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Jan 2018 · 125
Pasiphaë
Sometimes, you find yourself standing on the battlements,
bows drawn, arrow ready, waiting for the enemy to appear.
You can sense the presence, hidden within the fog of war
that creeps its way, serpentine, across the battlefield,
but you wait and you wait and no monster comes forth,
no harbinger of death and evil assaults your position.
The enemy, your greatest foe, is inside you.
The fog of war is a smokescreen, a green screen,
that can allow you to project anything at all.
The realisation that the monsters aren’t out there,
that your greatest foe is actually in here,
that’s true fear,
that’s true horror.

All that is lost will be returned
on white waters a storm has churned.
Carried away on a river of hope,
finding comfort at the end of a rope.

Blinded by the sudden rush of decibels hanging on expletives,
lost in a labyrinth of your own making, your own Minos, your own Minotaur,
and where is your Pasiphaë? With Prometheus on the rocks?
She cries out your name but you only hear the shredded echo,
a solitary syllable full of emotion but the meaning is gone,
carried away on another zephyr, entering the useless canal of a deaf ear.
Unsung heroes climbing mountains to find the source of a myth.
Erstwhile, your devils dance in your heart, beating their own tattoo,
leaving bruises and clots where those things should never call home,
and the realisation that they are too severe to ever be repaired,
that’s true fear,
that’s true horror.

An echo reverberates across every land
                                                    And?
Searching for your heart in the clutches of Calypso
               So?
Jan 2018 · 110
Dulcinea
She left me moon-struck;
let me live in the stars
that sparkled in her eyes.
I became immortal
in the poetry of her skies.
Dec 2017 · 136
The Stillborn
I live alone in the spaces between other peoples’ lives,
where the light that does filter through looks dark,
like looking through a window in a building long abandoned,
where the hallways have gathered centuries of dust.
That’s where I reside, in the filaments of broken bulbs,
thrown away and forgotten as if I had never been.
Sometimes I crawl on hands and knees into view,
but I’m quickly glossed over by eyes that focus elsewhere.
I am a monster bricked up in a hidden room in a castle,
a beast that has been ostracised by those who never cared,
the fairy-tale where the beauty turned out to be an ogre,
and tried to drag me back to the hell from whence they came.
The scars I wear have been painted over by someone else’s pain,
and the hatred festered by someone who I thought had loved me
pushes me back into the spaces between other peoples’ lives.
My heart is filled with sadness again tonight,
I saw her face and again I fell in love once more.
How long must I wait to feel love’s light?

It caught me by surprise in how it felt so right,
in how I spoke to her each night whilst sitting on my floor.
My heart is filled with sadness again tonight.

It cannot come to this, but with all my might
I can’t fly over and knock gently upon her door.
How long must I wait to feel love’s light?

I see her face still, what a beautiful sight,
I always feel the heat of love burning in my core.
My heart is filled with sadness again tonight.

I feel the need to hear her voice again despite
the finality in her decision to let go. Mon amour,
how long must I wait to feel love’s light?

I felt so tall with her, now I’m searching for height
in all our stories, our mythologies and lore.
My heart is filled with sadness again tonight;
how long must I wait to feel love’s light?
In memory of a memory
Dec 2017 · 131
Keep You Warm
Outside, the snow falls slowly,
shards of angels’ wings as they’re shed
ready for their colourful summer foliage.
The wind breathes freezing whispers
and they caress our ears,
reddening them and our cheeks.

I carry you along the path,
and I nearly slip
and you definitely laugh.
Your laugh melts winter’s heart.
You shiver, delicate and fragile,
how bad the cold saps your strength.

I lay you down by the fire,
but you don’t unhook your
hands from behind my neck.
You pull my face to yours
and kiss me softly on frozen lips.
Our noses barely touch,
our eyes closed within the moment,
and I can feel your heart
skip and leap as the heat returns.

I will keep you warm all winter,
as the snow continues to fall,
as the air grows ever colder.
I will keep you warm
until summer breaks through.
I will keep you warm.
I will keep you warm.
Dec 2017 · 128
American Mythology
The highway here runs to a point
on the horizon that looks so far away
it almost seems pointless in going after it.
The sky is monstrous, deep blue leviathan,
mouth agape, ready to swallow the world.

Thunderheads gather in the distance
ready to battle newer dawns.
The creeping shadows of yesteryear
still cling to the barren soil,
where blood was spilled in the name of nothing,
where land was lost in the spoils of something.
The thunderbird hasn’t been spotted for centuries.

Extinction seems to be a euphemism for life here,
where death imagines paradise,
she who draws pictures in the sand,
summoning a creature long forgotten,
burned up in the curse of the desert.
Somewhere in the thinly-defined contours
of the pale black distant hills,
an old man with a pipe might still dream.

