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Feb 2014 · 524
Valentine's Day
Pauline Celerio Feb 2014
Everywhere I look, I see love.
Everyone with hands held intertwined;
with eyes shining in twinkling light;
with hearts beating as one.
Everywhere I look, I see love.
Everyone with their brightest smiles;
with their magic touch;
with their look of love.
I somewhat feel so alone.
Treading my life on my own.
Alone.
Wishing for a love I can also have.
The fourteenth is fast approaching.
And this is my nineteenth year without.
But I am not going to complain.
But what's different this year,
is that I have you in my heart.
But I think you don't feel it,
And you still don't see it.
And maybe I'm at fault,
'Cause I am afraid to tell;
I want to tell it all,
But I'm afraid I'll lose you.
This year I'm going to wish
Not for a love due to them
Not for a love because I'm alone
Not for a love I'll someday lose.
This year I'm going to wish
That for just a second you'd think of me
Just a second you'd realize,
Just a second, you'd feel.
I'm still treading that path alone,
But I will not complain;
You are the love I will yet obtain,
And for you, I'm willing to wait.
Jan 2014 · 850
Taking Chances
Pauline Celerio Jan 2014
I love you.
But as long as I don't take the risk
There will be nothing special.
But I treasure the friendship
we have right now
and this feeling that I want to suppress
keeps on growing somehow.
I tell myself to forget you.
And for once I did.
But one glimpse
One smile
Those heart-wrenching eyes
took me back to square one.
I love you.
But as long as I don't do anything
There will be nothing.
I treasure the something we have right now
And I don't want to lose you somehow
and be forever gone.
I love you.
But as long as I'm writing this poem
My feelings just take control
And I spill my heart into the pages.
I wake up every morning
thinking maybe I can see you
And I go back every evening,
thinking tomorrow maybe I would.
I want to ask you.
Do I have the chance?
Do I somehow have that spot in your heart?
Or am I just another girl?
This is unfair.
I keep on thinking of you.
But do you think about me too?
I keep on loving you.
But do you love me as much as I do?
I love you.
But as long as I keep pretending
As long as I fear the unknown
As long as you don't understand
You would never ever know.




Someday,
I'll tell you someday.
But for now,
This is just gonna be another day.
Jan 2014 · 4.1k
How Can I Unlove You?
Pauline Celerio Jan 2014
How can I unlove you?
Shall I unsee the luminescent smile you make?
Shall I unfeel the heavy breaths I take?
Shall I undraw your image inside my head?
Shall I unhold our memories instead?
Shall I unwrite the song I made for you?
Shall I untell my heart to stop beating too?
Shall I uncling to my tiny sliver of forever?
Shall I undream of what we can become together?
Shall I unremember the light on your face?
Shall I unrecall my saving grace?
Shall I ungrasp this love I know true,
But the question is...

Is it possible to unlove you?
Jan 2014 · 519
I Still Remember
Pauline Celerio Jan 2014
I'm here.
                                                                                                                                                         You're there.
I daydream.
                                                                                                                                                  You don't see me.
My world is in fiction.  
                                                                                                                        Your world does not include me.
                        I pass by the busy halls.
                                                                                  You pass by the busy halls.
                                                                    I walk.
                                                                    You walk.
                                                                                        I walk.
                                                    You walk.
                                                                                        I know I passed by you.
                                 I'm just a random face.
                                                                                                I stop.
            You still walk.
                                                                                                I glanced over and saw your retreating back.
You disappear.
u disappear.
disappear.
ppear.
ar.
r.

                                                                                                   I sigh and walk on.
                                                                                                   I replay it in my head.
                                                                                                   Just a glance is enough.
                                                                                                   I know I cannot wish for more.

