I am jealous
When you stare at her
Because I'm afraid
you will find her prettier than me

i am jealous
When you get closer to her
Because I'm afraid
you will choose her over me

I am jealous
When you get to know her
Because I'm afraid
you will find her more interesting

I am jealous
When you give your attention to her        
Because I'm afraid
she will matter to you more than me

I am jealous
When you compare me to her
Because i know i can't compete

I am jealous
Every moment
everytime
Because I'm afraid
you will love her not me


{S.K}

I never know how much it hurts
To have your heart broken

I never know how much it hurts
To have a one sided love

I never know how much it hurts
To be the unrequited lover

I never know how much it hurts
To be the unwanted part

I never how much it hurts

Untill i saw
               The way you look at her



{S.K}

For once in my life
i want to look at the mirror without crying

For once in my life
i want to see the gaps between my thighs

For once in my life
i want to know how it feels to love and to be loved

For once in my life
i want to be the girl you fall in love with

For once in my life
i want to weigh myself without feeling bad about myself

For once in my life
i want to feel good about myself
to have my self esteem

For once in my life
i want to feel ENOUGH




{S.K}

I'm not that type of girl that is always praised of her beauty or intelligence

I'm not that type of girl that everyone likes

I'm not that type of girl with bright eyes and clear skin and long soft hair

I'm not that type of girl with sweet smile and cute laugh

I'm not that type of girl boys fall in love with

I'm that type of girl you never want




{S.K}

Don't ever dream about him
He's just another delusional story
       Of your mind

Don't dream so much,
      That you can feel his hand gently stroking your face

Don't dream so much,
        That you can feel his lips kissing your scars

Don't dream so much,
        That you can feel his hand clutching yours

Don't dream so much,
       That you can feel his arms embracing you

Don't dream so much,
      That you can feel your pair of lips attached to his

Don't dream that one day
    He will love you
    Or he will want you

Because he never will
You're just a shadow, an illusion
       And you will always be

{S.K}

I can see his face clearly
I can feel his touch
I can hear his voice
I can remember every inch about him
               Do you think I will ever forget?
               'Cause I'm afraid that one day I will

And when that day come ...

I can no longer see his face
I cannot feel his hand touching my face
I can no longer hear his voice

That is when my eyes are open
        To see reality

That he's gone
               He's no longer around

{S.K}