I thought I saw you floating above the asphalt,
but you faded as I approached.
Your form gave way to air,
the mythology of your mirage
believed and prayed to by one.
That’s all your mythology needs,
I wouldn’t share my vision with others,
I’d want to all for my own.

Still the road goes on,
a coiled snake swallowing its tail.
I heard mention of the Ouroboros Trail,
somewhere not too far from here.
Maybe this is it, traveling in circles
far too big to feel, far too big to realise.
The thunderheads are in front of me.
Am I approaching the mouth of the snake?

The clouds grumble displeasure.
A forked-tongue bolt of lightning
bores a hole in the ground by my feet.
The light doesn’t blind, it caresses,
and memories regress to mythologies
as the snake opens up her mouth,
death draws one final symbol,
the old man takes one more draw of his pipe.

Here the mythologies never gave way completely.
Here is where the forgotten gods,
the forgotten stories, the forgotten realms,
all clash for the minds of the few who remember.
Was it the sound of thunder that shook my bones
or the sounds of angry gods reclaiming my soul?
Dec 2017 · 104
Digital
As soon as you go online,
your entire being becomes
nothing but a series of
ones and zeros.
You become inanimate,
you become digidull.
The problem with being
guided by starlight
is that even the glow
of a thousand stars
can’t shine on your path.

They have a look of eternity about them,
but their collective light is so weak.

Sometimes I think my gaze keeps them up,
if I look away, the magic gives way
and they fall to the ground and leave
their shards for us to cut our feet upon.

Tread softly, they loved having our eyes
conjure beauty from such a distance.

I shall sweep up the pieces and rebuild,
the sky looks so much darker without them.
Maybe the poems one day will mention my task,
how much I toiled to battle the dark.

I will arrange them to form new constellations
and each one will possess one of your qualities,
a constellation that flows like your hair,
a constellation that shines like your smile,
a constellation that doesn’t dim when you feel sad,
that gets brighter and brighter, lifting your spirits.

Look up at the stars tonight,
you’ll see me up there,
flitting here and there,
repairing the damage I caused
when I looked away for but a moment.
This isn’t my punishment,
this isn’t my curse,
this is my reward,
surrounded by light that allows you to dream,
allows you to wish upon a star once more.

Wish for me and I will come to you.
Wish for me and I will rescue you.
Dec 2017 · 97
Time
Maybe I’m addicted to the pain of waking up,
having the light burn my eyes after so many hours of darkness
where I find a home each night in the emptiness of a bed
I share with memories of the lives I’ve wasted to get where I am now.
What I could have been by now had I not ****** up so many times,
a doctor curing people with medicine, a writer curing people with words,
a teacher curing people with knowledge, a politician.
Here I sit with loneliness by my side as I think
of all the things I could have been and the time I spent dreaming.
A woman by my side, good as gold, heart of light,
a mind curated by the wisest of voices, all I need right now,
the only thing I dream of these days when everything else has gone,
reduced to rubble by the heavy-footed nature of time unforgiving.
The worst of it is that I know there will be worse to come
and I don’t know if I am strong enough to face it all on my own.
Dec 2017 · 122
Atom
An atom knows nothing of love and hate,
of hope, passion, apathy, and rejection.
It knows nothing of whim and joy,
happiness, sadness, mirth, and attrition.
I am just a bundle of atoms,
why do I feel all these things and more?
What I have done to deserve this curse?
An atom is almost all empty space,
I feel that emptiness sometimes,
like now
like now
Dec 2017 · 246
Netta Fornario
You are a curse
You are ******, girl
We will find you
Death upon you
The die is cast


Help me, I beseech you!
I come to your island
in hopes you give me shelter
from the most evil of people!
They talk to me in my head
and have cursed my body and soul.
Please, give me sanctuary.
Please, I beg of you!


The monks looked at each other,
looked at the olive-skinned woman before them,
her green eyes bright like emeralds.
They allowed her access to the monastery,
shelter from the cold and whatever
evils this girl was on the run from.

We can see you.
We know you can hear us.
Devil girl!
**** Satan in Hell!


The girl collapsed as soon as she stepped inside.
Three monks carried her to a bedchamber
to the left of the vestibule she collapsed in.
They let her sleep in her cloak and gathered
by the altar to discuss what was to be done.

Wake up, girl.
Awaken!


She screamed, it echoing down the main hall of the abbey.

Help! Sirs, help me!
My feet are on fire.


The monks hurried to her chamber,
whereupon the site of the blood
caused two of them to collapse.
The other three asked what had happened.

The people who are after me,
they did this to me,
gouged wounds into the soles of my feet
so slow my progress.
They are coming!
Please help me!


