer should I give you?
And what would you understand?
How shall I reply, that you would hear?
What can I reveal, that you would see?
For a pall is upon your understanding,
And what shall I say to you?

Shall I remind you that you are far from home?
Shall I point out that you walk in the midst of wolves?
Will you recognize the sword that has wounded you,
And see that it lies in your own hand?
Why do you remember that the valley is dark,
And forget the brightness of the approaching dawn?

Why do you forget your poverty?
You go about naked, and wonder at the cold.
Why do you forget your frailty?
You approach claws and teeth unarmed,
Bringing no shield to bear against the foe,
And will you complain of many wounds?

Have you forgotten that I have conquered?
You have despaired of my promise.
Is there anything above my command?
But you rather fear wretched princes.
Where is my Name powerless?
You never call upon me in faith.

But these things you will not understand.
You are surrounded by thick darkness.
Too terrible for you, this knowledge,
You will not see, you cannot hear.
Come then, and hearken.
I will speak, and you will know.

You are never alone in your suffering.
The Face of the Lord streams with tears
The Spirit of God groans with pain
The Eternal One cries out in agony
The Heart of Love is grieved
Hope Himself trembles in terror.

Look and see whether there is any solidarity
Like my solidarity; there is not.
Do you think your flesh is a costume to me?
Is your grief for me a mask?
Do you think human tears are a dance I perform?
Do you suppose I mime my wretchedness?

No; your breath fills my lungs
Your blood runs in my veins
Your bones ache beneath my flesh
Your sorrow pierces my soul
Your anguish chokes my heart
Your shame flushes my cheeks.

I howl in misery beside you;
I did not design you for chains;
So I’ll be bound likewise beside you
And moan your secret pains.
I do not know your hurt because I have made it;
I know your hurt because I bear the same scars.

I have drunk and have tasted and had my fill of your thirst;
Come, drink now of my fullness!
Your hunger has burned in the pit of my being;
Come, eat without price!
I have broken my back ‘neath the weight of your guilt;
Come to me, and I shall set you free!
Isaiah 55
148 · Nov 2017
Peter's Repentance
Simon Monahan Nov 2017
I had prepared myself against any
Rebuke you might have levelled against me –
My sins I knew were both grave and many –
Any but this. Indeed, do I love Thee?
Indeed, does the ear hear, does the eye see?
Do I still draw breath, and do I yet live?
What is it I have, that Thou didst not give?

You might have chastised me, but instead You
Burst the dam of my heart, and something pure,
Some hot, heavy sorrow came rushing to
Flood and drown the channels of my soul. Cure
Me, help me! Do I love Thee? It is Your
Own very love that burns within my breast!
Do I, indeed, more even than the rest?

Do I love Thee? I am undone. Am I
To find elsewhere what in Thee I have found?
Shall my soul, drunk now with tears, cease to sigh
For Thee? Or shall mem’ry forget the sound
Of Thy sweet words, Thy voice? I bless the ground
Thy feet have kissed; I’ll kiss it too. I’ll keep
Thy law – Do I love Thee? – I’ll feed Thy sheep.
134 · Nov 2017
Jeremy's Eulogy
Simon Monahan Nov 2017
Who will mourn a rodent’s death?
Who will bend heart-strings to raise a strain,
Commemorating the passage of an unknown mouse
To eternal fields and the dusty rest of disintegration?

I shall sing to mark his heart’s last beating;
I will pluck the ghost of his last breath from the air
And bury it with dignity in a hymn
To acknowledge what was his, now alas! revoked.

Do not despise the meanness of his place,
Nor think to regard him condescension,
Nor dare to suppose his portion of no account,
Nor strip him unfeeling of his minute glory.

His nerves’ last firing is like the dying of a star,
His limbs, grown rigid, mime the world’s decay,
His unsouled eyes dictate the puzzle of life’s end,
His finality recalls the secret questions of mortality.

This rogue once flew on wings of shadows,
Darting adventurous from hiding to hiding,
Erecting a home for his kin in laborious nesting,
Warming sons and son’s daughters and their sons with his love.