      The time passes.
                                  The time passes.
                                                               The time passes.
                                                                                             The time passes.
                                                                                                                          The time passes.
You savor the victory of your team.
                                                                                                   I savor the victory of seeing you smile.
It's a golden path you have to take,
                                                                                                   And I'm still wishing you're mine.
                                                           The year is about to end.
You're still there.
                                                                                                                                                        I'm still here.
You still make my heart beat.
                                                                                                                                 I'm still stuck waiting here.
                                                     It has been so many years since then,
                                                                                                                                 I saw you again.
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Jan 2014 · 671
Hidden Feelings
Pauline Celerio Jan 2014
I know you wouldn't be there but I always
think that you'd somehow appear.
I don't understand how this really works but I
love the way you make me forget my fears.
You just needed to smile and tell me it's alright
but I know it is too good to be true.
You never even glanced my way tonight,
don't you think I deserve a chance too?
See how the star sparkles even so far away
How they eternally inspired painters and poets;
My hands try to reach the vast cold space,
Eyes closed. Heart open. Mind blank for a moment.
Light and warmth envelope me,
Up away in the sky I'll daydream.
When the time comes that you'll know me,
You're my star, and you'll know in time; but
Near the end, you might never know why.

But maybe, just maybe,
You just have to read between the lines.
Jan 2014 · 556
Between the Lines
Pauline Celerio Jan 2014
You know that complicating feeling?
When you can't say what you mean to say,
and now I'm staring to the ceiling.
That split second on replay.
Don't you know I secretly wondered
and I hoped that you would see through me?
I might say you're a feeler,
But what I mean is we could be together.
I might say "are you so sure?"
But what I mean is we should think 'forever'.
In this confusion
is a confession
close your ears, LISTEN WITH YOUR HEART.
And this time,
You have to read between the lines.
Jan 2014 · 864
The Bird Who Wished to Fly
Pauline Celerio Jan 2014
Once upon a time in a land faraway
Was a little bird who wished to fly.
Decked on the branch of the sturdiest tree,
He wished to someday soar so high.
He watched the blazing September sun,
and felt the chilly mountain breeze--
But the beauty he wished to the mountain god
Was to finally have his own pair of wings.
The seasons changed and leaves have fallen,
But the little bird has never forgotten.
Someday he'd join his father soar,
in the beauty of the lovely September morn.
The seasons changed and the leaves have grown,
Yet the little bird still wished to fly;
And little has the little bird known,
that the mountain god has already tried.
The god has given the wings he wanted,
and gave it to his father dearest.
But the mighty father with the greatest feather,
has hidden the wings the little bird wanted.
The seasons changed and the flowers mourned,
And the little bird still wished to fly,
and when the mighty sun has finally adjourned,
the little bird was left to cry.
But one strange December night,
the little bird saw his father come,
and up in flames his father light,
the wings that was supposedly his.
The little bird did not understand,
and his father said he did it for love
and the little bird has nothing left
But a memory of the wings long gone.
The little bird did not understand,
for he knew he was born for the sky,
and never again would he feel the land,
And never again would he hope to fly.
The father thought his son was fine,
and showered him with everything:
But then his son, with his piercing eyes,
told his father to remind:

"What's a sun without its fire,
to bring its light to everything?
I'm meant to soar, I'm meant to fly,
But what's a bird without his wings?"
Jan 2014 · 499
I Dream
Pauline Celerio Jan 2014
I am and I dream
And there is no one to hinder
I believe
that the time to start is now.
To start is to see the goal
And step forward one by one.
I feel
that the closer I get
the stronger I become.
To move is find courage.
I conquer.
Savoring the taste of victory;
Breathing in the scent of success;
The thundering applause echo in;
I have grasped the goal.
At last! At last!
I look back the track I have walked
And remembered the pain I've through.
I looked forward once again
And saw the goal ahead.
In this never-ending quest,
In this never-ending hope.
I see and I believe.
I can and I conquer.
And when I arrive, I surmise
I am here.
Because I am and I dream.
Pauline Celerio Jan 2014
I live because I love
Though love has become tainted
with sweet-nothings and promises
that people cannot keep.
I live because I love
Though love has become a dream
of a fantasy world and white horses
but never in reality.
I live because I love.
Even if they tell me there is nothing but pain
But pain is because of perfection
And perfection does not remain.
I live because I love.
Though they tell me there is no forever
That one day I'm going to wake up
With the broken pieces of my heart.
I live because I love.
Because I believe in happy endings.
And happiness does not mean
only smiles and laughter.
I live because I love.
Because I believe in forever.
And forever is not the endless time,
But the endless chances to love better.
I live because I love.
Because I accept that we sometimes err,
And love is forgiveness,
To start anew, to start over.
But if I think I've loved enough,
I've been hurt enough,
I've cried enough,
I realize
That I haven't loved at all.
The time will come when I will be gone,
But I know I'll say I've lived because I loved.
Time will pass and people will still wonder,
about life, love,
and the reality of forever.
Pauline Celerio Jan 2014
It's a fire in the cold
It's brighter than gold
It's a burning sensation turning hundredfold
It's like playing in the rain
in a blazing game
Sunset raging in the glow of the wildfire flames.
It's the thunder of the beat of the summer drum
It's a crazy conversation don't know where it's from.
It's the radiance of the bright blue white light
It's the feeling when two people love
and get it right.
Jan 2014 · 639
Glimmer of a Dream
Pauline Celerio Jan 2014
Beyond the luminescence of the morning sun glory
Is a fleeting little dream in the middle of darkness;
I dream of a spark that is yet to bring beams
I dream of a flicker that is yet to bring brightness.