They couldn’t help, they were too scared.
Was this woman in league with the devil?
They were too scared of the answer.
They asked her to leave, she could not be helped,
not in this abbey, not in the village,
not on the island or any land on Earth.

But I am in need!
Yes, I have made a terrible mistake
but let me repent!
If you cast me out,
I am dead.


The monks still conscious cast her out…

**

She stumbled through the main road in the village,
her tears being blown towards her temples
by the gale that had arrived in her wake.
She tried speaking to the villagers.

Please help me!
I am of the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn
and I have a curse put upon me.
Please, I implore you,
help me, I am in desperate need.


The villagers ignored her, walked briskly
back to their houses and closed the doors to her.

We are here.
We can see you in our minds.
We summon you, Satan,
take this girl
back to her rightful home.


A flash of light engulfed the woman,
but none of the villagers saw it.
They had shunned her in her greatest time of need
and this poor woman succumbed to magic
that does not reside in this world.

They found her body in the morning,
the wounds deep in her soles still fresh,
and oddly, a cross carved into the ground beside her,
the dagger used laying by her blood-soaked feet.
None of the monks laid claim to that cross,
and no one laid claim to her body.
A group of men hurriedly dug her a grave
and laid her body to rest with no marker.

May your soul find its place
in the worst room of Hell.


Help me!
It hurts so much!
Please, anyone?
Help me!

Based very loosely on an urban legend. The storyline in my piece is vastly different to the story most commonly known, but I had to change it for the way I wanted to write this.

https://www.historicmysteries.com/netta-fornario/
The storm came quick, the first sign of it
being no more than an hour before it made landfall,
the three lighthouse keepers scrambled
to reach the west landing to secure everything down,
but as Thomas and James headed out,
leaving Donald inside the lighthouse to check for passing ships,
the wind picked up, a tempest of biblical scale,
and the two were soon forced back inside.

The storm made landfall, whipping up the sea,
huge waves as tall as the tallest buildings ever built
hurtled towards the island and battered the cliffs,
washed away the sand and shingle from the beaches,
and quickly the seawater rose, hunting down the lighthouse.
Inside, the three men stood by the light,
keeping their eyes on any distant ships,
but all they could see was seaspray and darkness.
A wave rushed into a geo and at reaching the end,
shot up like a geyser into the cold, dark sky.

Fear and panic found themselves a home in these three hearts,
and death was waiting nearby, suspending in the clouds
as the howling wind continued unabated
to pound and destroy this otherwise uninhabited island.
They told stories of the mainland to pass the time,
talk about loved ones back home, like soldiers do.
Sharing photographs with each other, love letters,
the names of their children they feared they’d never see grow up.

James was the first to spot them, as he checked on the light.
It had gone out whilst they were chatting in the communal room.
James called on the others, and as they came up the steps,
he looked outside and saw the unmistakeable shimmering
of the distant lights of a ship through the spray and the gloom.
Those were not the only lights James spotted, though.
Another light, green and filmy, shone on the path
that wound its way down to the rising waters
crashing against the west landing as if it had to be destroyed.

James ran down the steps as the other two quickly followed,
calling out his name but James was transfixed on the light.
How it shimmered, how it danced, no reaction to the storm.
A will o’ the wisp he was sure of it, and follow it he must,
no man could ever resist the call of her beautiful light.
He made it out the door just beyond the grasp of Donald,
the storm, a hurricane for sure, nearly ripping the door from its hinges.
Donald and Thomas threw themselves outside
and nearly straight into the back of James, standing stationary,
leaning into the wind, as the wind slammed the door shut behind them.

There it floated, the light of lights, beautiful emerald, viscous,
the wind flowing straight through its etheric body.
Three pairs of eyes, transfixed, mesmerised, at this floating orb,
and it slowly started backing its way down the path
and the three men followed, their minds dreaming of nothing
but what beautiful sights the light had waiting for them.
Down the path they stumbled, oblivious to the wind now,
the storm something that happened in a former life.
A wave, the biggest so far to hit the island,
came down upon the three men and dashed their bodies on the ground,
and as the wave receded, it took their bodies too,
to a place no one since can summon up the courage to imagine.
Dec 2017 · 78
Luna
Shadows cast by moonlight don’t quite seem so dark now;
I suppose she too wonders what it is we lost.
Even the scratching branches of dead trees
look alive in the pale light of mourning.
The oxymoron isn’t lost, she keeps looking down, Mona Lisa smile
on the craters that line the rim of her lips.

I wonder if she knows of the holes in our hearts,
the tears in our souls, if her light doesn’t come down in rays
but in stitches, the healing power of a drifting love.
Can she feel the weight of our lives from so far away?
Does she listen to the prayers said in vain?
Dead syllables floating up like feathers,
broken syntax of the voices cut with pain.

