Being silent
Against adversity
From the small minds
That chatter about
Nothing but your character
The elephant in the room
Left unseen
Rather nitpick on how
The ant across the river
Goes about its routine
High fives for the small
Minded individuals that gather

Being silent
There's nothing wrong
With being quiet
It's an art which
Many have yet to master

A dark angel
Wings ashen in dust
Ragged clothes and
Ruffled hair
Broken shoes
Floating above
Plains of mud
Mascara dripping
Forlorn eyes

Blood
On the white dress
Fallen from grace
Heart ripped out
A dark angel
Screaming to the sky
The devil responded
For god wasn't there

A fallen angel
Beautiful she must have been

An inspiration I thought you would be
I imagined writing for you
In my day light and dreams
You reciprocate in the beginning
When you have troubles
In your life, problems need leaving

Being tragic, you said you are
I have written a lot of poems
To console and called you my star
Now as you have met friends
From different places, giving you advices
Me, forgotten, as usual, in the end

Not that I do this for love
Not that I do this for affection
All I needed was your everlasting
Thoughts and attention
I've gone down so deep below
In your priorities and life

Thank you for your time
It was heartwarming
While it last.

I dedicate my life trying
To write my thoughts into letters
Forever attempting to
Make those words fathomable to you

Your silence as crashing waves
All that you do not say
In you, I've finally found
Words to write, thoughts to think

Why do you say you're tragic
If anyone took the time
They'd see you as beautiful
As the sky and stars above

Your eyes are quite something
They say so much and yet a lot hidden
Beneath those smiles of laughter and love
What pain and regrets do they conceal?

I want to know it all.

With a heavy heart, I walk away
But, is there really any other choice?
For the last time, I mutter
May the sun shine bright for you, always.

For me, worry not
Trust the stars to lead the way
I'm headed to a place in my head
Walking away, do not stop me

Reminiscence as I wander away
The words of your last
That griefs and kills me
Like a knife twisting the heart

So, farewell love
So, farewell dear
I'm walking away
A broken hearted fool

If you see raindrops on your window
That is but my tears dropping down the cheeks
If you feel the breeze caressing your face
That's my heart whispering your name

For, our path, no longer the same

Hikikomori
Innate feel of the inward pull
Being confined, by choice
Withdrawn from society

I like to be alone
They say it is too much
Try to feel, try to touch
I rather my desk, hunch subliminally

In my room, fawning
What do I play, but then
Nothing better in my life
Then killing time away

Is this insanity?
I rather think insanity for thoughts
Of living life as a game
Border from the untamed I shall

Ruffled hair, bloodshot eyes
Probably nose dripping of snots
Pondering of an exciting life
But dreams, shot down as they fly

It griefs me locking away
On paradise of the world
I dare not leap, for I don't understand
Towards the light

From the doorways seep.

For all the time we are
Obvious you are, the same
Oblivious to the truth
The lies, the honeypot, flows freely

My love, this is goodbye
May life pleases me, ergo
Come I will, back, for you
If only to inflict pain on you
For I want you to feel the same

On my deathbed, when aging is done
I will want to chuckle, reminiscence of
Perfection brought forth
Happiness turning into a nightmare