Wearing my hand gloves and wrapping a cloth around my legs, I sit here in the class attending my extra winter lessons. This shiver in me and the cold breeze does nothing but reminds me of him. I remember the warmth in our hug, in his arms, whilst embracing him. Here, I sit and ponder about him making every tissue inside me content. I tried to stop myself from doing so, but couldn't help it! I recall the times which were similar to the present, though only on the outside and not on the inside.I remember how cold I used to get after our lessons got over. I waited for him on the staircase near the canteen and he came, looking at me as if I am the only person around.I recount the speed of our walks and the way he used to rub my hands to make'em warm. As I ponder upon it,I suddenly feel or perhaps just fantasized to feel his hug and how I thought that I would cry if I ever come across his arms now. I thought of his face  when he smiled at me and said something sweet leaving a perpetuating effect in me. Whilst I think about it all, I feel a tear rolling down my right eye. It just feels as if he will be waiting for me inside the classroom after the bell rings. Thinking the same, I came out out of the class and stood still on the staircase. Imagining that he'll come to me, I stood numb at that place for about 10 minutes. Just then,  my friend shouted at me, ordering me to move and bringing me back to my senses. I just realized that the exalt I was experiencing had receded my life long back and that he was not going to come to me anymore.I just couldn't react to my wonders and moved with my sister like friends to our homes.But one thing I am sure about is that no one can ever supplant his presence in my mind.

Can I touch you boy?
Right through this sheet?
Can you feel me?
My love and my heat?
Can you tell me please?
Do I even cross your mind?
And have you ever struck in rewind?
Do you even miss me?
Or is it all about the illusions I make?
Do you even remember the places
we thought we stake?
Will you boy?
Will you please understand?
That my love is so **** pure
It is not just a feeling, it is wide as universe
Of this I assure!
Can you even imagine the feel
cause now I want to reveal
You transformed my life into a holy shrine
It is like being in cloud nine
I don't know what you really think about me
Or do you even think about me?
All I hope is you to see
That I am right here waiting for you
And I'll always do
I'll always do.

How I wish to live in some island
in the middle of some sea
How I wish there lived only u and me
I wud wake up every morning
and make u tea
How I wish there lived only u and me
We wud just sit in peace
and listen to the sound of humming bees
We wud look at the stars, siting on a mat
I wud feel ur embrace and die like dat
How I wish this turns out true
How I wish there lived only me and you.

The clouds so wide
the moon so big
two hearts together
Ah! so pleasant weather

The words were vanishing
the eyes were speaking
It spread the moonlight
Brightness even in the night

The clouds so thin
the sun so bright
two hearts departed
Nothing seemed right

Words vanished again
but now in vain
It spread dullness
down in the dumps
even during day
they did'nt stay!!

I look at him sometimes and I cry
I cry in a way that tears don't roll down
I cry because of being helpless
I look at those hands which were over mine someday
telling me "I am the one for him"

I look at him sometimes and I cry
I cry in a way that tears don't come out
I cry because he is still my love
I look at those arms and think about embracing
making me head towards brightness leaving behind dim

I look at him sometimes and I cry
I cry in a way that tears don't fall
I cry because I cannot forget
I look at those eyes which looked at me once
making me feel like I am the bottle of happiness filled up-to its rim.

It is inside me,
the happiest girl in the world
but you can never see
the happiness which flew away with a bird

It is inside me,
the courage of a sword
but you can never see
the courage cause you ain't the Lord

It is inside me,
a heart full of love
but you will never see
because it has gone above

It is inside me,
the joy of a laughter
but you can never see
the joy cause of all that happened after

It is inside me
And it will always be
But everything you have should not be shown to the world
Because people don't value feelings
and then you'll be left broken &
there will be no healings.

From the sky which is blue,
to the flower that is new.
From the leaf at the top,
to the red traffic light that says stop!
From the crow in the sky,
to the one that is learning to fly.
From the flag waving high,
to the scared sigh.
From the roof of the skyscraper,
to the used eraser.
From the monkey at the tree,
to the food which is free.
From the clips in your hair,
to the shoe laces you bear.
From the paint in the wall,
to the ant so small.
From the old haunted building,
to the fire burning.
From the noisy corridor,
to the neglected floor.
From the place where we met,
to the floor where we sat.
From the circus's clown,
to the chalk falling down.

Zilch gives me hope to be happy and gay.
No one wants me to stay.