Listen to the glisten of the frost in her coldest nights,
sometimes your name comes whispering through the mist,
fearless, furtive, affirmative in scope and in scale.
Yet there is something I have still to do,
as the moon continues her journey through the heart of the dark.
I must let you go.
I must lose you.

After wondering, I’m sure she knows exactly what she lost,
maybe that’s why she smiles, to hide just how much it hurts.
She might have holes in her heart,
she might have had her soul torn apart,
but if she speaks, her words get lost in the distance,
that awful distance that time itself cannot overcome.
Maybe I should be grateful I cannot hear her cry.

She sinks away, and her light is snuffed out by the dark,
without whimper, without fear, a little sparkle in her eye.
She knows and so do we, she will rise again,
but a little part of her will be lost, swallowed by shadow,
but eventually time will repair her and make her whole once more.
I think that’s why she’s there,
why she always smiles.
She shows us we can survive, if we really want to.
Light and dark, it comes and goes, but the dark is necessary
to appreciate the true beauty of the light.

That is why she’s there.
That is her beautiful gift.
Cessation of breath
Come to me, death
How I made the world
my own little orb
Dust to dust and
rust to rust to rest
Find my soul flying
as my body dying
with grass at my feet
smile on my face
Gathered my dreams
and far flung hopes
and threw away
Sometimes I thought
that the dark was mine
but I had light
in me all along
Shining on bright
like summer sunbeams
I shared my light
even if that
kept me in darkness
My life is so
fleeting and brief
but I had one
hell of a time
with you all
Goodnight
Dec 2017 · 78
Vice
I need you, I want you, I must have you,
every which way I truly must.
To have your naked flesh on mine,
succumbing to my inhibited lust.

I browse the selections on dark street corners,
hoping to find one that looks like you,
but it doesn’t feel the same, with the wrong name,
this lust is false, this vice is true.

I dream every night of you moaning my name
as the sheets get heavy with midnight dew.
The art of ******* makes way for silence
as I realise I may never get to meet you.

Are you as real as you are in my head?
I seem to know your most intimate curves.
I know all your hopes, your kinks and your heat,
the way your ****** energy electrifies your nerves.

I need you tonight, make love in the moonlight,
make you howl at the sky like a wolf in heat.
The wind on your breath fanning the fire in your eyes,
leave you so breathless you need to take a seat.

Come and be mine, I call your name now,
land on me gently, we can be rough in a while.
Lie in my arms so I can savour your scent,
your *** is a bonfire, my lust a woodpile.
Dec 2017 · 73
Secret Seduction
Entwined together like ivy and a railing,
dreaming of evolution and the subtle art of nailing.
Bedsheets stuck to our backs as they sweat,
our secret seduction, our little tete-a-tete.
Body slides on body, the moaning of encumbrance,
the incorruptible pleasure associated with circumference.
Your tears belie the pleasure flowing from your carnal side,
let go of all your troubles, sweep me out with your tide.
Nov 2017 · 94
Gothic
I know it’s watching me from between the dusty pines,
learning my path and mimicking my gait.
Maybe it’s just my shadow and the light is playing tricks,
but I swear it moves for a fraction of a second after I stop.
Maybe it’s the ice in the air that is refracting it all wrong,
maybe there is nothing to fear but the illusion of safety.
Still I stumble on down this narrow, winding path,
branches snagging on my sleeves and slowing down my pace,
and all the while that shadow or whatever it is to be called,
keeps up with me and never lets me out of his hungry gaze.

The trees are never-ending, there is no break that I can see,
no meadow swaying with grass so green in a murmuring breeze,
just the sound of my own heartbeat pulsing in my ears,
drowning out the footsteps my shadow must surely make.
There are other shadows creeping in from the corner of my sight,
the light I’ve come to take for granted fading from my view,
but still I persevere and determined to overcome
whatever may be hunting me, whatever must be there.
But a dream this is, no mortal man should fear what isn’t there,
a mirage of such sublime beauty that no one could ever believe.

And I stop.
Frozen in place.
It is in front of me.
It is I myself.
There I stand.
The dark me.
The me I hide.

It speaks my name.
The language of horror.
Riddles and rhymes.
He comes at me.
I try to fight.
There is no point.

The woods this time of year are a much deeper shade of green,
and the ice hanging in the air shimmers like dead angels.
But the snow around my feet slowly begins to melt
as the darkness and heat come flooding in and take over my being.
There’s a storm coming,
I can feel its teeth in the wind,
biting at my face and fingers.
I can hear it too,
the low growl of a hungry carnivore,
the rumbling of a thunderous gut.

