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288 · Apr 2022
chōka 26
D Thornhill Apr 2022
how will it all end
under ukrainian blue

of an ancient land
freedoms are dust on rubble

dreams, hopes, place, and lives
lay shattered among glass shards

only wanting their
country for life and culture

how will it all end
under ukrainian blue

how will it all end
on ukrainian yellow

after countless red
has been spilled upon its soil

death in destruction
has been brought upon its land

scorched, burned, barren lies
a once rich, plentiful land

how will it all end
on ukrainian yellow

by a crazed bald bear
its land brutalized, swallowed

normal life becomes
mass graves, running terrified

its people scattered
among four distant corners

how will it all end
under ukrainian blue
on ukrainian yellow
©️ d_t + b
277 · Sep 2021
haiku 6
D Thornhill Sep 2021
words, inefficient
many are used describing
a single raindrop
©️ dt + b
274 · May 2022
haiku 56
D Thornhill May 2022
reckless abandon
as early birds splash and bathe
liquid diamonds fly
©️ d_t + b
272 · Jul 2021
haibun 2
D Thornhill Jul 2021
private doubts

parts are needing a change. to become willing and learn the art of letting go of worries and history. ending the useless scenarios of looping the unknown. moving past the fearful prospect of stepping out of the zone. overcoming all those that create meaningless stress.

it boils down to avoiding the usual suspects. great discomfort and embarrassment. mostly embarrassment.

easing the mind’s mantra of never can the wall, the facade, or curtain become compromised. never can the real person become known.

usually, nothing really bad ever comes after days of needless worry. some discomfort, but not truly bad.

i know this. i see this. i get this. frustration lies in knowing but never being willing, able, or understanding how to overcome.

learning to believe in myself. moving past trust issues. because it will be all alright. it will be all ok. it will turn out fine. maybe not as hoped, but it will.

taking to heart what luke tells rey, "this is not going to go the way you think."

casting private doubts
worried becoming exposed
is a daily fight
©️ dt + b
268 · Jan 2022
tanka 27
D Thornhill Jan 2022
the song is faulty
everyone does not want to
rule the world, not i,
just want to be left along
in the world to live and love
©️ dt + b
258 · May 2021
haiku 10
D Thornhill May 2021
into sidewalk cracks
small seeds fall, reappearing
white flowers of peace
©️ dt + b
254 · May 2021
haiku 7
D Thornhill May 2021
black wings are spread wide,
cormorants, anhingas dry
plume in coral sun
©️ dt + b
251 · Sep 2021
chōka 12
D Thornhill Sep 2021
books, papers, journals
too long, too messy, too much

short, simple clean lines
minimalist writing style

in the barest words
using one sheet of paper

longer than ten words
no sentence needs to become

nonessential words
simply are abstract fillers
corrupting the true essence
©️ dt + b
251 · Apr 2021
senryu 4
D Thornhill Apr 2021
a single picture
surpasses endless babe
in bold strokes create
©️ dt + b
250 · May 2021
tanka 14
D Thornhill May 2021
within nature’s realm
no imperfections exist
what is, nature meant,
imperfections, play of words,
growing, flowing, rewriting
©️ dt + b
247 · Nov 2021
haibun 13
D Thornhill Nov 2021
three wonders

as a family. we took a trip to washington dc in the year 1968. the year it burned. the year i turned 9.

i carry memory fragments of that trip. washington monument. lincoln memorial. mount vernon. the smithsonian. national guard troops stationed about.

most importantly our solemn visit to Arlington National Cemetery. a hallowed land far removed from the chaos engulfing an outside world.

from that day i carry memory bits of three wonders.

endless white headstones in neat rows.

the grave and the eternal flame of President John F. Kennedy. it would be seven years later while in dallas we would stand where he was assassinated.

watching The Changing of the Guard at The Tomb of the Unknown Soldier.

all witnessing stood silent and still. any sounds came from the guards. giving orders. acknowledging orders. presenting firearms.

once completed the crowd slowly went their ways to other parts of Arlington.

i have wondered what my father was thinking. how he felt silently standing there. it had only been 23 years since his service had ended with world war two’s conclusion.

probably of the guys he knew that never made it back now buried at Arlington. the ones that had made it home but are also buried there. that he could have known the pacific theater Unknown. thoughts of the world he had helped save. how much it had changed since his childhood. how much it had changed since the war’s end.

he never said. i never asked.

i was 9 years and a tourist. unable to understand or know the importance or magnitude of all that i saw that day.

i am in awe knowing the painstaking work continues of identifying our fallen heroes. those lost during service to their country. relentlessly searched for. finding and identifying. for they have not been forgotten.

one of them being the Unknown from the vietnam war. a family was given the ability to gain some sense of closure.

that is progress.

