Its so ironic
How I look at you
Hoping for you to look back at me

But when our eyes meet
I look away
Because I don't want you to
See how much I need you
*~ r.s

I wouldn't consider myself depressed.
I have times when I'd laugh at a joke,
or smile at someone on the street.
Forget for a split second that I have any problems.
But then when it gets dark.
And I'm in my room, all alone.
I realise how depressed I really am.
*~ r.s

Everyone has that one friend.
Someone who they'd pick over anyone,
To talk to about their deep thoughts,
Hang out with every now and then.

It doesn't matter.
They're the first choice.

I get an empty feeling
In my chest,
When I realise,
I'm not that friend to anyone.
*~ r.s

I've stopped telling myself I'm lost
I'm not lost

I'm on a road to no destination, I'm just hoping that when I find the right place, a place that I like, I'll just stay there

I'm not lost, I'm on my way.
*~ r.s

Never chase success
Chase excellence
Success will chase after you

It was not my ear you whispered,
But it was my heart.

And it was not my lips you kissed,
It was my soul.
*~ r.s

We can't turn our emotions off.
If only it was that easy,
I'd be the most heartless person around.
If only I could turn these emotions off.
*~ r.s