Everyone is oblivious,
there is danger coming
and it is so palpable.
Can you not taste it?
Can you not smell it?
The hot breath of death
vibrating the back of your neck?

Everyone is so busy,
*******, texting, *******, crying.
Death is at your heels
and you do not know.
A thousand crows make landfall
and you think something else has died?

There’s a storm coming.
You can wish it away
but this is no fairytale.
There is no magic to save you,
no antique lamp to rub.
What you think is your skin
is just a body bag.
Your soul just a flirtatious rumour.
Nov 2017 · 90
Made of Rain
What is this life but a dream?
Walking wearily to an indeterminable point,
what waits there I know too well,
an old friend ready to make my acquaintance once more.

Tread softly into that warm darkness.

I am made of rain,
and slowly my physical form drops away
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Nov 2017 · 128
All We Did Was Dance
Some of us look backwards too much,
regrets creeping through veins like cancer,
killing you slowly.

You take too much time to disorganise
all the hard work put into being happy,
for what? So you can hurt?

Look back, yes, look forward, yes,
but don’t live in those moments,
here is where you are.

Be thankful you can see what you see,
that you can think what you think,
you are extraordinary.

We have all lost those we have loved,
thought it was something more than it was.
All we did was dance.

But that is the beauty of memories,
that is the crux of mistakes,
you learn to be you.

Never settle for things you want,
they are demons that are never exorcised.
Go for what you need.

You and I, we are beautiful creatures,
sailing together on a common ocean.
Let’s find a safe port.

There’s no point fixating on the negatives,
make notes, cast them aside, and live again.
You are mortal. Live.
Nov 2017 · 133
Burgundy + Cinnamon
Those precious locks that glow like firelight,
they lighten up the brightest of days,
shine my world in darkest night.
Those eyes so blue like drops of ocean hue,
I could get lost in those constellations,
they are the prettiest of views.

Your soul is a mixture of burgundy and cinnamon,
a golden red so intoxicating,
what a lethal combination.
That smile you wear that shows so wide,
gleaming white pearls ‘tween lips,
from the crimson you sighed.

That fire within you dances so well with mine
that I can hardly take the breathlessness,
calm myself with a glass of wine.
Share a glass with me and give a toast to the universe
for bringing you and I together,
I hope our life isn’t terse.

You love good love and our love is true,
it effervesces with beauty,
our lives are born anew.
I left my heart open and you made yourself at home,
and brought with you perfection,
I swear I will never roam.

I give you all the love I could ever give,
you gave me hope in darkness,
a life I could finally live.
Our sorrows have now given way to delight,
I could tell you I love you every day,
I could show you every night.

All those I Love Yous would never ever come close
to how much you mean to me,
your love is a lethal dose.
“Find what you love and let it **** you,”
said Bukowski and I swear
it is all coming true.

I bathe in your light and your angelic radiance,
and I want to recite the poems you like,
and in your arms I’d dance.
Let’s create the finest art the world has ever seen,
they say your home is your castle,
will you be my Queen?
Nov 2017 · 114
deathclick
death is my paramour, opening up my agèd door
the fish are upside down, a portent for what’s to come
she takes my hand so slightly, takes my soul most nightly
drink up my darling girl, its not just gin or ***

my body lies in mourning, the day is still just dawning
all the eyes are crying, no one shows what’s real
spinning ever faster, life is one disaster
after another one, i dont know what to feel

splinters beneath my nails, this coffin never fails
to keep my body from decomposing every time
eyelids rigor mortised, all i have accomplished
flashes ‘fore my eyes and doesnt even rhyme

say hello to my sadness, my wholehearted medley madness
lying in the dark with no light to show my way
death is my one love, sent from those heavens above
this is out it pans out, my lonely passion play
Nov 2017 · 95
Singing Each Day Away
This is me, this is who I am,
a talker, a chatter, interested in all whom I meet.
These are my flaws, these are my questions,
to know every soul I interact with.
Some of you respond, some of you remain silent,
but this is who I am, singing each day away.
I might be too much, might look a bit nosey,
but my intentions are honest, don’t presume my mind.
I will not change, no one changes for me,
I just have an interest in all things human.
The words lost their meaning when people started losing their heads,
how they scurried about trying to find new meanings for old ideas.
Not one of them considered to look inside themselves for answers,
too busy hoping some miracles would happen to fall at their feet,
so they could hold them in their hands and show the world it was true,
their slightly deluded extrospection coming true in their own eyes.
It was not to be, however, as the skies turned black as coal
and the stars began to evaporate, and the smog replaced the clouds.
They lost their view of what was great and what was so beautiful,
how starlight had travelled for thousands of years to end in their eyes,
how every atom in their bodies reverberated with the universe’s energy,
how every painting ever painted contained its own secret magic,
how words always had their meanings in poems about love and hate.
Nov 2017 · 83
krickets
the grass is brown
the chirrips have stopped
a lonely
cricket
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Nov 2017 · 134
Armour
My armour’s off, love,
I have no fight left in me,
I’m too broken to raise arms
and battle my honour.