major progress will be achieved once sons and daughters no longer have to fight. leaving terrified mothers, fathers, wives, and husbands behind to wonder.

no more wars. no more Unknowns.

for freedom they fought
in Arlington they now rest
known to god above
©️ dt + b
246 · May 2022
chōka 25
D Thornhill May 2022
the west embodies
the simplicity of dry

dirt. dust. sweat. bleached bones.
open spaces. strong angles.

weathered skin. pale wood.
abandoned mines. strong contrasts.

scrub brush. deep shadows.
unforgiving lands. ghost towns.

hard light. endless sky.
lighting strikes. wild fires. veiled springs.

dry wells. windswept paint.
tumble weeds. rusty barb wire.

cracked paint. endless roads.
crumbling lonesome wind towers.

canyons grand and slit.
mountains. peaks. vistas. plateaus.

the west is simple
the west is bewildering
a simplicity of dry
©️ d_t + b
236 · Jul 2022
haiku 21
D Thornhill Jul 2022
in horror, people cried
ducks were waddling on the edge
quacking, off they flew
©️ dt + b
232 · Feb 2022
haibun 10
D Thornhill Feb 2022
ticks forward

i grew up knowing of the doomsday clock. hearing it tick. accepting it, but knowing people were working to make sure never would midnight ring.

today people seem to be working hard for midnight to sound. ones that would have tried to avoid such an event before. wanting to have the world slip back into another era of evil. though they will deny it.

another era whose legacy will be millions of faultless lives extinguished.

after all cried, never again, the world has forgotten, become distracted, begun living in denial. it sits ready for the command to reignite the flames of destruction.

here i stand nearing the end of my time witnessing mankind’s journey. dejected and wondering, what have the reasons been for in overcoming countless struggles.

when they become forgotten. when lessons are never learned. when sacrifice no longer matters.

so much good wasted. so many innocent lives taken. so much pain and heartache endured.

always for personal, megalomaniac, grandiose reasons.

the clock ticks forward
never again now ignored
midnight is at hand
©️ dt + b
229 · Jan 2022
haibun 17
D Thornhill Jan 2022
leaving

a wave of time nears. futile it will become trying to stay ahead. yet choosing to rerun this losing race. convinced this time you will win.

boxes. bags. suitcases. some with old peeling duct tape lay piled about. bulging. ready to go.

as a chaotic scene unfolds. your heartbeats equal a cheetah’s seconds before it pounces.

trying to say your goodbyes to those that mean the most. you run.

making promises never to be fulfilled. running in circles. faster and faster until time is a blur.

some are never found. never seen. never held. never spoken to. never again.

mercifully time ends this manic quest. as a deadline passes not all words were spoken.

waking with a start you find yourself looking back from a ship. thinking to return. then reality firmly says no. you can not.

just as ropes are cast off. so has this home.

a time bond was broken forming a chasm.

a last look to that distance land. one already foreign. winds tangle uncombed hair. you turn away facing forward. pushed onward into an unknown future.

in that frenzied mess much was missed. forgotten. overlooked. tossed aside.

another short story ends. same as the last.

there was no time to think. only to frantically run. for years what transpired is recalled. causing screams. head shakes. gentle smiles. guilt and tears.

if visiting an outsider looking in will you forever be. no longer are you part of its loop of life. with nothing to claim. little connection. except once you lived here.

time gives opportunities to create lifelong bonds. discover true friendships. a bit remains behind. a bit travels on. reshaping your soul from these places lived.

yet a life bond never dies when your stories are retold. from these places you resided.

from our places lived
much joy and sorrow given
as they shape and form
©️ dt + b
229 · Jun 2021
chōka 2
D Thornhill Jun 2021
fleeting time becomes
running late from place to place
dealing with something,
when softy she asked, please, come,
sit awhile with me,
quietly, time simply stopped,
gently holding hands
feeling pained by having time
while hers now is short,
exchanging words while shadows
danced slowly across the floor
©️ dt + b
227 · Nov 2021
haiku 26
D Thornhill Nov 2021
blue skies, azure waves
tan sand, red and orange clouds
hues of florida
©️ dt + b
223 · Apr 2021
tanka 1
D Thornhill Apr 2021
uninvited winds
from the northwest came, but not
upon kitten paws,
they played and they fought, with their
fun spent, the world was no more
©️ dt + b
222 · Nov 2021
thanksgiving
D Thornhill Nov 2021
a tradition rite was born
thanksgiving dinner
with friends and family
many years back

preformed the night before;
bread ripped and torn,
potatoes peeled then mashed,
vegetables cooked, simmered

rising early thanksgiving day,
joining other kitchens aglow,
cleaned and started a turkey was
well before golden rays shown

stuffed with stuffin'
fashioned of bread, spices,
celery, onions, a touch of lemon,
warmed bacon grease drizzled

