Every day of my life
Is the exact same
As the day before it

The same people
Doing the same things
Treating me the same way

All day I smile and talk to people
And tell them I'm doing fine
I can't tell them the truth
Because I'm no longer mine

I don't feel bad for Lying to them
Imagine if I told the truth
Because people think mental illness
Is nothing because they don't have proof

But how do you tell someone
That every second that your breathing
Your wishing that you weren't
Because life is a fire
And hope just gets you burnt

Eventually you'll stop crying
And and you'll heart will always hurt
Your body will shut down
While your eyes refuse to shut

Your brain will not stop thinking
About every little thing
While insomnia cradles you
And anxiety takes over

Soon enough your body will be exhausted
And everything is an effort
So you just sit there and think
About every single word you've said

Depression locked me in its cage and through away the key
Now I just sit here
And think about what I could have been.

Time has stopped and you can feel every miller second passing by you blowing the hair off your face as they tick away into oblivion and you know that it's time.
You watch him get closer though now he's just a tiny little spec in the distance but soon enough he's standing in front you and he looks you dead in the eyes and holds your face gently; he wipes away a stray tear from your eyes and says your name.
You breath out in the silent air and think about the way he said your name and how it came out so perfect and flawlessly like it was the only word he'd known.
"Are you ready" he says clutching your hands tighter
"Yes" you reply closing your eyes and wiating;
you feel the cold metal against your pale, soft skin.
Then you wake up
it has only been about two seconds  but it felt like hours you stood there and looked into that beautiful mans eyes. When you realise your awake you pull the trigger and fade off into oblivion...

Living is my biggest fear
And fear controls our lives
So I would just be better off
If I don't even try to survive

Life is a mess that we can't clean up
Or fire we can't put out
So sit there and let the flames consume you
Because no one cares if you scream or shout

No one in the whole wide world
Has your back except for you
So protect yourself no matter what
And do what you've got to do

But me on the other hand
Well I'm sick of trying
Sick of all these tears
And always god ****** crying

Sick of people hugging me
And telling me I must be strong
Well sorry for the confusion
And correct me if I'm wrong

But you don't feel what I feel
Or know the **** I know
So back the hell away from me
Because at pain I'm the pro

When death comes after me
I'll be there waiting
With all my bags packed
Because if living was a job
Life would have given me the sack

I'm not afraid of dying
And I know I'll go in grace
That's why I'll  wait for my dying breath
So I can leave this god awful place.

The words just don't exist,
To describe my feelings for you,
The day you tell me you love me
Is the day my dreams will come true

My love is strong and unbreakable
And that's a solmen vow
I'm so god ****** in love with you
yet I still don't understand how

How did It come I'd  fall for you
Because I didn't even know I was falling
I can't bare the thought of not have you
So much that it's become galling

The extent of my love,will last forever
and it will never end
I just wish you would love me back,
And more then a bestfriend

I'll pour my heart out again
For you my one and and only,
I need you in my life
Because I'd be forever lonely.

You're  my unknown love,
But well known in my heart
Because every second you're  away
I can't bare to be apart

You're  my special, secret love
And I wish you knew just how I felt,
Because whenever were together
I can feel my heart start to melt

I do not have the words
To tell you how I feel
But I know for sure,
That they are very, very real.

I'm  just so god ****** grateful
For every second that we spend,
but my secret love, the day I stop loving you,
is the day my life will end.

The soldiers are bravely marching
They're hearts beating like a drum,
Up and over the trenches running at
Turk machine guns.
The survivers looked all around
And as far as they could see
We're Aussie soldiers death bound
Who risked their lives for me.
Not just for me, or even us
But for this big beautiful place,
We love to call our country.
I am proud to be Australian
As were our Aussie troops,
For their blood is my blood,
Forever Australian.

I Love you,
Can be interpreted in lots of different ways,
Like when I'm thinking about you
And my heart goes into a craze
So the words don't come out right,
And I get all flustered and red
All because you looked at me.
The words that went unsaid,
Still break my heart today,
Because instead of saying hello
I Love You is what I wished to say.