Pierce my chest, love,
stab me through my heart,
I am done with loving you
and not loving myself.

Take my soul, love,
the colour of lavender,
its glow has dimmed lately
and it wants to leave.

I can’t win, love,
I never could with you,
so claim another victory
and just let me rest.
Nov 2017 · 117
Supine
I’m afraid to die,
terrified of the vast nothing
creeping up on me.
Lie with me, supine,
on the living room floor.
Hold me close
and tell me it’s ok to be afraid.

I’m afraid to love,
terrified of breaking my heart
when I open it up.
Lie with me, supine,
on our bright green lawn.
Hold me close
and reassure me that love is good.

I’m afraid to live,
terrified of never finding my place
in this huge world.
Lie with me, supine,
on the bedroom floor.
Hold me close
and let me know nothing is in vain.

I’m afraid to die,
terrified of the great darkness
just around the corner.
Lie with me, supine,
on the roof of our car.
Hold me close
and tell me it’s ok to be afraid.

It’s ok to be afraid.
It’s ok to.
Be afraid.

Angels in the filaments,
cracks in the ornaments,
flies in the liniments,
gossamer in the parchments,
devils in the parliaments,
and love on the rocks with no ice.

Someday, this beautiful world of ours will be no more,
love is a drug I want to overdose on.
Nov 2017 · 221
Blossoms
The blossoms of the pink cherry tree
fall with a calmness through the air,
landing prettily on your coiled form,
this one on your rose red cheek
as you breathe with the universe.
Lying in prayer like an ammonite,
waiting for me to straighten you out,
and I am here, my sweetheart.
Coil no more, reach for the sky with me
and graze the great blue ocean
dangling above our beautiful heads.
Nov 2017 · 104
The Condemnation
I live far beyond the mountains of madness,
where the snow of winter gathers year-round.
I live in an ivory palace decorated with sadness
by a rushing river where many souls have drowned,
and as I gaze upon those stormy waters,
hostility arises from these old bones of mine.
A body came here from beyond the borders,
and left so soon, leaving neither mark nor sign.
How my heart aches for that tempest to return,
how my heart aches for a love lost and spurned.

But other thoughts begin to weary my mind,
her love was false and red flags were waved,
her claws in my heart, I was in such a bind.
There was no one around, I could never be saved,
a monster dressed in colours of summery weather,
a monster created from the depths of resentment.
She had anger in her wings, a blood-red feather
heralding my forthcoming discontentment.
The pen is mightier than the sword, so they say.
My pen will spill more blood than every sword in history.

All I ever was to her was a stepping stone,
“Chew on this for a bit while I search for myself,”
saw this old dog and threw him a ******* bone.
I have a suggestion, have you searched the bowels of hell?
You’re a ****, you see, that’s where you all come from.
***** like you come and go like days of the week.
Now you’re off getting your fix of another guy’s ***,
I hope he’s all you’re after, malleable and meek.
The Queen of *****, hell, the **** of *****,
always on the prowl and always on the hunt.

This is my love poem I dedicate to you,
a carousel of black lies and words that meant nothing.
I hope you find the time to read this, I really, really do,
but you don’t have the ***** to reply, to say a thing.
You’re a coward through and through, always ******* running,
handing out dreams and hope, snatching them back,
but that karmic wheel up there is always turning.
Karma has her eyes on you, you’ll get thrown off the tracks.
******* and all your dreams, your family and life,
my words are here to slice you like a very sharp knife.
Nov 2017 · 344
Rumi
Fall in love with a soul
that plays well with yours,
and the flowers of spring
will grow in your heart.
There is no thunder
without rains of August storms,
there is no silence
unless it is heard.

Walk the path you choose
and allows others to walk with you,
sometimes their own paths
join together with yours.
Hold hands with your darkness,
the sun will rise again.
Embrace the silent nights,
that’s when your heart speaks loudest.

Whatever you do in this world,
make it a story worth telling,
future people will look back
and grant you immortality.
You are at your strongest
when making peace with yourself.
Our souls are all connected,
everyone feels the pain.

Your life is blessed with persons
of every colour and creed.
Love each and every one of them,
we share a home together.
We are of the universe
and the universe is of us.
Shine bright like the sun
and reflect light like the moon.
Nov 2017 · 128
Wise Man
A wise man once said nothing
and all the idiots in the world
spent lifetimes decoding his message.