slipping back into bed
awakened later by
wonderful scents
warming the house

friends and family arrived with
plates to share, plates to pass;
corn casserole,
sweet potatoes and jello salad,
pies of apples, cherries, pumpkin

squash, cranberry sauce
sweet pickles, rolls
peas, carrots, green beans
garnish and mix on every plate

extra tables were set about
as large gatherings would require;
chairs came borrowed
then dad said grace

obsolete extra tables slowly became
new commitments arose,
less chairs became needed
for attending guests

until two just remained
a wife, a husband with hungry cats,
still enjoying thanksgiving day
all the same

giving thanks
for what they have received,
cherished friends, loving families
a full life together
©️ dt + b
220 · Oct 2021
haibun 3
D Thornhill Oct 2021
worry ******

some are real. some are fake, created just to have a few around. because never can you have too many worries.

worrying, it is my normal state of mind. believing it is wrong when worry is absent. convinced something was overlooked or forgotten.

simply put, i worry too much. mostly over stupid, meaningless stuff.

worrying developed into a personality trait. making my complexion complete. creating worry just to achieve this frame of mind.

after years of introspection, i believe the reason is having become addicted to worrying. it fills my free time. it tells me life still flows.

an adrenaline ****** i would rather have been. they have more fun. but instead a worry ****** i became.

always looking for my next hit.

i live to worry and worry to live.

a worrier is who i am. it is what i became but not wished for.

my brain grows to calm
this is not its normal state
now demands a hit
©️ dt + b
216 · Apr 2022
tanka 34
D Thornhill Apr 2022
in talking to a
manatee an alluring
fact became confessed
rained upon they do not like
such irony i did think
©️ d_t + b
211 · Jun 2021
chōka 8
D Thornhill Jun 2021
a sun disappears
behind a low horizon
summer solstice ends;
starting tomorrow six months
of shortening days
ending in long winter nights;
cold winds have begun
cutting deep into my bones
a frostbitten nose
ice fingers around my throat;
soon summer is spent
then another year has passed
our final winter draws near
©️ dt + b
208 · Oct 2021
senryu 25
D Thornhill Oct 2021
wednesday, sleep deprived,
depressed, philosophical,
find a savior day
©️ dt + b
208 · May 2021
home as a hero to all
D Thornhill May 2021
you heard the call
signed your name
drilled then went off to war,
so far from home
to do your duty
to do your job
to fulfill the mission,
you came home
home as a hero to all
 
you say the real hero's
never returned
i can not debate that point
i was not there,
in our eyes
you are a hero just the same
 
saying only you were doing your job
carrying out the mission
protecting your buddies
as they watched over you,
completing a pledge
made among each other
a lifetime ago
 
you obeyed your oath
while performing a sacred task
fulfilling that pledge without hesitation
making sure any fallen buddy
returned home
 
home to their country
home to their land
home to their family
home to their remembrance
home to their resting place
 
having completed far more
then was asked of you
to a grateful nation
you did return,
home you came to me
for eternity to stay
never leaving my side ever again
©️ dt + b
207 · Dec 2021
chōka 3
D Thornhill Dec 2021
a few days after
graduation i was gone,
many miles away
working a summer career
engraving horseshoes
upon a tourist island,
four years of college
a job in another state
finally back home
eleven years absent,
but this home, this world
and i separately changed
gone were childish dreams
replaced with bills, marriage,
and responsibilities
©️ dt + b
204 · Jun 2022
haibun 12
D Thornhill Jun 2022
happily writing

i had dreamed of wanting to get away from everything and everyone. just to become myself. to find myself. to create. no distractions. no interruptions. a romantic life.

never saw myself as an office bee. felt more of a free-spirited soul. yet that was not the journey charted. went inside and most everything died. a lack of sunlight i guess. yet not quite all. a pilot flame burned on.

strange how life wonders about. never in a straight line. never how we planned or expected. so here i am nearing the end of my office career. looking for something to help fill that void.

in my spare time began writing poetry. plans call for that to continue after leaving the hive. i am as surprised as anyone at this turn of events.

being the first to say i can not spell. never liked english classes. never have enjoyed reading. speaking? pronunciation always trips me up. never was good at writing. long it still takes to write a single line. going digital must have saved a million trees from landfills.

writing poetry brings enjoyment. i do publish to websites for anyone to read. if they like my works great. if not they move on.

my mind is not as sharp as it was. truth be told. never was it sharp to start with. with writing i hope it helps.

a few scores later no longer wanting to live a hermit’s life. not on the side of a mountain. nor upon a wind and rain swept island.

realizing interaction is needed to draw inspiration from. being surrounded by and observing life is always better than imagining.

making a small home my retreat. where i can slip away to but not isolate. in a scottish village. in the english countryside among the lake district. on a florida key or a barrier island. within a tall hobbit home.