This noble rascal lived in breakneck boldness,
Life-risk embraced for morsels of fruit and curds,
Supping on scraps ‘neath the menace of capital danger,
Fear his companion, his bread, and his bed of rest.

The ending of this story is the close of a legend,
The silence of his voice is the dying of a song,
A universal hymn whose harmony depended on his part
Is changed to a dirge marking the end of his verse.
"Jeremy" is the name that was summarily given to a mouse a friend of mine found dying in a parking lot
118 · Nov 2017
The Last Statue
Simon Monahan Nov 2017
When we found the last statue we
Very nearly pitied it, for
The visage with which of old he
Grimaced upon men was no more.

Acid dew had claimed his face, no
Pigeon or gull did spare him shame;
Untitled, unknown, his plaque so
Weathered and worn it bore no name.

But all pity was consumed by gods
Of blood who breathe fire and clamor
To recall that we are at odds,
At war, with Height. Armed with hammer

And chisel, that we may chain, bind,
And throttle Heaven till it know
That if we e’er again should find
Splendor, pomp, loftiness, or show

We’ll trample honor’s arrogance,
Leveling monuments until
No sovereignty save goddess Chance
May interfere with man’s wild will.

Havoc! the swarm ascending cries
Up the pedestal with feral
Baying while something noble dies,
Frowning granite caught in peril

Inescapable. Mossy stone
O’erturned and overthrown by men
Who can rubble and dust alone
Endure in sight to stand and then

The cord now severed, freedom found,
There here remains not one who can
Remember e’er not being bound
To worship that great idol, man.
115 · Nov 2017
The Marriage Song
Simon Monahan Nov 2017
My Bride, look at her!

Beautiful in souls beyond counting
She, in bodies numberless
Has been formed with loving care
By the very hand of God

Elegant in countless minds
And handsome in as many hearts
She is lovely in every way
Loved indeed by Love Himself

My Bride, pity her!

See her wracked with sobs!
In myriad faces her countenance
Is wet with the dew of tears
And her visage downcast with weeping

In the untold number of the oppressed
She is everywhere brought to her knees
A thousand times bound in chains
And constantly despised and scorned

In every sorrowful soul
She groans, awaiting redemption
She sighs to heaven in misery
And mourns in desolation

In every place her spirit is crushed
She is thirsty and forlorn
She bleeds from numberless wounds
Anxious in countless broken hearts

And I, her husband?
What is her Beloved to do?

I will weep for her consolation
And I will suffer for her comfort
I will bend down to embrace her
And I will bind up all her wounds

I will be spent for her renewal
And I will carry her on my back
I will sigh for her salvation
And I will lift her up in prayer

I will always walk beside her
And I will right her when she falls
When she stumbles, I will catch her
In her every peril I shall be near

I will be scourged to ruin for her healing
And I will bleed to see her spared
I will stretch out my arms upon the Cross
And love her even there

Behold the Bride, how loved she is!
In joy, in calm, in strife
Ne’er unlovely in her lover’s eyes
More dear to him than life
Written from the perspective of the Divine Bridegroom
109 · Nov 2017
The Seer
Simon Monahan Nov 2017
Eyes of fire set deep in gaunt, sunken face
Sun-burnt skin over bones stretched tight
Wild mane glimmers with holy light
The lonely prophet barefoot runs his race

Sat down on uncarved stone on the salt plains
In wilderness heat off’ring prayer
As arid winds tousle his hair
The sun will set, night falls, yet he remains

Chanting psalms over wastes in desert haze
Fasting, searching, waiting for One
Sighing beneath the beating sun
Searing bruised soles walking sands all ablaze

Heart heavy with the taunts of his brother
Rememb’ring mighty works long past
To the old promise holding fast
Dreaming new hope for Zion his mother

Battered by visions of hail and thunder
Summoned, plague and blight to predict
God’s edict none may contradict
Tyrants to fell and kingdoms to sunder

In threadbare raiment of camel’s tired coat
Commands for rended heart he heeds
A call from empty words to deeds
Found wanting now the blood of lamb and goat

Glancing past the veil, lo! above the dome
The glory of Him on the throne
To whom is worship due alone
Intoning a strain to sing exiles home

— The End —