I want to reach out pull you back into my life To bear the obligatory anger to revisit the reasons I shut us out Both selfish and selfless because I love you and because I still love you. Because happiness for you was threatened by me because however selfishly I wanted and because it is never to be. You are a dream, an ideal an immortal muse that should not be real. But, selfishly, I desire. Selfishly, I'm weak. Because god ******* ****** I need you to speak! I need those words that ignite passion inside me I need the sound of your breath so that I may breathe. I need the stare that looks deep, then down and away...; that bitten lip.... that timeless face. We share stomach scars and we stared at silent stars I miss the intensity that Distance knew as ours. I need the unique bond I've only found with you, my inspiration. My goddess my friend, my muse.
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This is the poem I mentioned in my profile. It came to me after a VERY long unmotivated time in my life where I barely wrote. I was very inspired, thinking of my long lost love and where she could be. We are now together and have found our destiny.