someplace where i can stretch my legs. open the windows and wonder with bare feet.

hemingway had it right. so here i sit happily writing.

a lost soul that dreams
oh to live a poet’s prose life
pen and pad in hand
©️ dt + b
202 · Mar 2022
senryu 24
D Thornhill Mar 2022
am getting older
affairs are in disorder
am not looking back
©️  d_t + b
201 · Aug 2021
haibun 8
D Thornhill Aug 2021
ship’s haven

it had been a dark and stormy day in the small fishing port of ship’s haven. a forgotten town barely clinging to its rocky shore with rotting timbers.

most lights remained lit during the day. the heavy rains had passed out to sea leaving behind a damp, chilly and blustery night.

residents remained inside their homes all day. few had reason to venture out during sheets of rain. night brought different reasons to feast upon their fears as they continued staying behind locked windows and doors.

no one with clear thoughts would be walking streets littered with puddles this night. streets mostly shrouded in sea mist.

anyone out possessed nefarious reasons. those that can disappear in between the randomly placed light poles with dim illumination.

compounding the poor lighting, half seemed to be out. while others irregularly flickered on and off. unnerving already frightened people  that much more.

the collective fear and knowledge was not everyone would remain indoors. winds of the cold night called the others to wake. they would appear, yet never be seen. only heard. in coming days their handiwork would be discovered scattered about.

those at sea were safe. those trapped on land knew what the churning waters meant and what soon would be spit out….

tales with twists, terrors
believable unknown fears
live deep in our souls
©️ dt + b
198 · Jul 2021
tanka 24
D Thornhill Jul 2021
fireworks soar tonight
rockets of red, white and blue,
oooh’s and aaaah’s
between bangs, booms and thunder
rejuvenates our resolve
©️ dt + b
187 · Mar 2021
i knew myself
D Thornhill Mar 2021
when i was young
of course i dreamed
dreamed of adventures
dreamed of excitement
what i would do
where i would go
once i grew up

upon the high seas
soaring among clouds
painting desert sands
living by a foggy fishing port

but from the outset
these wondrous dreams
where handicapped
born with a fatal flaw that was me
never would they come true
never to be followed
never fully committed to
never to see the light of day
they would simply die
as my childhood waned

dreams are stories we tell ourselves
dreams are dust in the winds
lost dreams
emerge as cherished memories
like warm july nights

i knew myself
©️ dt + b
186 · Mar 2021
once grown
D Thornhill Mar 2021
once grown
i would travel to distant places
places nobody had ever heard of
places nobody had ever seen

once grown
i would sleep never
i would eat cake whenever
i would be smarter than ever

once grown
i never became
over 60 years in waiting
i have yet to become grown
©️ dt + b
175 · Dec 2021
m46 christmas eve
D Thornhill Dec 2021
driving east

along m46

though richville

kingston sandusky

after sunset

christmas eve

passing sleeping

fields surrounding

farm homes

with living

rooms dimly

aglow by

christmas trees

shining brightly

though windows

of frosted

glass framed

by darkness

an only

light for

miles around
©️ dt + b
173 · Mar 2021
a single stick
D Thornhill Mar 2021
if a single stick is questioned
then all must be

undoing life’s belief system
undermining life's foundation

as each stick interlocks
with the next

affecting and infecting
each connected one

all must be undone
all must be rewoven
©️ dt + b
171 · Aug 2021
tanka 23
D Thornhill Aug 2021
always a time comes
when a decision is made
of which to follow,
childhood or adulthood dreams
smart ones pick floating castles
©️ dt + b
151 · Mar 2021
little needs
D Thornhill Mar 2021
i need some quiet
time

i need a quiet
place

i need to clear my
head

i need an outdoor
space

i need only trees to be
heard

i need gentle waves to
watch

i need to live among the
hills

i need a time out from the
world

i need to be left
alone

i need a simple
life
©️ dt + b
102 · Mar 2021
overthinking has begun
D Thornhill Mar 2021
happened across a web site
one i could publish
these little poems
of mine

three items required
an account
a poem submittal
accepting the rejection

before a single
mouse click
an internal conflict
of course arose

exposure, no exposure
do, or do not
fears be ******
full submission ahead

yes, that is it
if for no other reason
my sanity
i will be brave just this once

no, wait this is
so far from any zone
comfort or otherwise
against life’s grain, i can not go

definitely not ready
for my close up
having others
reading my thoughts

tuesday would
rather write and
never to be seen
wednesday what the hell

heart beats faster
just typing this out
becoming exposed
never serious until now

this is my head
now going on for days
**** it up buttercup
which fork will it be

click

good choice
wait, what have i done
the debate continues
now long after the deed was done
©️ dt + b

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