I dream in a world where anything can happen;
I dream in a world of what I desire;
I dream in a hope that there will be something
A sparkle of light turning in a burning fire.

The daybreak drove the dancing lights to end;
As the dancing lights left my iris eyes.
The embers of my dream is my secret friend;
And my embers will one day ignite.

I prepare my armor, my sword and my mind
I prepare to realize, shouting my battle cry.
I prepare my heart, my wings and my soul
I prepare to fully grasp my sparkling goal.

And the twinkling light in my darkest reverie,
Became the radiance incomparable to any.
At last! At last! It’s in my hands,
But then up above, I fully understand.

I still go back to that glimmer of a dream,
Where I first saw the little twinkling light.
For it is in those simple humble things
I realize the time of my life.
Jan 2014 · 3.5k
Selfless Love
Pauline Celerio Jan 2014
I am just another person
Unimportant as a speck of dust
In this beautiful paradise.
But there is something I can do
And I'll do it with love
and trust and sacrifice.
I am just another face
in this beautiful world
But I will hold your hand
And feel your pain.
I am just another girl
one of life's mysteries
But I will embrace my enemy
just as I would with my sister.
I am only a flicker,
and as mysterious as life is
I will soon return to the skies
But at least I helped my neighbor
without thinking of myself.
For I know that in being selfless
There is bravery.
There is love.
There is both.
For I know that in being selfless
Is the bravest thing
in this world.
Still I am just another
And another would be born
At least I left a memory
of a heart that is warmed.
Jan 2014 · 1.1k
What If?
Pauline Celerio Jan 2014
I looked down the steep cliff I'm standing on
And I tell myself, it's okay.
But in truth, it's not.
Because I replay a scene in my head
That I would fall and break
And then I'm gone.
I looked at the guy right in front of me.
And I tell myself, it's okay.
But in truth, I'm not.
Because I want to share my heart with him
And be each other's strength.
But my heart is glass.
I looked in front of the mirror
And asked myself, "why?"
And I found an answer
to why do I
have to be this way.
In every fear that I face,
I ask, "What if?"
A future that might happen
A future that might not.
What if I fall?
What if I break?
Too many what-ifs
Too many to waste.
It is the seed of fear.
The seed of restlessness.
To be engulfed in the branches of suffocation
Because of a two-word simple question,
What if?
There is blue in the great vast sky.
There is green in the towering mountains.
Wouldn't it be stupid not to open your eyes
Because you ask yourself, "What if I go blind?"
We do not want to be hurt.
We do not want the pain.
So we hide.
Hide.
Hide in the soft, caring embrace of fear,
But we do not experience life.
For before there is a butterfly,
there is the breaking of a cocoon.
Before there is the sun,
there is the breaking of the dawn.
It hit me.
Hit me hard.
Hit me fast.
Hit me through.
There is nothing wrong to be afraid.
But to stay afraid for the rest of your life,
is like holding a sword
but hiding in the war.
We have the power to fight.
We have the power to break free.
The first step is to stop
asking "What if?"
There is a magnificent world right there in front of us.
There is beauty of every kind.
And fear keeps us contained,
to experience what God has provided.
Earth is beautiful.
Life is beautiful.
It's too wasteful to waste it,
to live it with What-ifs.

— The End —