Roaming to and hither, with no sense of direction.
Taking a moments pause for self reflection.
Something so inate, has me feeling irate.
The anger is confusing, leaves me questioning.
What ever was it's beckoning?
Trying to center myself and breathe.
Lest this attitude never leave.
All that dwells within shall weigh me down, unless I can lighten my burdens and figure them out.
Cast away these shackles that hinder my mind and soul.
Eager to ease my own spirit.
Gazing at the stars and letting my mind wander adrift.
Ebbing away at what's amiss.
I find myself solitary and wandering.
The breeze soothing, the rain misting my skin, in a damp, cool layer.
Here I am wandering, without a prayer.

I have given you so much of myself.
That I became lost in you.
So much time and thought, I still don't know what to do.
You forever encroach my thoughts and emotions.
I would've given you the world and swam oceans.
Just for the chance to love you.
You seem to want to bid me adieu.
This love makes me feel lost.
I'd love you no matter the cost.
Through all your past bruises and scars.
I love you for who you are.
I'd search the world over for you, over and again.
You are the love that I have found.

Your voice, a symphony of heaven
divinely orchestrated.
Cascading lovely silhouettes unto my ears. Shaking and uprooting my fears.
Giving me strength I knew not of.
Lifting me and showing me a new light. Guiding me in to a place so beautiful. I find my heart. So loving and open for you. Hoping you accept me in yours as I have you in mine.
You are the reason I walk with confidence and pride anew. I emerge a new man, a metamorphosis I owe to you. I am humbled. I value what you have taught me and hope to continue to learn. So sinfully beautiful you are to me. So lovingly yours if you allowed it. So yours. So lovingly yours.

You are everything to me.
You are the air that I breathe.
You are my joy.
Even when you are coy.
You are the love that I feel.
You are what I needed to heal.
You are my feet when I cannot stand.
You are my world because I am but a man.
You are every detail of the plan.
You are sanity when the world is crazy.
You are my motivation if I feel lazy.
You are who I want to make memories with.
You are my love sealed with a kiss.
You are my foundation when my world falls apart.
You are who I trust with my heart.
You are my world, my life, my everything and more.
You are.

I miss the Summer that made me feel alive.
I miss the Summer who gives me drive.
I miss the Summer that looks at me with so much passion.
I miss the Summer who takes action.
I love the Summer that flirts.
I love the Summer that wears my shirts.
I love the Summer that takes away everything that hurts.
I love the Summer that's my world.
I love you Summer.

I don't like how this feels.
You were supposed to help me heal.
I can't stand you looking at him.
Why am I not good enough?
Why do I have to be so tough?
This hurts so much.
He isn't right for you.
Why does it have to be a choice?
I want to love you so much.
I want to feel your touch.
I want our hearts to be one.
But I feel like I'm done.
I don't want to be.
I want it to be me.
I don't know.