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Rexhep Morina Oct 2016
concealed by the fog,
shaded by the darkness,
dulled emotions
sharpen inbetween the haze.

silenced by the rain drops.
leftout,
to only hear my own heartbeat,
each second seems longer than the other.

time is my friend,
time is my enemy,
whats is time?
nothing but a human construct;
a creation of the self,
by the self,
for the self.

my vision is blurred,
sight is a luxury
in such nights.
in such nights,
we get devoured
by our own thoughts.

eaten alive
by things unsaid,
screams that no one can hear,
no one can feel,
but our self.
pt  Oct 2013
Its never too late
pt Oct 2013
you've been lied to, you've been cheated
you've been hurt, you've been disgraced
you've been leftout,you've been accused
you're heart was stolen and then abused

you have cuts, you have bruises
your heart was ripped into pieces
it was burned, lit up into flames
you're done and you're sick of the games

but one day you'll love again
let go of all the pain
you'll find yourself dancing in the rain
with no guilt, no shame

someone is there who can wait for you forever
who'll never give up on you, not even in cold and fever
I know my friend its hard for you to trust
But  belive me you'll find love that has been lost
just gave a shot
charmaine  May 2017
darkcircles
charmaine May 2017
I'm tired of being nice,
tired of cuddling your feelings
and burning mine.
I'm tired of being angry.
Destroying my body and mind
and cutting you out of my life.
I'm tired of being sad.
Crying and eating and repeating.
I'm tired of feeling crazy,
feeling leftout and brokendown.
I'm tired of my eyes,
waiting up for a message that
will never come.

I'm tired, but I cannot sleep.

Sometimes, I get tired of living and the living. Those such as me who hope for unconditional love and those who want world peace.

I'm tired of being nice.
Laughing at bad jokes and smiling to scare off bad men.
I'm tired of being tired, I wish their was another word to use.

I'm just too tired to look.
endless sleep
PEARL SMOKE  Sep 2017
Lostlo
PEARL SMOKE Sep 2017
You hurt Me in the beginning
Continued Hurting
me in the middle.
After all, I Gave You A Chance. Although you deserved So little.
My Love was Given to You.
I Gave You my body & Mind.
I opened and gave you my time.
I closed and shut anything that will Get in between spending time.
What did I do to deserve this?
I Gave You everything I could !
Dropped everyone for You!
I centered You In
My life.
Baby you became my world.
After All The Disrespect and lies
I Invested all my happiness in Your life. Focused on How to treat you right. biggest mistake I've made. For You, The attention and so much love I Showedd You . I lost Focus on what was the main thing. I Abandoned the task that was most important & Should have been placed over everyone and everything.
I left my recovery behind .
All For A soul that wasn't mutual to mine.
Sobriety was most important.
I lost myself and never found me.
I never retouched connection with what was going to help me.
I was told not to get in a relationship on my 1st yr clean.
They warned it will damage and make Recovering much harder than what it was supposed to be.
Throughout this relationship I felt nothing but
sorrow & pain.
Tears and Frustration  
Dissapointment & heartaches
un explanations.
I Was destroyd even more.
I was tossed & played.
My Love has fade and I lost interest in faith.
It was a huge mistake.
My heart got broken
My Love lost its feel
I have no Wants
To be in love ever again.
Thank You "baby..."
For Contributing to my depression
To Teaming up and ******* my life Up like my addiction.
Team players, both got your wish.
I'm left Hopeless , I feel worthless
Yet I'm in need of your presence.
I fell inlove With A new love.
The feelings of being
let down, Broken, Crushed & ruined. Feeling unwanted
Leftout & Forgotten.
im Obssessed With Dwelling.
Replaying Scenarios Of my heart Being Stomped. I'm sprung on The Thoughts of being loved by no one because I'm not good enough.
How upsetting

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