Ignored, betrayed, forgotten...
Lonely, broken, rotten.
Her path of misery and pain,
Shadowed by eternal rain.
Reaching deep
Her hope to keep.
Process begun
By the maternal one...
What has burrowed to the core?
A disease one cannot ignore.
Take these chains off,
Standing, she's had enough.
She'd her tattered skin,
Cast aside all sin.
Wings purged of darkness,
Piercing through shoulders skin.
Break the curse,
Time to play the next verse.
Given a moment's immortal clarity,
Baring oneself, wearily.
Head thrown back,
Waiting for the next attack.
Shake loose the bonds,
Yesterday's tears now gone.
Face the dawn,
Burning rays withdrawn.
Fly little one,
With next breath be gone.

Can't seem to leave this haunting past behind,
To anything good I've been blind.
Many moments of absolute denial and failure,
Countdown to how many I can endure.
Broken and shattered beyond repair,
In this moment I face my greatest fear.
Please forgive me,
No sudden clarity do I see.
Shall I walk alone in the darkness,
Waiting, craving deaths kiss...
Please forgive me,
I never meant to hurt you see.
I forgot that there was once someone,
Down this shadowed path I've run.
Please forgive me,
No salvation I foresee.
Demons of my chosen concocted poison,
Injected, inhaled, and now I've lost all reason.
Please forgive me,
At my breaking point, I'm ready.
One last moment of ease,
Now these inner demons I release.
Please forgive me,
I now fly free.
Cut out the pain, accept deaths dance,
Coming down from my inner chemical romance.
Please forgive me,
I long ago lost who I am meant to be.
I open my eyes and with new sight,
I see I finally lost the fight.
The ones I've left behind to carry my burden,
Now pick up the pieces left by what fate begun.

So many times I walked away.
I just couldn't stay.
I've left behind so many,
I've burned bridges aplenty.
I've walked a broken, lonely road,
With each mile my sorrows grow.
Once in a blue moon,
I promise this one I'm keeping.
I'm unlike any you've ever known,
My secrets I've finally shown.
Will you accept me, understand me,
Or will you turn and flee.
I cannot change me
I'm strangely different see.
Normal on the outside,
Shadowed despair on the inside.
My past molded this form, this spirit,
Designed with flaw by all I hear it.
Destiny dealt such a cruel hand,
With broken wings I still stand.
Pity not this shattered being,
For my time is fleeting.

Slipping through moment’s unseen,
Caressing the inky darkness.
Shedding the skin,
Now unclean.
We kiss the madness.
Bathe the mind,
stripped to bone,
We love to hate, such malice.
Abandon the bitter soul,  
Awaiting our fate,
Embracing our given affinity,
Breaking, no longer whole.
Now you lie broken-hearted,
You’re all alone.
Accepting our forsaken enemy,
With fractured mind parted.
Shattered soul without hope,
given over to the chaos.
Search for a godless ruin,
In which we cope,
In which we wither in pain,
As they pray for us.
Release your mortal shell.
Fallen, betrayed, you are slain.
©

11/04/14
Brought screaming into a blinding world,
WE CRY
From nothing, Into a painful life we are hurled.
WE GET BY
Dancing through the days of light,
WE FLY
Sleeping through the darkness of night.
WE SIGH
Each moment passing in the blink of an eye.
WE TRY
We learn to live, love, learn, and lie.
WE LIE
Seeking that one thing to make us whole,
WE DEFY
Trying to find our destined roles.
WE MULTIPLY
Not once able to stop the cycle,
WE JUSTIFY
Fighting a lifelong battle.
WE CRUCIFY
Suddenly we reach our final moments,
WE RECTIFY
With no time left, we reminisce.
WE DIGNIFY
With one last breath,
We SHUTEYE
We are lost unto death.
WE DIE
©

11/04/14
She takes a breath, she is alive.
She dances within the bright light
From moment to moment, trying to survive.
She's always feared the endless night.
With nowhere to run,
With nowhere to hide.
Only one chance to see the sun.
Only allowed one mistake, she died.
From the shadowed darkness he sprang.
Feeling forsaken, she takes one last breath.
Alone she is bled dry, by the sharpness of fang.
He is giving her everlasting death.
She's left behind her old life,
Given no choice at her destiny,
She now dances with the nightlife.
She stands mad with certainty.
Unblinking, she buries the stake,
She takes back her lost freedom.
The undead now dead, she is awake.
Screaming furious banshee she has become.
©

I want to be something I could never be,
Something that will never happen see.
I’m sick, so sick of this life,
So full of nothing but strife.
Can’t see the good for all the pain,
No matter what is said, all in vain.
Dragged through existence,
Dead end life sentence.
Never such a thing as a real friend…
All fake or straight up pretend.
SO *******!!
I DON’T NEED YOU!!
Just so sick of this afflicting spirit,
When have I ever been able to bear it?
Living in my own black shadow,
Mortal beings become so shallow.
Narcissistic cruel natures,
Pain crippling lurid creatures.
Shove ‘em all together,
Lock ‘em up, let ‘em out never.
All their sins forever ******,
So now inside I am forever dead…
So *******!!
I DON”T NEED YOU !!