A wise man only ever says
what he needs to say.
Nothing more.
Nothing less.
Nov 2017 · 149
Ode to a Grandmother
Are you up there, Marian?
I don’t believe in heaven or hell
but I believe you’re in a parallel
universe that knows nothing of the conceit of death,
and in that universe, I got to know you
in the way that a grandson and grandmother should know each other.
All I have are the cigarettes, the agoraphobia, and your books,
ghosts and fantasies, the latter allowing you
to leave the little flat you lived in
the last time I saw you.

I see everyone talking about Thanksgiving,
how family is so important this time of year.
All coming together and talking into the night.
My mum said if you were alive today,
you’d be so proud of me, so proud of my writing,
and that you’d read every word I wrote
and you’d soak them up and feel every letter,
close your eyes at the cadence of the words,
the rhythms and the harmonics.
No one has ever said they were proud of me;
you’re the closest I have and you’re a dead stranger,
done away by the cigarettes
(ten years ago today)
that I now smoke in your honour.

I hope you find a way to read these words, Marian,
whether you can see this **** little poem of mine
from your everlasting parallel universe,
or if I’m wrong and you are here,
sitting on the edge of the bed beside me,
watching as my fingers conjure words on the screen like magic.

I love you, my beautiful stranger.
I miss you, grandmother gone.
It's been ten years, Marian. I love you
Nov 2017 · 99
The Anecdote
When someone tells you they love you,
hold onto them for dear life.
That kind of person never appears often.
Nov 2017 · 90
The Absent
You made a home in my heart
only to move out and take
everything with it.
Nov 2017 · 154
Love VI
This is my song, this is my plight,
I need your warm touch on this cold autumn night.
This is my soul, this is my voice,
I need to serenade you and hear you rejoice.
Nov 2017 · 99
Love V
I need a love that burns like fire,
turning me to ashes like a funeral pyre.
I need a love that kills me so slow,
feeling the heat from the firelight’s glow.
Nov 2017 · 96
Love IV
Did you know the heart glyph ♥
is meant to show two hearts together?
It may have once felt like myth,
but now it glows like summer weather.
Nov 2017 · 151
Love III
Billions of years crumble in an instant,
the speed of light suddenly not constant.
The laws of physics vanish from my view,
I can’t believe the universe produced a beauty such as you.
Nov 2017 · 159
Love II
Constellations gather in her eyes,
and from her sweet lips comes the faintest of sighs.
I don’t know what goes on in that head of hers
but I bet it is just the most beautiful verse.
Nov 2017 · 121
Love I
As she lay on the beach gathering sunburn,
I wondered if the Earth still turns,
because in that moment I truly knew
time stands still when I’m with you.
Nov 2017 · 190
Impressions of an Awakening
You know, something always bugged me about love.
I always assumed it was having someone there for you,
someone for you to care for and someone to care for you.
A star in a dark sky to show you the direction you were going,
the moon on your back lighting the way to somewhere warmer.
It was always an ember to me, something small but bright,
how it tricked your eye into being mesmerised by it,
how it danced on invisible winds and flowed like the air was water.
Sometimes it would happen little by little and other times all at once,
and when it was gone, it would make you beg for more,
have you scraping at the burning log to make more little embers.
I suppose there’s a beauty in that somehow, the subtlety of movement,
a staccato as a new breeze entered the ember’s airspace,
and how that little ember would judder in the air but still it would burn.

But years go by as they so often do, without warning or permission,
and you inevitably see things differently from a more mature viewpoint.
You have so much more to look back on, so much more to comprehend,
how everything you’ve ever done up to this point all fits together.
I don’t see love as one of those spritely little embers anymore,
love to me is so much more, a force of magic that binds souls together,
the universe, once thought so unforgiving, actually there to support you,
to guide you through the twilit marsh of existence, to heal the hurt.
I have experienced that magic firsthand, and I know it happens to everyone,
but so often we either look the other way or we can’t fathom what we see,
until it’s too late that is, when memories become cloudy with age,
when all that you had ever hoped to come true has been replaced by nothing,
but that too is magic, my friends, because magic knows nothing of time,
it transcends the very fabric of the universe that binds us.
Magic flows through the connections, seeps through the cracks,
and that is where love resides, not in the intimacy of no distance,
not in the warm embrace of someone who takes you for granted.
It’s in the very fibre of your being, you are composed of love,
of magic and the beautiful light show on display every waking moment.
Dance to the rhythm the universe provides, you are its melody.
Nov 2017 · 162
The Dead Don't Sing
Dance with me a little,
let me feel your hands in mine,
your hair brushing against my face.
Speak to me a little,
let me hear an angel’s voice,
your plosives giving way to silence.

