Two magnets holding on they won't ever let go fit together so perfectly, every groove aligned. Every broken shard, painful and sharp when alone somehow compliments, strengthens the unison. (With every minute) they pull each other in closer continue to intrigue and enchant one another until they're all the other can see. It's not possible to be near them and Not feel their pull And wish to be part of something magical even though it might just be science.
These magnets, so perfect, so fitted. And between them (so close to invisible) a piece of tissue-paper so fragile almost not there covered in creases and tiny rips Holding on. Maybe not holding on so much as letting the magnets hold it there. Hold it together. Keep it from falling apart (further). Despite the tiny holes it tears in its skin to remind itself it still exists.
But no matter what my nature I cannot help wishing I was not a tissue but a magnet, too. I was not keeping you apart in such tiny, almost unnoticeable (but not quite) ways. I think of pulling away every minute you get closer. But the same force that holds me together here, if I left, would rip the heart out of me.
November 21, 2013
i ****** up. again. i wish i could say i was surprised.