they say that love is forever
your forever is all that i need
please stay
as long as you need
can't promise that things won't broken
but i swear that i'll never leave
please stay
forever with me

love make me blind
so i couldn't see
all the lies you told
were right in front of me

since love make me blind
you make a fool of me
you make it look so perfect
when it wasn't meant to be

*your love made me blind

I swear with all my heart
Every boy I've ever loved
has wanted me to hurt

He set up a picnic
over the rail road tracks
just to watch the weight
of the train crush
my ribcage

And he laughed when
I asked why he'd do that...
Why he'd pretend that
this was lovely,
all the while knowing
that it would be ******

He laughed
and the butterflies
in my stomach
danced to the beat
of the breath between
his ivory teeth

And then I wonder why
pain is comforting,
And I wonder why
I feel alive
only when I cry

He said,
"This won't hurt a bit"
And then he ripped
my arm from the socket,
As I swooned over the
touch of his hand over mine

I said,
"I don't wanna be in agony"
And he said,
"Then stay the hell away from me"

And I could never decide
Which would cause more injury

be like a diamond,
precious and rare
not like a stone,
found everywhere
.
.
.
*you're just like a diamond. so precious yet so hard and rare to find. so precious till a point that i want to keep you forever and never ever wanted to lose you.
gtjz, i love you so much.

i see
the way you pressed your lips against mine
as you stroke my hair

with you
laying beside me
skin to skin
as your hands roam around my body

looking at me from eyes to eyes
as you whisper i love you
through my ears

.
.
.
*i realised it wasn't lust, it was love, and the feeling was so strong. it's unstoppable. never thought that i'll feel so loved and respected by my man. to have him, it's a blessing when he accepts you for who you really are.

i'm tired
i'm getting older
i'm getting weaker
*everyday.