But the dead don’t sing like they used to.
All the movies are black and white.
All the women look like Greta Garbo.
All the men look like James Stewart.
We’re all scared,
fear of the unknown
or something like that.
Not knowing what’s coming,
not understanding what’s been,
standing on the beach,
feet sinking into the hot sand,
wondering why the sunsets
don’t make you marvel any more.
Can’t see forests for trees,
can’t see constellations for stars,
can’t see fear for love,
can’t see love for fear.
Round and around we go,
playing and replaying,
time and time again,
what does it mean to hope?
A new future,
a light to cast the past in shadows,
or just an ember to light
a small speck of the path we’re on?
We’re all afraid of something,
all scared of nothing,
we’re strong and weak-willed,
heads held high and shoulders slumped,
ghosts in the architecture
of our mind palaces
we’ve built on past experiences.
The foundations are shaky
and the walls are close to collapse,
but this is our home, **** it!
Spread some joy,
speak to strangers,
learn about everyone,
question everything
and good heavens be kind to yourself.
This is your universe,
it cares about you.
Hit me a DM, always love learning about people
Nov 2017 · 129
Compass
Facing northward
Expecting eastward
Suspecting southward
Wishing westward
In a dream I had last night, I carved this onto the face of a stone step, and it was touted as the greatest poem ever written. My dreams annoy me sometimes
Nov 2017 · 83
Murder Mystery
My mind is my universe and through it
I see all that there has ever been
and all that has yet to come.
There is hope and fear and tragedy
still waiting their turn to knock on my door,
and I will receive each one graciously,
the perfect host and the haunted victim.
The body on the floor is mine,
and I am one of the suspects
and one of the investigators.
I know who caused my body to lie there,
dead and cold, lifeless and formless,
but I also don’t know who did it,
only one part of me witnessed it
and that part of me is forever silent.
There is no communication between my other selves.

Have I fallen to my own hand
or has another stepped in to make me bleed?
There is no weapon, no apparent motive,
just a body and a lot of head scratching.
I know it was my heart that died last,
we could all hear it thud against the floorboards
long after the thump of my body hit.
Could it possibly be that it just happened,
a natural end to an unnatural life?
No, it doesn’t feel right, I can feel the magic
in the universe and it is drawing us elsewhere,
so we split up and look for clues.

Sometimes, mysteries appear and everyone tries
their hardest to find a solution to it,
much like watching a magician perform the perfect trick
and you just have to know how it was achieved.
Of course, he will never tell his secret, it ruins the fun,
and maybe this is another example,
a cosmic joke, the explanation of which ruining the performance.
There are no clues to be found anywhere,
so we all shrug and leave, never to complete the puzzle,
but we all love mysteries, we can’t leave things unsolved,
it just doesn’t feel quite right, you know?
Something awful took place this dark night.
Something terrible happened to fate this night.
Nov 2017 · 88
The Painter
Blank canvas, no shape, no weight,
a world to create, no pain, no hate.
Purple sky, evening cloud, no rain,
hope and tranquillity rules this domain.
Evergreen trees, a path, a cabin,
a lake of green to forever swim in.
Darkness is needed to appreciate the light,
heavy blues speckled with white.
Valleys so low, mountains so high,
there is no colour for the shape of your eyes.
The weight of a life, let it all blend together,
hidden details, a wave, flowing forever.
A soul is bled, hope, no lies,
stories to tell, words for the wise.
Your own little world, framed in a painting,
your own little world, free of explaining.
Nov 2017 · 147
Birdsong
Sailing away on a beautiful boat,
remembering all the pretty lines you wrote,
of love and hope and future bright,
of dreams and homes and white moonlight.
Subtlety is key I have deduced,
my wants are now all but reduced.
Now I realise anew,
all I ever needed was you.

It’s not over yet, I’ve convinced myself,
not yet shall I put you back on the shelf,
because the only need I have right now
is convince you to give me a chance somehow.
I spoke today to the wisest woman,
who said to me to err is human.
Do not assume she cares not too,
she too fell in love with you.

I wish I could write what my heart wants,
but wants are ghosts that love to haunt
the hearts and souls of weak-willed men
but no longer will I be one of them.
I am as strong as the days are long,
but I can still cry to a lonely birdsong.
One day I will prove how much I have learned,
and hope that someday your love will be earned.
Nov 2017 · 235
Death is Here
I am a corpse when I sleep,
and rotten vines grow from my forelimbs,
reaching for an indeterminate point
somewhere in the atmosphere above me.

Nightmares reign in my dreamscapes,
green apples dripping with red poison,
my bed aflame with hellfire
and why will I not awaken?

Something dark breathes hot and heavy on my neck.
Who are you to call upon me at this godforsaken hour?
Nov 2017 · 103
The Drifter
One day I will
find my home,
and I hope
I meet you there.
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